June 18
It was an emotional weekend for me. We did a lot of nice things with my visiting mother-in-law, but I was very disappointed that my little guy didn't go easily to his Tita (grandma). He did, some, but overall he was much more clingy than he usually is. I gather this is normal for a 14-month old, but it's not what I'd been anticipating. I imagined this past week would be a big break for me. With a wonderful mother-in-law in town, I thought I'd get to relax a little and be more of a bystander, watching Frank & Tita have a wonderful time together. It was the opposite - Frank was just about the clingiest he's ever been, and I had to work to facilitate his being comfortable with his Tita, since I know she loves him so much and wants so much for them to be close. Ugh. Though the visit was nice for everyone else (I think) it was emotional for me because - if Tita lived closer, Frank would know her more and our time together would be easier & more relaxed - and I would have some help! But, that's not the way it is . . . . And here I am, wanting more kids.
I had too much white wine last week, 2-3 glasses a night. I won't make that a habit. I think I can't have it in the house, because for some reason with white wine, but not red, I never want to stop at just one glass. I didn't exercise after work last week because of the visit, but I did go to classes at the gym Friday and Saturday mornings, I popped in an exercise video on Sunday & worked up a sweat, and I went to a 6 a.m. pilates class this morning. And, my pilates instructor mentioned this morning that I'm looking slimmer, so that's good!
I'm going to log in today's food into because I haven't done that in awhile. Here's what I've eaten so far & my plan for the day:
breakfast: 3/4 c. cheerios, 3/4 c. shredded wheat, 1 cut up peach, skim milk & @ 3 T 2% milk. coffee.
a.m. snack: large cafe au lait w/ soy milk, 4 oz 2% cottage cheese (90 calories)
lunch: mcdonald's grilled sw chicken salad w/o dressing
pm snack: pear w/ 3/4 oz light laughing cow cheese
dinner: burger, salad, & grilled sweet potato, 1 dark chocolate & pomegranate ice cream bar.
no wine!