~*~ Confessions and Thoughts of a Girl Looking to the Future~*~

[momma4alex]

Hey Jenna, Good morning sweetie. Hope your feeling better today and that your weekend goes good. Don't feel to bad about the exercise. you still did some exercise even if it wasn't what you wanted to do. believe me you don't suck. I only did 30 minutes of cardio and 1.5 miles and that was for the whole day yesterday so if anyone sucks its me.. lol hope that cheers you up a bit. Take it as just one day and that today will be a better day. I have always been told to take it one day at a time and if one day goes bad not to sweat it to much. Cause you can always work at it more the next day. So keep your head up.

take care and lots of hugs.

 

[Boam46]

Good Afternoon Lovilies,

I am finally fully awake and alive and eating breakfast/lunch LOL. I am still feeling shitty today but in a better mood I guess that's a good thing!

How is everyone doing today... I'm sorry I've been soo moody lately ... i really wish I weren't :sad:

We're going to check out the really big park near my apartment so I can see what it like I'm gonna walk/run some trails and do crunches at home

I hope everyone is having a stupendous day!

Lots of Love and Hugs

Random Facts for Today:

1)Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

2)The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
--The female must get some sort of pleasure outta this LOL

3)Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
-- 50 times a day... none for pleasure ?!?

4)A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes long.
-- I just don't know how this can't bring pleasure... and why they wouldn't do it just for pleasure?

My real question is... who took the time to find out how long a pig orgasms for and why? LOL

 

[Boam46]

Wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. Things are hectic and I don't have much time for IM. I'm sending a hug your way and a gentle push in the direction of the gym. I can't be mean to you, but I don't like you beating yourself up about it either.

*hug**push* and thanks for being there for me!

thanks Sel!!! I hope I feel better next week... I may not make it the 4x this week... but I'm finding something to do everyday... i guess that's better than nothing. ::HUGS::

Jenna, Ill tell you what you once told me...

Stop being so hard on yourself! You've been doing SO amazing! You have lots to feel good about Jenna!
Be proud of what you've accomplished... I sure am proud of you! *hugs* <3

Thanks Kari... I really need to start listening to some of my own advice... I suck at that... I'm really good at giving not really listening to advice... I'm great at listening to others ... at least I think I am!
::Adding to list of stuff to work on... listen better to my own advice and advice in general:: ::hugs::

I used to die my hair all the time, too. Red with navy pinstripes, black with red highlights, platinum with one big turquoise streak...those were the days. However, as a teacher....the administration likes me to look "normal." So...I try. I miss the crazy fun hair colors and styles. And wearing a hoodie and jeans every day....yeah. I miss that, too.

I am sorry you are feeling down. I can't fix it....but I would if I could!

O0ooo red with navy pinstripes sounds really nice. Its horrible that since we're not teenagers and need to have jobs we can color our hair crazy anymore! I think its crazy... and totally unfair. A judge certainly wouldn't react well if I walked into court as a lawyer with blue hair... but why?!? Hoodie and jeans or sweats is totally my favorite outfit... can't get any comfier

Thanks for the support... I really wish I could make it go away :sad: :HUGS::

AWWW, Jenna I know how you feel...I've had MAJOR problems with the "red villian"...lol...I didnt get it for 3 months and then when i got it came for a WHOLE YEAR!!!...Until last month that I got on the ring to help control it....I went through so much during that year...I cried night after night...I would ALWAYS be in a bad mood, IT WAS HORRIBLE!...But I'm glad its a little bit controlled now....I hope you feel better!

OMG you had it for a whole year!! I can't even imagine. I just wish I would be regular... but instead my body is crazy... maybe when I get healthy my body will regulate itself... I'm hoping!

Hey Jenna, Good morning sweetie. Hope your feeling better today and that your weekend goes good. Don't feel to bad about the exercise. you still did some exercise even if it wasn't what you wanted to do. believe me you don't suck. I only did 30 minutes of cardio and 1.5 miles and that was for the whole day yesterday so if anyone sucks its me.. lol hope that cheers you up a bit. Take it as just one day and that today will be a better day. I have always been told to take it one day at a time and if one day goes bad not to sweat it to much. Cause you can always work at it more the next day. So keep your head up.

take care and lots of hugs.

Heather.... you totally don't suck you never count running around after you son as exercise... you exercise constantly throughout the day doing that!!! ::HUGS::

 

[Boam46]

Hey you - I thought I woudl jump in here - I read your opening page - I see you everywhere you are a gret supporter and seem motivated and focused Those are key...plus you help out my great friends Selena and you are there for Griff...so I thought I can jump on this ban wagon - lol...

Im sorry to read this and see how you are feeling...I just got over that last week - however - this past week and for a cpl I believe - I have had so many ups and downs its been insaine - my whole life is changing drastically fast right in front of me and it is scaring me...these changes are all good but ya know they are still scarey...I can relate to all you are saying...Cheer up ButterCup and I will be back...have soem patients with me in the beginning I dont usually get alot of comp time adn I have a harder time startin off supporting soemone new...LOL...

Hey Cerella,

Thank you for stopping by. Its always great to have another new face around here! You are a wonderful suppoter yourself and such a strong woman! Life changes really can be scary... I very happy about my future but so scared of it at the same time. Its just all very emotional.

I have all the patients in the world... come by whenevery you can. Thanks for the support.

::HUGS::

 

[Blancita]

Very interesting sex facts . Those are very important facts and its lucky someone saw it fit to research them. Especially the praying mantis one .

