GottaLoozIt
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Wow, it's been so long since I posted here....A year and a half I think.
Last time I posted , I showed pics of me from 219 lbs to 163 lbs.
I lost a bit of weight after that but my last year of college got in the way of more progress. Now that I have graduated, I'm struggling with finding the enthusiasm to lose the last 30-40 pounds or so, and thought that posting here would give me a much needed boost (or kick in the butt, whichever lol).
I'm posting my original pics at 219lbs and some other ones of me at around 155-160 (I'm a bit heavier currently, due to finals week stress/craziness).
I have to admit that the reason I hesitate in starting to lose weight again is because:
1) I look at the last few pictures and feel utterly sexy (I hope that doesnt make me sound too narcissistic and conceited).
2) I'm being rebellious. Where I come from (Caribbean), my size is more than A-OK with the men (let's be real, we all want to be attractive to the opposite sex or same sex, depending on your case) and society in general, but I can't deny to feeling the pressure of having to conform to a smaller and more acceptable American size (Currently around size 12 pant size, feeling the pressure to be a size 4).
3) God, losing weight is just paiiinnfffuulll lolol (whining I know)
HOWEVER, I have to be honest with myself. At 5'3", I am a total shrimp, and a healthy weight for me would range from 110 to about 140 lbs. So I figured that if not for societal pressure, I should do it for my health since I do have a family history of diabetes. So here it goes....I have laid all the cards on the table and there is no turning back now.
I apologize for the rather looong rant. You guys are all such a big inspiration to me.
Last time I posted , I showed pics of me from 219 lbs to 163 lbs.
I lost a bit of weight after that but my last year of college got in the way of more progress. Now that I have graduated, I'm struggling with finding the enthusiasm to lose the last 30-40 pounds or so, and thought that posting here would give me a much needed boost (or kick in the butt, whichever lol).
I'm posting my original pics at 219lbs and some other ones of me at around 155-160 (I'm a bit heavier currently, due to finals week stress/craziness).
I have to admit that the reason I hesitate in starting to lose weight again is because:
1) I look at the last few pictures and feel utterly sexy (I hope that doesnt make me sound too narcissistic and conceited).
2) I'm being rebellious. Where I come from (Caribbean), my size is more than A-OK with the men (let's be real, we all want to be attractive to the opposite sex or same sex, depending on your case) and society in general, but I can't deny to feeling the pressure of having to conform to a smaller and more acceptable American size (Currently around size 12 pant size, feeling the pressure to be a size 4).
3) God, losing weight is just paiiinnfffuulll lolol (whining I know)
HOWEVER, I have to be honest with myself. At 5'3", I am a total shrimp, and a healthy weight for me would range from 110 to about 140 lbs. So I figured that if not for societal pressure, I should do it for my health since I do have a family history of diabetes. So here it goes....I have laid all the cards on the table and there is no turning back now.
I apologize for the rather looong rant. You guys are all such a big inspiration to me.
