BmOhearn's diary

I am proud of your progress! You seem to be doing great and your food looks better!! But I like all food, so....:rolleyes: Have a great day!!:)
 
wishes: what is a pet chook? And i hate "just getting by" too. I think things will get better though.

felici: i actually make 1 more dollar per hour than i thought i did. So thats pretty cool. And i am thinking about moving to be a waitress. They make A LOT more money than i do right now. I cant live on Carry out wages. But i will stick with it for a while b/c i need to learn the menu more, and see how things work out.
BGS: I like all foods too!! But i'm eating A tad bit better. Umm...I still need work. I have to get myself back into it. Everything is so hectic right now. With work and school and stuff.
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So today's food: Not so hott. But not terrible.

Breakfast: Same as yesterday. Wheat bagel with bacon and cheese. Flavored water.

Lunch: A ham and cheese and pickle sandwich on whole wheat bread. 2 chicken fingers in a VERY small wrap. (ok... i pigged out. TOM gives me a breakdown...at least 1 day in my special week.)

Dinner: 2 dinner rolls from work. And a peach fruit cup. (dinner was delicious! and pretty healthy0

So i had an OK day today. Probably within calories. But i'm not so sure.

I worked off calories at work, and at school today. (i was waiting on tables ALL day pretty much.) 32.445 calories playing DDR. I only played for a few minutes. I've been on my feet all day...and it just kinda hurt my legs playing after a while.

TOMORROW:

1. Drop off guitar to my uncle's house before work
2. Work at 11:00am until 8:00pm
3. Sometime either before work or during my work break... I have to cash my check, and buy socks and undies for myself.

I want to get in some exercise tomorrow sometime. I'm going to see a movie with Danny when i get out of work tomorrow too!! YAY.

Well...Its about 11:30 right now. Off to bed. I must wake early tomorrow to shower and such for work.
 
I remember working in a resturant! If I hadn't of snacked all the time running around there would have done me some good! I actually had a dream last night about working there. It's wierd. 6 years since I quit that job and I still have dreams about working there! It gets to you I tell you!;) lol
I hope your having a good day! What movie are you guys going to see? There are so many that look good:D
 
Thanks for all the comments everyone! i disappeared for a few days. lol. I have been eating pretty good. Every morning i have a cup of peaches (80 calories) and then a granola bar (90 calories)... and a bottle of water. THroughout the day i dont have that much more. Today i had 5 dinner rolls, and 3 slices of pizza. Plus my usual breakfast. So i have stayed within calorie limits. My scale is broken so i cannot weigh in. I work 40 hours a week, and i go to school full time. So i'm pretty busy. I have to save my money. I need a bunch of stuff. they made a mistake on my paycheck info at work... i make $1.00 more an hour than i'm supposed to.

My next pay check will be pretty nice. But i need to put it into the bank right away. I dont need to spend anymore money on things. I bought myself socks and headbands. I need a hair cut too...but i cant buy it yet. I want a new car as well. I need to find out what the down payment will be, and then save up for it. A 2007 Pontiac g5. Only about 15000. not bad for a brand new car. But i need someone to co-sign for me i bet. And i have NO ONE to do that. Jeez! i dont know what to do. I can get a lot more use out of the car i have now, and i guess i could save the money for a while. Maybe i'll do that.

Sorry about rambling. I'm just in that mood.I have to read a bunch of stuff for school now. Next week is my vacation, and i think i'm going to be even busier with all the readings and projects i have to catch up on.

Tonight: I have to go to bed by 11:30pm.. LATEST.

I have to look up information for my English term project, and my Yeast Doughs term project. Both due next month.

I have to finish reading THE TEMPEST because next week i have to read King Lear (for english class)


So i would like to play DDR, but i've been on my feet all day. So i'm going to do some homework for a couple of hours, and then i'm going to do sit ups for a while.



Goals for this week: 2 bottles of water a day
Healthy breakfast
Exercise for at least 15 minutes every day
Catch up on Homework
Stay within 1300 calories per day
 
Nice to hear from you bm. :)

It's great that you're finding a way to get on track with your breakfasts. It's an excellent meal to focus on first.
 
Good morning! You are so busy!!! Glad you are doing well:) Really if you can put off buying a new car do it! Car payments suck to have and if your car runs now you can wait a bit.....:)
 
Thanks for leaving me comments. I DO deserve a new hair cut. I just have no time for it. Maybe my next day off.

