Ashys Diary


/blush well, thanks! I almost inserted a somewhat negative comment about myself, but decided that wouldn't be very postitive of me......Does that even make sense? lol. Must learn to take compliments.
But to answer your question I'm 5'3. Very short! My husband is 6'2. Sometimes my neck hurts when I try to look at him. haha.
Yeah, I spend a lot of time at the computer, and I really think that being as active as I am on here does me a lot of good. Keeps me focused, and in touch with my goals.

That makes sense to me ;), oh, and I spend a lot of time on the pc also, even this weekend, I was just looking at furniture online (with free shipping) all weekend, looking to furnish a house in 6 months... we only own a TV and a PC... lol, and clothes :p Anyway, your doin great! Keep it up girlie:)
 
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Way to go on resisting the donut. I can't even have that stuff in the house because I will be fine for a while and then all of a sudden I will just go nuts and eat like five of them. Especially Crispt Cremes...MMmmmmm... I mean, Eeewwwww;) :p

Hope you are getting all rested up...we can't have you sleeping through class:)
 
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I was just looking at furniture online (with free shipping) all weekend, looking to furnish a house in 6 months... we only own a TV and a PC... lol, and clothes Anyway, your doin great! Keep it up girlie
Sounds like you own the basic essentials to me.. But really? Free shipping on furniture? Thats pretty sweet.
Way to go on resisting the donut. I can't even have that stuff in the house because I will be fine for a while and then all of a sudden I will just go nuts and eat like five of them. Especially Crispt Cremes...MMmmmmm... I mean, Eeewwwww
Hope you are getting all rested up...we can't have you sleeping through class
Yeah, the past couple of days I have had some temptations, but I have warded them off. Like for a split second I wanted a coke because my husband ordered one, but for the rest of the meal I forgot he even had one and didn't think about it again. So, I'm getting better! I feel like if I give in now I will have to start all over again, and I have just invested too much into it to do that.

Food stuffs:
southwest chargrilled ck sal (310)

k- im procrastinating I NEED TO STUDY. *wave - bye*
 
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Hey, found your diary, thanks for stopping by mine by the way. Sounds like you're doing well. Good job on resisting that pop! I need to focus a tiny bit more on my eating. I'm doing ok (except today with the free pizza at work, how could I turn that down :p) but other than that I eat well minus having some crackers at work that I shouldn't (but I only eat about 50-75 cals of them, so it's not too bad) plus I only eat them every so often. But even eating them every so often makes me feel like I'm failing so I think I just need to resist the snack cupboard all together!

Anyways, enough about me trying to resist stuff, good luck to you on resisting stuff and eating healthy!
 
food stuffs update:
Chick sal sandwich (769)
ill stick to the wraps. Geez.

Cal Subtotal:1079

Looks like light salads/snacks for me tonight.
 
Hey! Good job resisting temptations, I'm still working on that one ;) Although I did good today during my "struggle time" around 3-4pm. lol...

Hope you have another good day tomorrow. Good luck studying!

~Nic~
 
Thanks Sunshine :D Yeah, I'm doing extremely well on resisting stuff lately. Kudos to me. Wooo. I'd say my final went ok today. Could have got an A, could have got a B, but nothing worse. And I'm happy either way it turns out.
Damn though, I am freaking bloaded. Its so uncomfortable. I know, you're thanking me for sharing. :)

Food stuffs today:
B: Big bowl of cereal (320)
L: Ultimate veggie wrap (209)
S: Light and Fit yogurt (60)

Subtotal: 589
So far so good. i can have a good sized dinner, and maybe a snack later on. I'm doing pretty well on my diet. I sure hope those scales come through for me soon. I know that it isn't something I should worry about so much right now, but I need a little reward for all this work I'm doing. It'll happen...... eventually...
 
i just thought id throw this out there... i looked on the back of a honey bun... and it had 550 calories. Dunno why that amazed me, but it did.. And, there you go.
 
You ARE doing really well! I'm sure it will start to show again soon!!! I've barely eaten at all today...too excited about being done school...

You deserve something good for dinner :) Good job on your exam!

~Nic~
 
You ARE doing really well! I'm sure it will start to show again soon!!! I've barely eaten at all today...too excited about being done school...
Thanks. trying to keep that in mind.

Food stuffs update:
D: 6inch turkey sub (500)
subtotal: 1089, light snacks later on :)
 
Hey Ashy, I know what you mean about the honey bun. I felt the same way whe I looked at the cals for pizza(one of my FAVS) It is someting like 900 cals for ONE serving. WHAT??!! Are they trying to KILL Me??!!? It breaks my heart because now I won't eat it anymore and I used to really look forward to pizza and movie night. *sigh* No pizza, no honey buns...that's the price of becoming hot, eh? It's worth it:)

Thanks for coming by my diary...and I hope you get that A on the exam you took.
 
Day 17 - The scales moved!

Hot damn, I lost a pound!! :)
I'm going to see my parents in about 2 weeks, I really want to lose about 5 more before I see them. That would be freaking sweet. :) So thats my goal for the next two weeks.

Yeah, pizza is awesome. I know it isn't the same but have you tried the lean cuisine/healthy choice French bread pizza? At least its something. I haven't had that in a real long time, but I might pick it up again and see how many cals are in it.
Me and my husband would play on the computer and order papa johns over the internet with the icy cold 2ltr coke. Ah, the good ol'days. lol. Didn't even have to pick up the phone.

But you're right I'd much rather be hot and healthy. lol.

Thanks again for dropping by risty, every kind word helps.
 
I was just thinking... about this person i used to hang out with... I talked to her one day after shopping and said "I bought this really small skirt I'm going to fit in one day." And she's like "Why do you do this to yourself?"
I hope the next time I see her, I'll be wearing that skirt and flaunt it :p
 
I hate when people are discouraging...even if they don't always mean it! I'm sure you can't wait to fit into the skirt! And Nice job setting a reasonable small goal for the next 2 weeks!

:D

~nic~
 
Especially when shes the kind of person that has a hard time gaining weight saying that to me...
 
Hey,

Pizza is one of my top fav foods ever (along with any type of pasta, lol.) I still eat it every so often. I eat healthy most of the time but then I treat myself to something I really like. I'm not going to stop eating my fav foods because they're not the greatest for you, but I'm not going to eat them as often or in the quantity I used to. So at least that way I can still enjoy stuff, and not feel so bad about it. The change is a lifetime one so I want to make it so I succeed. If I cut off everything I loved, I definately wouldn't make it through this.

About that girl that made the skirt comment, you WILL walk up to her in it and be like, hey, this is the skirt I was telling you about a while ago! I had people making negative comments like that and I can't wait to stick it to 'em when I reach my goal! Of course I'm doing this for me, but I also want to prove to those that thought I couldn't do it, that I actually did and I did a damn fine job at it too ;)
 
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