xxmanduh
New member
Ok - butt spankin new to the forum. I'm gonna go ahead and jump in face first! I start my new life tomorrow and I want to be prepared to have to document it so that i'll stay focused. I've got my mind made up! I'm so tired of being fat! I'm so tired of buying fat clothes... nothing is ever cute!! & I'm oddly shaped, so I have to buy baggy pants! My bottom half is MUCH bigger than my top half! I only have A boobs too!!! I think I'm the fattest person I know with NO boobs!!!!!! It's depressing! Anyway, I stole this survey off of Alleria's journal - I love questionnaires! (and exclamation points)
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1. What is your current height and weight?
My height is 5'6 - my weight is about 250 - I don't have a scale yet so I'm basing it off of my last weigh in of 240 + eating a ton of fast food
2. If you were at an ideal weight now, what would that weight be?
Probably 150-160
3. At what weight would you like to be at four months from now?
Hopefully 190-200! I sure am gonna bust my tail to get there!
4. Why do you want to lose weight?
I'm tired of being fat??? I'm tired of wearing fat clothes. I want to go swimming this summer, too! I want to look in the mirror and say DAMN IM SEXY!
5. Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event?
Well, we're planning on going to hawaii this summer and I definitely aint going if im fat, what a life ruiner!!!!!!!
6. What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals?
The 5 McDonalds that I pass on my way to and from work........ that's about it.
7. Why do you think that you now have a weight problem?
I eat because I'm bored - and I don't do ANY kind of physical activity!
8. What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
No more crappy food!!! No sodas, MORE water and hitting up the gym monday through friday!
9. Have you lost weight in the past? If so, what has worked in the past to help you lose weight?
Eating properly and exercising like a mofo!
10. Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back?
Cause I love to eat for no reason.... I haven't been HUNGRY in ages - because I never allow myself to feel it... cause I'm always eating something!!
11. What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work?
Me - being too dependent on food for support. It didn't work obviously because I'm lazy and didn't work it off.
12. Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time?
I plan on it.
13. Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook?
No, I actually despise cooking and that's gonna get me in trouble! I need to start cooking mass amounts of food and separating them into baggies/tupperware for throughout the week.
14. How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go?
Heh - almost every day? McDonalds, Sonic, Los Reyes, Buffalo Wild Wings - it just depends!!
15. What are your three favorite foods?
anything involving potatoes, pizza and asian cuisines!
16. What are your three favorite restaurants?
Buffalo Wild Wings, Milanos and Nagasaki.
17. What are three things you can do differently when it comes to food?
Stop eating fried junk food, fewer carbs and no more dang soda!!
18. If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different?
Everything, I wouldn't eat anything horrible, I'd exercise 2 hours a day! Life would be different and I'd be thankful for it.
19. Do you eat when you are not hungry?
Yes
20. Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
Yes
21. Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
no
22. Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
Yes
23. Do you eat as a reward?
Yes
24. Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
Yes
25. What do you normally eat for a meal?
#1 supersized.... ugh I hate myself!!
26. What type of snacks do you eat?
Whatever is handy - crackers, chips, candy
27. In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
Nothing right now - I do have a gym membership to a 24 hour gym that I drive RIGHT past on my way home from work. I'm using it starting tomorrow!
28. Where do you go for exercise? A local public gym? School/work gym? Home?
Public Gym - 24 hour fitness
29. What, if anything, are your three favorite types of exercise?
Oh, I don't have a favorite right now - do you know how hard it is to even walk in the door? Lol. Hopefully I'll lose most of my weight and let my gym membership expire and then I can join a gym that offers classes - dance classes, spin classes etc. Cause I'd like to take dance classes!!
30. What is your daily/weekly/monthly/yearly motivation to move towards your goals?
Well - once I reach my ultimate goal I'm going to reward myself with a TT & Boobies!! Everyone gets mad when I tell them that but hey I've never had boobs and I'm fat - so there's no way I'm ever gonna get them unless I buy them! & If it makes ME happy then why do you even care!!
31. Do you have rewards for certain goals?
I wasn't even thinking about 'short term' goals because I might get too excited with that one specific goal and then get lax about working out/eating properly. I guess for every 3 dress sizes lost I could buy new clothes!!?! Clothing motivates me!