So i got a new desk for my room so i dont have to sit on the couch and use the computer on my lap.

So i havent gotten any exercise in a few days. I'm really sick right now. I had my 2 waterbottles. I had a healthy breakfast. And i didnt count calories today. Probably went just a bit over. But i'm sick.... So SHUT UP!! lol.

Breakfast: fruit cup, bottle of water, granola bar

Snack: 4 hash brown stick things at school, half a bottle of nestea with lemon

Lunch: Large Turkey Sub on Wheat bread (at subway) with tomatoes, pickles, lettuce, honey mustard dressing, lays potato chips, with a low calorie lemonade

Dinner: a few bites of potatoes, a few bites of spaghetti and meatballs. A bottle of water.

So no clue on calories. But i want to have one more mess up. Because i'm sick. Not a good idea. But i work so hard... i think i deserve it.

So every 10 lbs i lose, i'm going to reward myself with something big.

My goal for 189 will be small-ish because its not exactly 10 lbs. But when i reach 189 i will get my hair cut.

Who knows about 179.

Ummm...I have to buy a new cell phone b/c i dropped mine in a toilet. haha. stupid me. thats what i get for trying to sneak a phone call at work.

I'm going to get a really nice pay check in 1 more week. So when i get that, i will buy a new phone.

I feel like crap today. i just cant stand it. I wanted to exercise a lot today. After all... I need to catch up on it.

Boyfriend is playing games. I might go out and buy something yummy and just for me. I want oreos. YUMMY!

Tomorrow i have my Table Service Class in the morning, and then i have work from 5-9, and i'm a food runner- so i literally wont be sitting down and resting all day. If i still feel this crappy... i'm not going to school. I will still have to go to work, but its worth it for all the money i need. I am working really hard. And i'm going to school full time. Its hard. But i have to do... i'm REALLY behind with money. And i have to save up about 1600 for my next semester of school. Plus 400 for a new knife set, 100 for a new uniform, not to mention the 100 dollar book i have to buy. UGH. Thats over 2000 dollars that i'm going to need. I hope financial aid does something for me. I dont think i can get any loans because i have no one else to sign it for me. OH WELL. I have to find out about financial aid really soon. 2100-2500 dollars i need for school. In september! Thats a lot of money. Sorry about rambling. I need to vent.

Bedtime tonight: 10:30pm latest.
 
thanks. I bough myself cookies. I couldnt resist. I've fufilled my cravings now though. So I'm all set. hahaha. And i found the best candy bar ever invented. Kit kat bar with caramel! its amazing!The new FAVORITE!

I dont know how i'm feeling. I might have to suck it up and go to school tomorrow. i have a quiz. I'm not going to study until tomorrow a.m. Then i'll remember everything. Well, i have a half of an hour before bed.

I want to start taking pictures a bunch. But i lost the cable that is supposed to go from my camera to my computer. I should find that soon!!! I like taking pictures. I dont have a myspace... But i think i can find someplace to host photos. flickr maybe. I'll update when i have something posted with the pictures of my life.
 
ahh.. i remember like it was yesterday!

working at a restaurant full time (was a server at applebee's for 3 years) and student teaching all at the same time! it was almost enough to drive me crazy! :)

i know how challenging restaurant life can be, but you can definitely get in a good work out there!

i hope you are feeling much better now!

and get yourself the much deserved hair cut! :)
 
Yuck! sorry to hear you aren't feeling good:( hopefully you are better:) Check into finacial aide. They will give you loans if you don't qualify for anything else. :)
 
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So no clue on calories. But i want to have one more mess up. Because i'm sick. Not a good idea. But i work so hard... i think i deserve it.

So every 10 lbs i lose, i'm going to reward myself with something big. .........

I thought your food looked pretty good. I like that you had something substantial for lunch.

"I want to have one more mess up" Ouch. That sounds like what I have done, only it never turned out too well for me.

I think you work really hard and make great efforts in all sort of areas. I don't know that stopping yourself from getting the weight loss you want is a great way to give yourself a reward though. :)

I like the ideas of the hair cut and new phone. :)

I'm sorry you're not well. I hope it goes away really soon. :) :)
 
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