BikiniBound's Diary

bikinibound said:
Sorry to depress you with my misery. I just needed to get it out. I'm going to bed now. I've been up all night, and have to be at my office at noon, so I'm going to try to catch a couple hours of sleep. I'm exhausted. Hope you all have a better Sunday! Chin Up!
--Kimberly
Click to expand...

Awwww, baby... I'm so sorry to hear about that. Jeeez... I can't say anything silly or witty to cheer you up really. Hmmm... let's see... I woke up around 6am to go for my hour of brisk walking and I saw the oddest thing. There sitting near a bus stop was an old man with a paper bagged bottle with a big ass woodchuck in his lap. He was petting the damn thing like it was his dog or something. I personally think both he and the woodchuck were drunk. It actually made me backtrack. The shit you see in Binghamton, NY. Love you, Kimberly.. :hug2:

-Sheryl
 
Aw, hon, I am so sorry! I remember having to put my dog down after she was hit by a car. It hurts so bad. Let yourself mourn your friend. I am glad he made it home to pass in loving arms.

Good luck today.
 
bikinibound said:
Sorry to depress you with my misery. I just needed to get it out. I'm going to bed now. I've been up all night, and have to be at my office at noon, so I'm going to try to catch a couple hours of sleep. I'm exhausted. Hope you all have a better Sunday! Chin Up!
Click to expand...

I'm sooo sooo sooo sorry :cry: I am now crying :( Lots of hugs. I certainly know how hard it is.

HUGS:hug2: :hug2:

Lots of love
~Jenna

P.S. After what I dumped last night nothing you dump anywherenear me is depressing me with misery. If you need anything feel free to im me:hug2:
 
Thanks, girls. I'm stuck here at work until 4. I got 2 1/2hrs sleep, so I am guzzling coffee and a protein shake. And crying...It was just so sudden. I can't believe he's gone.:cry: :cry:
 
Thanks, girls. I'm stuck here at work until 4. I got 2 1/2hrs sleep, so I am guzzling coffee and a protein shake. And crying...It was just so sudden. I can't believe he's gone.:cry: :cry:

Sheryl-The woodchuck scene was strange! I think I would've backed up, too.
 
Ok. Normally when I'm at the office on a Sunday the phones are dead and no one comes in. So what happens today when I just want to be left alone?? The phone rings like crazy and people come in. So I have to keep composing myself so that my eyes aren't too puffy and swollen, and my voice doesn't reveal that I'm crying. Geesh. Can't a girl get a break??? lol ok, I'm laughing. I guess that is a good sign.

Just don't think about it....just don't think about it...How do men do it? Not cry? I have no idea. I've been with my husband for 10yrs and have never seen him cry--not even when his dad died. Tough Aussie men don't shed tears, you know. That's for sissies. Ha! I don't agree with that. My dad cried today, too--not bawling like me, but there were a few tears.
 
So my eating today thus far has been horrible. But frankly my dears, I don't give a damn..lol

2donut holes, 2 dove chocolates, 2 peanut butter mini-pretzels, coffee and protein shake. I am tired, so I need the caffeine/sugar buzz, I guess.
 
Well, a day of eating poorly won't be the end of the world. Do what you need to do to get through the day.
 
Hey,

It's always hard to lose someone or something that we love; I am sorry to hear that you lost him so suddenly.

I went home from culinary school one day to see my family...and ended up taking my dog (who I got when I was 5), to the vet because she was in so much pain...I had to put her down. It was the hardest thing I have ever done.

By the way, men do cry....especially the ones that aren't trying to keep a show going so people think they are "men". Get over it, and deal with your emotions I say...if you don't; you end up having them all explode out at once.

I went out after putting my dog down, and donated 200 dollars to the local no-kill shelter (adoption fees were only 80). I donated this money not only to help them, but also with the agreement that when I wanted another dog...all I had to do was walk in, and take him / her with me. They were very understanding and did not push any of the animals on me.... It may be something you should look into...having the freedom to say, OKAY I am ready, and not have to go through the huge process of getting another animal when that time comes really helps.

Anyway, I am sorry again, and don't worry about the food you are eating to cope...if you don't deal w/ the depression in the most natural way you know how....it won't leave.


Chef
 
chef said:
Hey,

It's always hard to lose someone or something that we love; I am sorry to hear that you lost him so suddenly.

I went home from culinary school one day to see my family...and ended up taking my dog (who I got when I was 5), to the vet because she was in so much pain...I had to put her down. It was the hardest thing I have ever done.

By the way, men do cry....especially the ones that aren't trying to keep a show going so people think they are "men". Get over it, and deal with your emotions I say...if you don't; you end up having them all explode out at once.

I went out after putting my dog down, and donated 200 dollars to the local no-kill shelter (adoption fees were only 80). I donated this money not only to help them, but also with the agreement that when I wanted another dog...all I had to do was walk in, and take him / her with me. They were very understanding and did not push any of the animals on me.... It may be something you should look into...having the freedom to say, OKAY I am ready, and not have to go through the huge process of getting another animal when that time comes really helps.

Anyway, I am sorry again, and don't worry about the food you are eating to cope...if you don't deal w/ the depression in the most natural way you know how....it won't leave.


Chef
Click to expand...

Thanks GG. I have two other cats at home, so I'm not really interested in any more for awhile. But this is the second one I've lost in the last 6months. Had to have another put down earlier. Very tough--as you know. Sorry about your dog.

Glad to know you can cry. My grandpa was never ashamed to cry--and I always thought that was cool. Loved that man!!

I'm not worried about my eating. Calorie-wise I havent had much at all. Not much appetite now.

Thanks again, Soli! You're a teddy bear.:)
 
Oh Kimberly I'm so sorry to read about your cat passing. :cry:
I know that must have been really tough on you to go through last night.
*hug*
 
I'm so sorry Kimberly :cry:
I can't imagine how you're feeling right now. Just remember that you have friends here who feel your pain and who are more than happy to try and cheer you up. :hug2:

xoxo
 
Hey there,I don't wanna keep getting ya upset BUT I do want to tell ya so sorry for your kitty!!I love my dog to death and it would tear me up if anything happends to him.Tammy
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top