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So there is that - I need to go out and buy some food and a scale. I'm going to edit this later tonight - possibly tomorrow with my current weight & inches to keep track of things throughout my experience. I might even snap some photos but of course I'm not going to post them until I lose some weight - how embarrassing!! I'm so excited for my new journey - I hope I don't get discouraged again.....
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1. What is your current height and weight?
My height is 5'6 - my weight is about 250 - I don't have a scale yet so I'm basing it off of my last weigh in of 240 + eating a ton of fast food
2. If you were at an ideal weight now, what would that weight be?
Probably 150-160
3. At what weight would you like to be at four months from now?
Hopefully 190-200! I sure am gonna bust my tail to get there!
4. Why do you want to lose weight?
I'm tired of being fat??? I'm tired of wearing fat clothes. I want to go swimming this summer, too! I want to look in the mirror and say DAMN IM SEXY!
5. Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event?
Well, we're planning on going to hawaii this summer and I definitely aint going if im fat, what a life ruiner!!!!!!!
6. What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals?
The 5 McDonalds that I pass on my way to and from work........ that's about it.
7. Why do you think that you now have a weight problem?
I eat because I'm bored - and I don't do ANY kind of physical activity!
8. What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
No more crappy food!!! No sodas, MORE water and hitting up the gym monday through friday!
9. Have you lost weight in the past? If so, what has worked in the past to help you lose weight?
Eating properly and exercising like a mofo!
10. Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back?
Cause I love to eat for no reason.... I haven't been HUNGRY in ages - because I never allow myself to feel it... cause I'm always eating something!!
11. What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work?
Me - being too dependent on food for support. It didn't work obviously because I'm lazy and didn't work it off.
12. Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time?
I plan on it.
13. Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook?
No, I actually despise cooking and that's gonna get me in trouble! I need to start cooking mass amounts of food and separating them into baggies/tupperware for throughout the week.
14. How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go?
Heh - almost every day? McDonalds, Sonic, Los Reyes, Buffalo Wild Wings - it just depends!!
15. What are your three favorite foods?
anything involving potatoes, pizza and asian cuisines!
16. What are your three favorite restaurants?
Buffalo Wild Wings, Milanos and Nagasaki.
17. What are three things you can do differently when it comes to food?
Stop eating fried junk food, fewer carbs and no more dang soda!!
18. If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different?
Everything, I wouldn't eat anything horrible, I'd exercise 2 hours a day! Life would be different and I'd be thankful for it.
19. Do you eat when you are not hungry?
Yes
20. Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
Yes
21. Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
no
22. Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
Yes
23. Do you eat as a reward?
Yes
24. Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
Yes
25. What do you normally eat for a meal?
#1 supersized.... ugh I hate myself!!
26. What type of snacks do you eat?
Whatever is handy - crackers, chips, candy
27. In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
Nothing right now - I do have a gym membership to a 24 hour gym that I drive RIGHT past on my way home from work. I'm using it starting tomorrow!
28. Where do you go for exercise? A local public gym? School/work gym? Home?
Public Gym - 24 hour fitness
29. What, if anything, are your three favorite types of exercise?
Oh, I don't have a favorite right now - do you know how hard it is to even walk in the door? Lol. Hopefully I'll lose most of my weight and let my gym membership expire and then I can join a gym that offers classes - dance classes, spin classes etc. Cause I'd like to take dance classes!!
30. What is your daily/weekly/monthly/yearly motivation to move towards your goals?
Well - once I reach my ultimate goal I'm going to reward myself with a TT & Boobies!! Everyone gets mad when I tell them that but hey I've never had boobs and I'm fat - so there's no way I'm ever gonna get them unless I buy them! & If it makes ME happy then why do you even care!!
31. Do you have rewards for certain goals?
I wasn't even thinking about 'short term' goals because I might get too excited with that one specific goal and then get lax about working out/eating properly. I guess for every 3 dress sizes lost I could buy new clothes!!?! Clothing motivates me!
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So there is that - I need to go out and buy some food and a scale. I'm going to edit this later tonight - possibly tomorrow with my current weight & inches to keep track of things throughout my experience. I might even snap some photos but of course I'm not going to post them until I lose some weight - how embarrassing!! I'm so excited for my new journey - I hope I don't get discouraged again.....

you decide...
I think getting started is the hardest part. I have been trying to lose weight for so long, and every time I found a new diet/program it seemed like motivating myself to really get into a routine was the hardest part. Just make the gym a daily thing so there is no option of whether or not you can go. That's what helped me the most anyway. Good luck!!
