I found ME AGAIN!!!!
BLANCITA and MY FAVORITE TWINS!!!! THANKS for KNOCKING the DUST off my DIARY.....MISSED YOU ALL!!!! ...................I"M BACK....................!!!!!!!!
THE CRUISE was the MOST AMAZING TIME

I HAD A BLAST~!!!!!
IT was a 3 day CRUISE from LONG BEACH,CA to ENSENADA, MX.....

SOoooo FUN...it was my first too and what a GREAT impression, comedy shows, vegas shows, buffets (I WAS SOOO GOOD!) room service, clubs, bars, live music, pools, spa...OH MANNN..FUN!!!....We went on CARNIVAL and when we ported in ENSENADA.....it was so FUN....we RODE HORSES on the BEACH....suppper fassst

...and we rented ATVs and ATV RHINOS and rode LIKE crazzzzy alonside the WATER...the WEATHER was perfect and I COULDN"T asked for MORE....we were DRUNK most of the time too...so that ELEVATED the FUN tooooo

but YES....I was sad

we when got back HOME on MONDAY!!!
I even felt like I HAD NOTHING to work HARD towards anymore health wise.....I was feeling DOWN and NOT like working OUT for a couple days.....I got back on MONDAY...didn't work out, just LAZY, TUESDAY came, ....same story....lack of motivation, laziness, and WHAT THE HELLL IS HAPPENING TO MEEEEE?!?!

....YESTERDAY came tooo.....STILLLLLL in a SLUMP.!!!! HELP!!!!
............THEN TODAY!!!!!

......I WOKE UP LIKE A NEW PERSON!!!!.......
GOD heard my REQUEST and INJECTED me with SOME of that GOOD GOLD MOTIVATION

......I realized that I have been FEELING out of it BECAUSE I had NO MORE GOALS left....so I DECIDED that I have to start NEW GOALS....my knee is feeling better, and after reading through a post from MELISSA I realized that I too have lost, the REAL REASONS that I wanted to LOOSE weight and I REMEMBER that I HAD like 29 REAL reasons on the list that I originally made, and I AM GOING TO DO IT AGAIN, and KEEP IT WITH ME......this time.....I was FEELING SO HAPPY when I was working towards REAL GOALS that meant more to me than the exterior, and I WANT THAT BACK!!! SO I am going to start training ALL OVER again for a 1/2 MARATHON...which one I DON"T know yet...but SOON!!!
I have been eating SMALL portions ...no problem...with no real DAMAGE foods....but I am GOING back to CLEAN STYLE again....meaning ELIMINATING the ALCOHOL during the week...I've been STUCK on VACATION MODE...I just don't want it to END for some REASON!!!?!?! lol...gee WONDER WHY?!?! NO one ever WANTTTTS to end FUN!!!
BUT we had soooo much fun on the CRUISE....

we are planning another one SEPT. 4-8-------4 day cruise------leaving from MIAMI, FL going to KEY WEST,FL (parasailing, jet boat riding, bike tour planned to do there) off to SEA, and then to COZUMEL,MX to ride horses and rent ATVs/RHINOS along side the beach.....AMAZING!!!.....and back to MIAMI,FL and then FLY back home....all for a WHOPPING $600.00 with round trip air!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE that!!?! CHEAP huh!!! WELL I"M EXCITED again!!!!!! SO BACK TO HARD work....cause HARD WORK deserves HARD PLAY......!!!!!!
Starting TODAY: 4.5 mile run @ PARK....then off to the GYM at NIGHT!!!!