Thanks for sharing.
I can understand the things you find difficult. Every monday morning when I wake up and go to the bathroom, I'll weigh myself and this week the scale went up 8oz. I almost freaked out until I stopped and realized all the advice I had given other people over the last couple months. The good news was that the scale showed a lower BF% than the previous week, so I'm just going to stick it out.
I had a cheat day in there too, something I've been good about avoiding for the most part, and it included some unhealthy foods. I had oysters on the half shell (not so bad, but high in cholesterol) then shrimp ravioli. Shrimp ravioli, not so bad you say, except they slathered it in a basil cream sauce that tasted of butter, so it couldn't have been good at all. To top it all off, I drank wine with my dinner, just to add to the calories. After that, my girl and I decided to hit the bar, so we each had a Mai Tai there and some scallop ceviche. All in all, I'd say I went pretty far over my 1600 calories per day limit that day, considering at dinner I needed 450 more calories to round it out.
Anyway, sorry for ranting. Dinner and drinks are the bane of following a healthy eating lifestyle. [/endrant]