BikiniBound's Diary

[bikinibound]

LOL RE: Sheryl!

Sorry it won't be a fun busy for ya this weekend!

Good job w/all the exercise!

I'll be all alone tomorrow night..

Hubby works and son will be at the mall with friends..

Gosh, I need some GF!

I have not a one.. My life is so depressing at times..

I lost so many of them bc of the family drama I spoke of at my diary..

Heck, didn't need 'em anyway if they couldn't support me!
I always supported them!

The last one I lost 2 years ago was a hard one..We were BF for over 9 years.

We had a huge fight {over our kids/same age} and that was that..

Haven't spoken since. {Her son was always gettin' my son in trouble}

Sheeeshhh...Sorry ta spill in yer place..

LOL...

Anywho,

Hope you can have some fun this weekend!

I can't will till Monday!!! I'll finally get ta watch a Steelers Game! *WooT!*

I wish we lived closer, b/c I'd love to come over and hang out with ya!! My best friend of oh, 25yrs, and I had a disagreement over something very stupid, and haven't spoken since mid-August. Pretty sad.

At least you found out they weren't true friends.

I would kill for some alone time!! My H and I have been living in a small house with my parents for over 5yrs now. My parents are great, and I love them dearly, but I wish we could afford our own place. Now that my dad is going to be home all the time for the next 2-3 months, I'm gonna have even less space. Oh well. I should be grateful I have such wonderful parents. They like having us here to help out. In a way, it would probably be better if they weren't so nice--might make my H more inclined to get a better job to get us out of here. He's only working about 25-30hrs a week.

Dad is home and doing well. I think he'll ditch the walker and use a cane pretty quickly--he seems to think so, too.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Glad to hear it!

How sweet you love your parents so much, but yeah, I would need the space!

Too bad about your ex BFF-maybe you can patch things up later??

I kicked my BF's hand too! LOL! But it was just a black finger nail, too bad about the real damage to H

 

[bikinibound]

Exercise for this week:
10/15—30 min circuit training Weight: 234
10/16—30 min circuit training Weight: 232 (new low)
10/17—30 min circuit training, 70 min. walk, approx 4.5miles Weight: 232.5
10/18—15min exercise bike, 5 miles Weight: 231.5 (new low)
10/19—40min exercise bike, 13.5 miles Weight: 233
10/20—30min exercise bike, 10 miles Weight: 233

Food for Saturday:
Meal#1—1 egg, 4 strips bacon, 1 slice whole grain toast
Meal#2—strawberries and cottage cheese, yogurt
Meal#3—salad with deli roast beef, feta, tomato, cucumber
Meal#4—8 oz. salmon, broccoli, peas
Meal#5—honey cinnamon almonds, apple
Total: 1,681 calories, 80g fat 46%, 88g net carbs 22%, 124g protein 32%, 26g fiber

I'm happy with the calories and exercise today. That exercise bike really makes me feel it in my thighs.

Currently watching my Wolverines play. It's the start of the 3rd quarter, and they are ahead 17-14. God, the Illini are playing well. I hope Michigan can maintain their lead. Mike Hart is out resting up for the next 3 big games. The 1st string QB has been in and out of the game with injuries. Manningham, the best receiver, was out temporarily. Mich has been lucky that Illinois has been getting lots of penalties.

So today I was at the check out of the supermarket--and of course they have all the candy bars right there. Normally they don't bother me that much, but today there was a big sign in front of the reese's peanut butter cups--buy 2, get 3 free!! Aahhh! That just isn't fair..lmao. Thank gawd I resisted. I just turned my back to them. I was thinking that losing weight will be more enjoyable than chocolately peanut buttery goodness.

 

[Blancita]

Good job turning away from the Reeses. I succumbed to a pack of Junior Mints and also had the dreaded burger (no cheese at least) and fries from..of all places..gross..McDonalds! I ate well all day until we got to the shopping plaza around 6:30pm and I was starving. Only food readily handy was nasty McDs. The baby was sure enjoying the fries, but I try not to feed her such crap very often if ever.

What was the fight over with the BFF? Someone is going to have to bite the bullet and cave. You cant lose such a long standing friendship over silliness.

