Hey guys
I am back after being MIA once again, I have been uber busy and still keeping the weight off, I actually took some pictures today, to show you my progress, I have been following so many suggestions to tighten the loose skin(from Doctors, other forum members)
Although I am not giving up on this, I can not afford the surgery and I intend to make the most of my 100lb weight loss, Yes I did it (well sort of haha) basically I have gone from 245lbs to 147lbs.
On a visit to my Doctor, I was informed that my loose skin weighs approximately 7lbs, so therefor I am 140lbs, but as I have said from day1, it was never really about the numbers on the scales and more about how I felt about myself.
I am very happy and healthy, I have actually taken up running outdoors, and it has become a huge part of my life/Exercise regime.
I ran a 10k race for charity
Running in public is something I never thought I would have the confidence to do, but I do it now without a second thought.
Although I do eat what I want, I have found that there is a lot of healthy food that is really tasty, so I don't feel like I am missing out, and I do tend to go for the healthier option most of the time, I do have not so healthy foods on occasion too which I really enjoy.
I don't like to call it a treat, because to me that makes it sound and feel like a diet, and those of you that have been following my progress, know that I do not like that word
To me this was always a lifestyle change, not a fad diet or a "quick fix", it was and still is a huge part of my life.
I have gained back self esteem and confidence and this has enabled me to meet some inspirational people and some which have become lifelong friends.
I wouldn't necessarily say that I was ever a shy person, but I would certainly shy away from certain social situations, I didn't like to be made center of attention, but now I am able to hold my head up high and when I walk into a room and someone looks at me, I no longer get that thought of "they are looking at me because I am fat", I now get the feeling that "they are looking at me because maybe they like my hair ,or my dress or my handbag(you get the idea haha!)
I started this in January 2011 and in February 2013, I am still working hard to maintain a healthy lifestyle, because it is something that I will work at for the rest of my life.
I do not mean this in a negative way either, what I mean is that in order to stay focussed on being healthy, it has to be a part of your life, and it has to be something that you acknowledge, I will not be on the scales each week I am more aware of over indulging or not exercising regularly.
I always tell myself that I have worked way too hard to ever go to where I was back in January 2011.
As I mentioned earlier, I have developed loose skin, and I am looking at ways of improving it, so my update photos are not going to be about the weight loss anymore, but more about loose skin, stretch marks and improving the skin after weight loss.
Thank you to everyone for the ongoing support, and good luck for 2013
-Minimee
