Bellaryna
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Thanks Tammy!
I was so excited when the ticker went under 200. And even more so that I was able to keep it under during the holidays. Now I just need to make it start travelling down again. LOL
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Thanks Tammy!
I was so excited when the ticker went under 200. And even more so that I was able to keep it under during the holidays. Now I just need to make it start travelling down again. LOL
Bellaryna
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Hi Yarmiah!
Thanks for popping in on me.
So funny that you would ask me if I was in on a challenge 'cuz I just asked you the same thing in your diary! Guess I should check my stuff first.....LOL!
I joined Kimberly's Biggest Loser Challenge. I am planning on working really hard since I don't want to be booted off the challenge. And I certainly don't want to be booted off first!
Catch ya later!
Bellaryna
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Thanks for popping in on me Hajni~
HI Bella!!
Happy New Year!!
Congrats on staying under the "200"!!
Thank You!!!
I gained like 7 lbs total in like 10 days.. ouch. So now i am back in full force to lose it all and some.
I think over all I gained like almost 4 pounds with the water weight added in. But that went quickly and I am now floating at about 1 1/2~2 pounds.
2008 is the year we are going to reach our goals!!
YOU KNOW IT!!!!
I am back to going to the gym like 5-6 times a week. I hear you about the cardio and out of shape. I did not exercise for like 10 days straight and jumped on the treadmill yesterday and almost died!!! i was out of breath around 1 mile and I usually run 3 miles with no problems. needless to say I was pretty bummed out.
Yeah I wasn't to impressed with myself yesterday either. I felt like I was still doing pretty good with everything but obviously I was not.
i joined the V-day challenge.
I joined Kimberly's Biggest Loser challenge. And set a new mini-goal of 185 by Valentine's Day.
I kept track of my calories eaten and burned through-out the Halloween challenge and try to match that (where I lost like 15 lbs). i hope i can.
I am sure you will do great.
Now we just need to get this done together!!!
See you around, I will be here.
So glad that your still here.
Hajni
Miss Ladybug
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We are all getting back into the saddle again RIGHT WITH YOU!! I've slacked off so bad the past few weeks, I'm really shocked I'm not up 10 pounds, but it's back to the gym tonight for me!!!
Good luck this week, I'll be stopping by to check in on you!! Have a great day and STAY WARM!
PS, I love your avi picture!! Your so beautiful!
Kim
Good luck this week, I'll be stopping by to check in on you!! Have a great day and STAY WARM!
PS, I love your avi picture!! Your so beautiful!
Kim
hickgurltx
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Have A Goal Reachin' Wed. Ms. Pretty-Poo! 
I have decided we are all gonna be in a Gang!
The Sunshine Gang bc we are gonna SHINE this year!
I'm so excited for us all.
*Snorts*
I have decided we are all gonna be in a Gang!
The Sunshine Gang bc we are gonna SHINE this year!
I'm so excited for us all.
*Snorts*
Bellaryna
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Ya!!!! We are all in this together!!! I knew there was a reason why I found this place. So I could have such wonderful friends like you Kim!!!
And thanks for the beautiful compliments on my avi's. You really do lift my spirits girl!!!
Bellaryna
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Have A Goal Reachin' Wed. Ms. Pretty-Poo!
I have decided we are all gonna be in a Gang!
The Sunshine Gang bc we are gonna SHINE this year!
I'm so excited for us all.
*Snorts*
I like that idea!!!
Better get my shades on 'cus it's about to get bright in here!!!!!
Miss Ladybug
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Trust me, you don't need any help in the beautiful department that is for sure!!! The camera loves you girl, you lucky lady!
I can't wait to see the scales move for the both of us this month. I want 5 pounds GONE!! let's DO IT!!!!
I can't wait to see the scales move for the both of us this month. I want 5 pounds GONE!! let's DO IT!!!!
Bellaryna
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Okay I will now graciously take your compliments.
Thank you.
I know that you will be losing that 5 pounds in no time flat. Especially with the way you work out!!!!
Miss Ladybug
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YEAH!! Can you believe we are on the same team!! GO BLACK TEAM!!!!!!!!!! I need to work it hard tonight, I don't want to let my team down this time, I want to give them as many points as my body will allow. GOOD LUCK to you girlie, I'm so excited about this!
HUGS AND LOVE!
Kim
HUGS AND LOVE!