 

[niapage]

Howdy Bikini,
Glad you dad may get to come home tomorrow!
I love the bike because I get to read gossip magazines,look at old FATCOW pics to keep me peddaling faster lol! ..I hope you have a nice day your doing great despite alll you got going on,Tammy

 

[bikinibound]

Good job turning away from the Reeses. I succumbed to a pack of Junior Mints and also had the dreaded burger (no cheese at least) and fries from..of all places..gross..McDonalds! I ate well all day until we got to the shopping plaza around 6:30pm and I was starving. Only food readily handy was nasty McDs. The baby was sure enjoying the fries, but I try not to feed her such crap very often if ever.

What was the fight over with the BFF? Someone is going to have to bite the bullet and cave. You cant lose such a long standing friendship over silliness.

I'm glad you don't feed la nena fries very often. I get annoyed when I see parents feeding their little ones crap like that. But if it's only once in awhile, I give you kudos..

The disagreement was over the whole skinny bitch shit. Remember that? Go back to around August 18th-ish in my diary if you don't remember. Or I can email your our whole disagreement--it was all via email. lmao. I am tempted to email her and ask her if she considers our friendship to be over. I wouldn't be at all surprised if she says yes. She and her H tend to be holier than thou about their veggie/political beliefs.

 

[Blancita]

I'm glad you don't feed la nena fries very often. I get annoyed when I see parents feeding their little ones crap like that. But if it's only once in awhile, I give you kudos..

The disagreement was over the whole skinny bitch shit. Remember that? Go back to around August 18th-ish in my diary if you don't remember. Or I can email your our whole disagreement--it was all via email. lmao. I am tempted to email her and ask her if she considers our friendship to be over. I wouldn't be at all surprised if she says yes. She and her H tend to be holier than thou about their veggie/political beliefs.

Dont worry about la nena! I definitely do not give her junk very often, and I only recently introduced just little tidbits of it here and there. I like to give her healthy stuff like ground almonds that my mother gave me which I spoon into microwaved apple. I also throw in a tablespoon of ground flax seed for her (also from mom). I try to have her stick to water or watered down fruit juice. Imagine these people that feed their kids soda in sippy cups. Why??! I dont give her processed food very often, but that girl has a hefty appetite..really takes after her mami. Feel sorry for her on that one .

Yes, I do recall the skinny flabby one wanting you to get all organic and stuff when she has no knowledge or experience with weightloss while you're KICKING ASS on that point. But I dont understand how that turned into such a huge fight.

 

[bikinibound]

Dont worry about la nena! I definitely do not give her junk very often, and I only recently introduced just little tidbits of it here and there. I like to give her healthy stuff like ground almonds that my mother gave me which I spoon into microwaved apple. I also throw in a tablespoon of ground flax seed for her (also from mom). I try to have her stick to water or watered down fruit juice. Imagine these people that feed their kids soda in sippy cups. Why??! I dont give her processed food very often, but that girl has a hefty appetite..really takes after her mami. Feel sorry for her on that one .

Yes, I do recall the skinny flabby one wanting you to get all organic and stuff when she has no knowledge or experience with weightloss while you're KICKING ASS on that point. But I dont understand how that turned into such a huge fight.

I wish more mothers thought like you about feeding their kids. I hate going grocery shopping and seeing these women with chubby kids and a cart full of junk food and processed shit. Makes me want to smack them.

It escalated quickly. I'll email you the convo. Sheryl found it interesting.

 

[bikinibound]

Yay!! Michigan beat Illinois! Minnesota next week should be a piece of cake, and then Mich St., Wisky and Ohio St. in Nov. I would laugh my ass off if Mich ended the reg season 10-2 and ended up in a BCS bowl. That would show all the Mich haters out there.

 

[AmbaLove]

He is really trying, thats the bad thing. He gets really depressed when he tries to make me dinner and it is inedible. He does help me in other ways though. He does all the vaccuuming, cleans the bathroom, cleans the litter box, takes turns with the dishes, does his own laundry and puts gas in my car for me, cause I hate gas stations. He's really a pretty damn good man.

 

[hickgurltx]

Hi ya sweetie!

I hope you have a great day!

Good job w/the control yesterday!

You did have a great day w - cals/exercise!

