I feel AMAZING!!!!
!!! I am on WIRED ENERGY!!!! It's INSANE how much inspiration I have right now!!! I'm so happy to say that the past 2 months, I have written in each box on my calender in the kitchen and it feels GOOD to see exercise in there everyday!! It's an
accomplishing feeling to see yourself VALUE yourself, and realize you are WORTH doing it. No more dreaming,...
JUST MAKING IT HAPPEN!!!
Everyone that ever got anywhere, didn't know HOW, WHEN, OR WHY, they were going to get there... but what they did know is that they need to START NOW!!!! There is something about GIVING YOUR ALL at each and every moment of your day, your thoughts, your workouts, ...that really creates CHANGE & ADRENELINE RUSH in our lives!!! It's only when I put it
all out there that I reap the rewards of the seeds I sow.
It's about a
knowingness that SHIT IS CHANGING while you are doing it!! We can't control tomorrow. We
can control today!! We can fight hard RIGHT NOW!!!
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Happiness is HUGE for me!! But where does my happiness come from!? My SUCCEEDING one step closer to my goals!!
FUCK taking anything other than "YES!!! MY DREAMS ARE GETTING CLOSER!!!!" ...there is no space for "NO, or CAN'T!" No space.
~~~ This weekend was
GREAT!! Went out with friends on Sat night, and didn't come home until Sunday. Worked my ass off working out on SAT!! I was
Proud of my 4 1/2 hour workout that day!! I rested Sunday and my bf took me shopping and bought me a pair of
NEW RUNNING SHOES, that have a chip and a wrist band that count the miles, speed, pace, cals burned! I love them!!!!
They cost $100 + $65 for chip and wrist band. Busted ass at bootcamp this morning and am feeling like a BEASTTTTTTTTT!!!!
!!! I could pick up a CAR with the way I feel right now!!!!

!!! (Also including recovery drink shakes after workouts now. Including whey protein, yogurt, milk or water, ice, coca unsweetened powder, and psyllium seed husks.- so Good! And my
poo babies are HUGE as hell!!!! LOL! To the point where I have stood and just starred wondering how that came out of my ass?!)

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My trainer bakes these sugar free cakes I sell weekly! That's how I pay for the training. $15 each!! LOL!! 3 weight watchers points a slice (10 per cake), and 120 cals each slice! .... The goal is to sell three a week. So far, I did 4 this past week! Including me,...I sliced one into 20 slices and put it in the freezer into 20 foil bags.

! Really loving Pandora dance music right now! I used to workout to no music! Now, it's like CRACK! LOL!!!
LET'S BUST ASS THIS WEEK PEOPLE! NO EXCUSES! EXCUSES ROB US OF THE LIFE WE DESERVE!!! FUCK THAT~! YOU DECIDE~!