Kim
I_wannaBthin
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Bellaryna,
I am so excited to read your intro! I am at 201 today (I was at 207...my all-time high a couple of days ago) and I am so excited to see how far you've come! I am so glad I found this place I think it will help so much. I really wanted to eat more today too, but now I am sure that I won't.
Also, you are not the only reverse anorexic in the world I am definately one too.
Good Luck!
I am so excited to read your intro! I am at 201 today (I was at 207...my all-time high a couple of days ago) and I am so excited to see how far you've come! I am so glad I found this place I think it will help so much. I really wanted to eat more today too, but now I am sure that I won't.
Also, you are not the only reverse anorexic in the world I am definately one too.
Good Luck!
Bellaryna
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Okay before too much time gets away from me today I am going to update my diary.
Had a really good day yesterday. Up until a point that is........stupid Ritz crackers!
I had my cals just in the range that I wanted them and decided to go and watch Hairspray. I rented it to watch on New Years Eve but never got around to it. And with it needing to go back I NEEDED to get it watched!
So dh and older son were using the Tv in living room so I decide to watch the movie in our room. BIG MISTAKE!!!!
I got all snuggly comfy, turned on my electric blanky, and started focusing on how I really wanted a snack. Got up, grabed a 100 cal pack of Lorna Doone cookies. YUM!
Ten minutes goes by and the little voice from the cupboard starts calling again. I of course follow said voice and grab another 100 cal pack of the evil cookies.
While all this is going on my new puppy, who I had let up on my bed, decided to PEE ON MY BED!!!!!
So I punish the dog, strip the bed, and feel the desire to snack again.
I'm telling you that week in NYC virtually ruined my will power.
So I grab an entire sleeve of Ritz Crackers. Yep you read that right. An entire sleeve. And yes I ate the whole dang thing!!! BAD! BAD! BAD!
No one was there to see me so I could have just let it go and of course seen a leap on the scale. But once the movie was over I just couldn't get past the guilty feeling that I was having. That and knowing that if I pulled that stunt in a few days I would certainly be booted off the Biggest Loser Challenge that I just signed up for.
So since I was feeling so bad I jumped on my elliptical and pounded out 40 minutes of butt busting exercise. Twenty minutes of 1 program and a second 20 minutes of a different program.
It said that I burned off 540 cals. But on our elliptical you can't input your weight so who knows it could of been more.
Anywho I get up this moring and weigh myself expecting for sure to see that the scale hasn't gone anywhere at all when in fact it has dropped down at least a pound from yesterday. I am now .4 pounds away from hitting a new low. AMAZING!!!!
So in the end I ate like a pig, worked out like a dog and ended up weighing less. Go Figure.
At least I know that I can do it when I put my mind to it.
And that is what is the most important for now.
Had a really good day yesterday. Up until a point that is........stupid Ritz crackers!
I had my cals just in the range that I wanted them and decided to go and watch Hairspray. I rented it to watch on New Years Eve but never got around to it. And with it needing to go back I NEEDED to get it watched!
So dh and older son were using the Tv in living room so I decide to watch the movie in our room. BIG MISTAKE!!!!
I got all snuggly comfy, turned on my electric blanky, and started focusing on how I really wanted a snack. Got up, grabed a 100 cal pack of Lorna Doone cookies. YUM!
Ten minutes goes by and the little voice from the cupboard starts calling again. I of course follow said voice and grab another 100 cal pack of the evil cookies.
While all this is going on my new puppy, who I had let up on my bed, decided to PEE ON MY BED!!!!!
So I punish the dog, strip the bed, and feel the desire to snack again.
I'm telling you that week in NYC virtually ruined my will power.
So I grab an entire sleeve of Ritz Crackers. Yep you read that right. An entire sleeve. And yes I ate the whole dang thing!!! BAD! BAD! BAD!
No one was there to see me so I could have just let it go and of course seen a leap on the scale. But once the movie was over I just couldn't get past the guilty feeling that I was having. That and knowing that if I pulled that stunt in a few days I would certainly be booted off the Biggest Loser Challenge that I just signed up for.
So since I was feeling so bad I jumped on my elliptical and pounded out 40 minutes of butt busting exercise. Twenty minutes of 1 program and a second 20 minutes of a different program.
It said that I burned off 540 cals. But on our elliptical you can't input your weight so who knows it could of been more.
