Hi, Liza, LaMa, Rob, Amy, Kit & Petal

It's hard to explain the anxiety, but it's something that I used to get more often & haven't had for quite a while. I don't think it's anxiety about getting through the day on 500 cals. It seems to be something that happens for a while when I start cutting calories & maybe my chemical balance gets thrown out. I have no idea really, but I do remember it settled down after a few weeks. Also, my cardio wanted me to up the new med he prescribed me, back up to 1/2 in the morning & 1/2 at night & that may have contributed to my odd feelings. He didn't believe my home BP readings were accurate. Actually, now I think about it it's probably the change in meds. He said it will take a few weeks for my body & brain to adjust to them.
Rob, I think you are doing very well doing what you're doing. Don't ever worry about my diary. You support so many people & that helps me a lot. We go through about 10-12 cubic metres a year, but that is our sole heating. It all comes off our land.
Amy- I use clippers for G's hair. He needed a haircut years ago & we had clippers & he talked me into cutting it for him. Apparently I did such a good job that I have been doing it now for about 10 years. We bought a whiz-bang set recently (Wahl) that make it even easier for me. R & K are arriving this afternoon & are bringing both their dogs, which will be interesting. K's dog is a great big good-natured, galumpher Dalmation & R's is a hound who can sniff out food anywhere.
I find that with doing the 500 cal fasts that the next day I only want really healthy food & I am nowhere near as hungry as usual.
Yesterday I had 3 proper meals of scrambled eggs on toast, a small eye fillet steak with veg & a chorizo/veg bowl plus fresh fruit.