I have conquered the weekend!
Dear all,
I'm super tired today.
I woke up early for breakfast and then headed down to the supermarket to buy my beef. And because I went there in the morning, the fruits were so fresh! I managed to find 1 good fruit - blueberries and 1 bad fruit - strawberries. Though they were expensive, it was quite interesting to find out what it's like to eat these fruits after a long time! I also bought a rockmelon and it smelt so nice!
I went for my body toning class and ouch! It really hurts. My joints ache now and I do not think I can walk in heels tomorrow. My thighs and arms are aching and I cannot laugh loud cos my abs are aching too! But though I feel sore at my limbs, I can't help feeling good that I made the effort for my body toning class.
After lunch, I went on to pack my food for round 2 of refeed. This time, I have to mix proteins so I had 5 types of protein like salmon, chicken breast, pork, beef, my old fish and new fish. It was very complicated and I had to concentrate a lot during the packing of my food. It seems like I'm going to eat more protein and MORE vegetables.
When it comes to the day that I can eat 18 crackers (or 9 crispbreads), I'm going to experiment with a slice of bread. I wonder whether if bread is going to make me feel bloated or not.
Oh yah... let me share with you my two landmark victories today and it's through my sheer brain power! My mum made tom yum soup today and actually, I was kinda tempted to use the tom yum soup base for my fish. But upon reminding myself that it's not within the Cohen program, I decided to keep to the original food preparation and reward myself with a diet Coke. Also, my brother was naughty enough to ask me why I was not sharing the soup with them since it is so good? But I chose to distract myself away from that soup by drinking my diet coke at that time. Then came dessert. My family was eating vanilla ice cream and my sister offered me some. And of course, I said no.
I've been looking at the Chinese NEw Year goodies around my house and I think there are so many! Peanut cookies, pineapple tarts, barbequed pork, sweet drinks, sweet desserts... I actually opened up the bottle of pineapple tarts, smelt at it but didn't take any. I was not tempted; it was more like looking at that bottle of cookies and saying 'nope, I won't touch that.'
I feel good to say no. At least, I'm gaining more control over myself and how I eat.
I have also lost weight today! I'm now 66.1 kg. I ate 2 good fruits today - rockmelon and blueberries so I'm kinda interested to see what effects these 2 fruits will do to my weight. Rockmelon is so sweet! Yummy!
I'm just wondering when I will stop losing weight. Will i lose weight continuously until the end of my refeed?
Anyway, to all... keep trying and working hard. Be in control, plan ahead and you will feel good. I hope this week will be a better week for all of you!