Anywho I get up this moring and weigh myself expecting for sure to see that the scale hasn't gone anywhere at all when in fact it has dropped down at least a pound from yesterday. I am now .4 pounds away from hitting a new low. AMAZING!!!!
So in the end I ate like a pig, worked out like a dog and ended up weighing less. Go Figure.
At least I know that I can do it when I put my mind to it.
And that is what is the most important for now.
Bellaryna
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Hey thanks for stopping by!!!!
I still get that feeling plenty of times. That "I am way thinner than I am" feeling.
In fact was having that feeling not to many weeks ago. Which I had to nip in the bud when I noticed it. 'Cuz if I don't kick it down early on it will prevent me from continuing on this journey. Makes me feel like I have gotten far enough.
But I know that haven't.
Keep up the good work that you have started.
I_wannaBthin
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Yeah, I am still surprised every time I look in the mirror, because I almost never feel fat until I see myself
Good Luck!
Good Luck!
Bellaryna
New member
Okay so here is the food for the day
1 cup yogurt cheerios
1cup skim milk
3tbsp coffee creamer
4oz boneless centercut porkloin (YUM!)
1 can progresso soup
3/4 cup white minute rice
3 1/2 cups cali blend
*UPDATE*
4oz grilled chicken
1 1/2 cup steamed green & yellow beans
slice of bread w/ smart balance butter
banana
Grand Total 1420 cals with 30 minutes of cardio burning off 345 cals for a MEGAGRAND TOTAL of 1075
so far the total cals is 960
with at least 600 left to play with IF I don't exercise. If I do I could go as high as 1000 more. But don't know that I will do that........*grimace on face*
Catch ya all later.
My house is about to be invaded by chili dogs!!! AKA my Kids!!! hahahaha
1 cup yogurt cheerios
1cup skim milk
3tbsp coffee creamer
4oz boneless centercut porkloin (YUM!)
1 can progresso soup
3/4 cup white minute rice
3 1/2 cups cali blend
*UPDATE*
4oz grilled chicken
1 1/2 cup steamed green & yellow beans
slice of bread w/ smart balance butter
banana
Grand Total 1420 cals with 30 minutes of cardio burning off 345 cals for a MEGAGRAND TOTAL of 1075
so far the total cals is 960
with at least 600 left to play with IF I don't exercise. If I do I could go as high as 1000 more. But don't know that I will do that........*grimace on face*
Catch ya all later.
My house is about to be invaded by chili dogs!!! AKA my Kids!!! hahahaha
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Miss Ladybug
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That looks like a great food list today Bell!! one I would certainly see myself eating as well. I had some progresso soup yesterday, mmmm I love that stuff, and I buy the light, so it's only like 120 per can. Not bad for processed food I guess. GOOD JOB so far girlie, YEAH!
HI Bella,
I was smiling at the Ritz cracker evil, in my house it is the Oreo cracker evil... Just before Christmas i ate 1/2 bag all by myself and it took me maybe 10 min tops.
But I am glad that you had the will-power to jump on the elliptical afterwards!!! If I remember correctly all i did after my "way too many Oreo cookies consumed for one day" binge is felt sorry for myself. Only if I had some of that motivation of yours in December!!!
Last August I bought and HRM for myself and it was the best equipment I invested in to date. It calculates my calories burnt based on how high my heart-rate is, gender, resting heart-rate, weight, age.. etc. I never had my calories estimated correctly without it. It is funny, I try to exercise about 550 cals off in the gym and there are days when I achieve that in 50 min and there are days it takes me 1 hr15min.
Of course you can do it girl!! Go kick butt in the challenge!!
Hajni
I was smiling at the Ritz cracker evil, in my house it is the Oreo cracker evil... Just before Christmas i ate 1/2 bag all by myself and it took me maybe 10 min tops.
But I am glad that you had the will-power to jump on the elliptical afterwards!!! If I remember correctly all i did after my "way too many Oreo cookies consumed for one day" binge is felt sorry for myself. Only if I had some of that motivation of yours in December!!!
Last August I bought and HRM for myself and it was the best equipment I invested in to date. It calculates my calories burnt based on how high my heart-rate is, gender, resting heart-rate, weight, age.. etc. I never had my calories estimated correctly without it. It is funny, I try to exercise about 550 cals off in the gym and there are days when I achieve that in 50 min and there are days it takes me 1 hr15min.
Of course you can do it girl!! Go kick butt in the challenge!!
Hajni