 

[bikinibound]

He is really trying, thats the bad thing. He gets really depressed when he tries to make me dinner and it is inedible. He does help me in other ways though. He does all the vaccuuming, cleans the bathroom, cleans the litter box, takes turns with the dishes, does his own laundry and puts gas in my car for me, cause I hate gas stations. He's really a pretty damn good man.

I agree. He sounds like an awesome man!! Does he have any brothers?? haha. Honestly, I would be more than happy to do the cooking if he did all that other stuff.

 

[bikinibound]

Hi ya sweetie!

I hope you have a great day!

Good job w/the control yesterday!

You did have a great day w - cals/exercise!

Today has sucked ass!!!!!! I spent all afternoon driving a stupid hag around showing her houses. Then afterwards she had the nerve to tell me she wants to expire our buyer agency agreement and look for another agent. Then she got mad at me when I told her I wouldn't continue to work with her w/out one. She has completely unrealistic expectations. Most of the things she was annoyed with me about were beyond my control. I am only human. I was ready to tell her off within 2 minutes of meeting her today!! So I spent all afternoon being nice to her (when I wanted to tell her to fack off) for nothing. I should've stayed home and watched the Lions win for once. I could be a real bitch and refuse to expire our buyer agency agreement, but I won't. I will, however, fax the form to her office--which will piss her off b/c no one at her work knows that she's moving out of state...haha. Well, there goes $3,000-6,000 in commissions.... I think I need to find a different job. Problem is I have no idea what I'd do instead. I want a job where I sit in a room and don't have to deal with anyone...lmao. I would like to be an appraiser, but they are a dime a dozen these days.

I had a good cry, and am now drowning my sorrows in a bottle of white zinfandel...lmao.

 

[maleficent]

Pick up a copy of What Color is your Parachute... it's practically a bible for people looking for jobs and even better for people contemplating career changes... based on what youv'e done in the past -there are plenty of things that you can do... the skills you have could be applied anywhere...

real estate is a tough gig... your work is something you spend at least 1/2 your life at - it should be something you enjoy...

sorry you had a tough day - people really are poops

 

[bikinibound]

Pick up a copy of What Color is your Parachute... it's practically a bible for people looking for jobs and even better for people contemplating career changes... based on what youv'e done in the past -there are plenty of things that you can do... the skills you have could be applied anywhere...

real estate is a tough gig... your work is something you spend at least 1/2 your life at - it should be something you enjoy...

sorry you had a tough day - people really are poops

My problem is that I have very little patience, and hate minor details..lol.

Ok...I'm crying again, dammit.

I will look into that book. Thanks Mal, underneath your bitter cynicism lies a heart of gold.

 

[hickgurltx]

I'm sorry!!

That really stinks!

My sister Stephany {25} is the same way!

She hates working around people..

She is As. Manager at Block-Buster and wishes she could do something else..

I tell her all the time she needs to go to community college and take courses in something that would lead to a job w/o people..lol

{She works in a wealthy area} Something that really burns her up is when the customers come right to the counter and say, "Yes, please go get this and that movie."

I'm surprised she hasn't been fired bc she points to where the movies are and tells them they can go do it.

What nerve to be so lazy! They need to just do block-buster on-line or net-flix..

*Cheer-Up* Sweetie-Poo!

 

[bikinibound]

Well, I've drunk the whole bottle of wine--and mind you, I don't drink much these days. So needless to say, I'm DRUNK and bawling my eyes out. I haven't felt this bad in a very long time.

 

[maleficent]

Sometimes a good cry is what the doctor ordered... and a little drunkenness never killed anyone - just dont' make a habit out of it... nor make a habit out of drinking away bad days...

 

[bikinibound]

Sometimes a good cry is what the doctor ordered... and a little drunkenness never killed anyone - just dont' make a habit out of it... nor make a habit out of drinking away bad days...

Ha! If I drank away every bad day, I'd drink everyday...lmao. I just wish I could stop crying c/b my eyes are all swollen and puffy and sore now..

 

[Blancita]

Hey Star, sorry to hear you're so upset today. I'm with Mal, I'd start trying to come up with something else for both you and H. Maybe something out of state somewhere completely new? Its so hard to figure out what to do. Hope you'll have better days ahead.