 

[Beautiful1]

Hey jenna you sound like me about the "red Villian" hahaha, I'm still waiting for it!! UGH!!! Anyways, I got that same email about the Pig orgasm and all those facts, hahaha. I don't know if you got yours in an email, but I got those exact ones in an email today!! Crazy!!! I hope you have a great weekend. I'm glad your feeling better( a little) and Keep up the good work!

P.s to everyone including you jenna, that say "I SUCK" becasue of how much exercise they have done! Please don't do that, as it is discouraging to others who do that amount regulalry and feel like they are doing good(me). Just an FYI guys, and nobody sucks. Let's focus on the Good!!!

 

[bikinibound]

Jenna, Ill tell you what you once told me...

Stop being so hard on yourself! You've been doing SO amazing! You have lots to feel good about Jenna!
At least you havent been bingeing on junkfood all week like me. And you got exercise in! That is GOOD!
It is so much better than sitting doing nothing isnt it? Remember that you only feel this way because its "that time" and it WILL pass.
You may feel huge, but you're actually shrinking! Be happy. You deserve to feel good in your body.
You are improving it and making it stronger every day!

There is no sense in feeling bad about the day, even though it doesnt sound like it was bad at all!
Just pick yourself up off the ground and keep going with your head held high!
Be proud of what you've accomplished... I sure am proud of you! *hugs* <3


xo

Kari is soooo right about this. And I tell you this about once a day. I feel like a broken record (some of you are so young you may not know what this means..lol). If I could hold you down and force feed some self-esteem and confidence down your throat, I would. You have absolutely NO reason to be so hard on yourself.

 

[AmbaLove]

So, the real question is, how freaking bad must the male want it to let his head be ripped off just to get it???

I am glad you are a bit better today. Hopefully it's a trend for you! You're on the upswing!

 

[Sona]

Hi Jenna, I wanted to stick my head in here and say hi!

I'm still laughing about the pigs and their orgasms.
who figured that out?
probably someone with too much time on their hands!

I hope you feel better today Jenna!
There you were lifting me out of my doldrums yesterday,
even though you weren't feeling well yourself.
You are a sweetie!

Sona

 

[AmbaLove]

Oh, and I am wondering on the pigs...is it males and females that can do that, or just one or the other?

 

[takingcontrol]

Pigs have 30 minute orgasms? I am amazed...and feel pathetic next to the lions... And as for the red villian...nothing else like it to make a woman feel not herself...emotionally as well as physically. I hate mine, too. I'm never regular. Last year I missed 3 months and was freaking out that I was pregnant...thank goodness, I wasn't.

Jenna, you are doing awesome! Don't let things get you down, just keep plugging away at it.

 

[Boam46]

Good Evening Everyone!

Men who hate woman talk this is your warning!

Well... the red villian has finally arrived! I've never been soo happy to see it. Making my body feel like shit but overall I've been in a better mood today Hopfully in a few days I'll feel much much better... like me again... and a lot less bloated!

Woman talk over

Today was pretty low key... went toilet seat shopping... quite enthralling

Food Today:
Breakfast: woke up too late =0/
Lunch: grilled cheese
Snack: pineapple
Dinner: Herb crusted tilapia, spinach pancakes, and corn

Checked out the park near my house... walked around a bit. I have been feeling like crap I feel really guilty for not going to the gym. But I can't go if I don't feel well at alll... its very conflicting.

I hope everyone had a very happy Saturday

Lots of Love and Hugs

 

[johanna11786]

OMG you had it for a whole year!! I can't even imagine. I just wish I would be regular... but instead my body is crazy... maybe when I get healthy my body will regulate itself... I'm hoping!

I read a weight loss story about a women that had hormonal problems and after she lost weight it went away...Hopefully the same thing happens to both of us!.....Having an irregular "red villian" is HORRIBLE!...I wish guys could experience what we go through so they can appreciate us women a little more...lol

 

[Griff1]

Jenna- Glad you are feeling better today

Here's to feeling even better tomorrow

Damn, now I really want a beer...

 

[Boam46]

Jenna- Glad you are feeling better today

Here's to feeling even better tomorrow

Damn, now I really want a beer...

I bought my boyfriend some Guiness today...sooo hard to resist. Not many calories in one... but it may have set somethign off so I refrained all together

 

[Griff1]

MMMMMMMMmmmmmm..Guiness is my favorite. I like black-and-tans too.

 

[Boam46]

MMMMMMMMmmmmmm..Guiness is my favorite. I like black-and-tans too.

MMmmm guiness is my favorite too.... plus I got me a good ol' irish boy (he's half russian jew but looks like a good irish boy) so guiness gets tons of credit around here We even have official Guiness bar glasses

Now I'm craving some... good there's none left

 

[bikinibound]

MMMMMMMMmmmmmm..Guiness is my favorite. I like black-and-tans too.

Oooh. I love Guiness and black and tans, too. Alright, you've both talked me into having one with you. Well if your BF has drunk all of it, Jenna (that big lush!), I guess someone's gotta go on a beer run. I volunteer Griff..haha

 

[Boam46]

Oooh. I love Guiness and black and tans, too. Alright, you've both talked me into having one with you. Well if your BF has drunk all of it, Jenna (that big lush!), I guess someone's gotta go on a beer run. I volunteer Griff..haha

I vote for griff too!!!

 

[SoSel]

Aw, c'mon... You can't have a Guiness w/o Selena!