A new lease on life - Xenon's Diary :)

I agree about the adds....I keep ckicking on these add they annoy the heck out of me.....but this site is still free to use!
 
Hey there Xenon, just checking things out in here.

You are doing such a great job. As decisionmaker said, losing 5 whole BMI points is just so massive! Keep up the good work, matey! <blowing kisses>
 
Verobc said:
I agree about the adds....I keep ckicking on these add they annoy the heck out of me.....but this site is still free to use!
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Yeah I know -_- the price we pay for having things free
Mrs Shadow said:
Hey there Xenon, just checking things out in here.

You are doing such a great job. As decisionmaker said, losing 5 whole BMI points is just so massive! Keep up the good work, matey! <blowing kisses>
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Thanks so much Mrs. Shadow! *hugs*

:nopity: Where to begin....

School is ruling my life once again -_- 3 exams this upcoming week. I have been eating so terribly ... 3-6 cookies EVERYDAY!!! 150 cals each plus salty foods and I am feeling terrible. I was on a fast food rampage this past week. Ahdunno, I'm tired of being fat and gross just like this disgusting food I am eating. I think I will have to just change my diet completely and live with it. Time to haaaden the **** up (Ronnie Johns as the Chopper)
 
Old habits are so hard to quite! When the kids have a tantrum and that I am feeling stressed my firts reflex is to reach for junk food or reach for a pepsi the way an alcoolic would reach for booz....every single time we stop ourselves that is a small victory! In time those refexes will be of the past...stress will not include junk fest! You can do it Xe...look at all you have done in the last couple of years and I am talking the big picture like going back to school, and raising you little boy!
 
I really hope the exams are going well for you, Xe. And I think you will find it much easier to sort out your eating once your stress is relieved. Which will happen - one day.

You really made me laugh with the reminder of the Ronnie Johns show. The bloke who played Chopper Read was hilarious. Had to remind myself with WARNING - don't click if strong language offends!
 
Hey!

This is my first time around here in a while, and i thought i would stop by and see how things were going. you haven`t posted in a while. Hope all is well. :)
 
Xeeeeeenon! Where aaaare you?

I hope things are going well for you, and I hope you come back soon to reassure us that all is well.
 
Hello Xe How are things? hope you are still hanging around here from time to time I am looking forward to hearing from you!
 
Hi All :D so sorry I have not been updating. I have been back on track after another gain...I went up to 272 and am down to 267. Messed up many times before but this time I think is the time I guess we will see :D


The exams went horrible....my husband has taken up the terrible fashion of scheduling overtime whenever he knows I need to study. Makes lots of empty promises etc. So I have been trying my best but I made a B in my chemistry class (missed an A by a very small margin), and I am not sure what I will get in this class. Exam is next week Wednesday and he has scheduled overtime for all of my study days....although we discussed it before and he said he wouldn't....until the day before he changed his schedule -_- Oh well that is a story of its own, I am just trying to have balance and not go through so many negative emotions because he obviously does not care lolll


/rant



Better news is my mom is moving in so that I can get adequate sleep and study time. I am happy that she is coming to help me with the little one :D So I am hopeful that things will get better for me...there seems to be a light at the end of the tunnel! Sleep is really so important and I think I will feel much more healthy when I start getting more sleep.
 
Hey Xe


I am happy to see you are back on here....sorry to hear about the exam....men can be such A__ sometimes they say one thing and do another...thankfully we have moms...in my case a mom and mother in law! I have to get back to work but wanted to wish you luck on comming exams Congrats on getting back on track!
 
Thanks so much Veronique!! I will let you know how I fare with this exam, but I know I will definitely not make an overall A in this class.
 
I am sure you will be very successful.....With the whole situation you are in right now, weight loss , baby , school that is a lot of juggling! You have taken up alot but with time it will be so worth it! Also if you can lose weight or even just maintain while you have all this going on, imagine what you can do when things settle down!
 
Xenon! Hi! Don't know if you remember me. I was AWOL for... well, way too long really. But I'm back and so happy to see people I knew are still around.
 
Glad to see that you have gotten back on track. Blips or speed bumps are inevitable. Its how we handle them that makes the difference.... right? lol I feel like I heard that once, and it makes perfect sense. :)


I hope things with school and your stress levels gets better. Trying to lose weight while going through a stressful period can't be easy at all. Your mom should be a great help to you. Keep up the good work :)
 
It's been so long since I've actually had the chance to sit down and go through journals, catching up on it today!! Where are you Xe? Miss you!!
 
I miss you too Xenon!! I'm not around much at all anymore, and not even under the same name you knew me as!!

But I do llike to catch up when I get chance!


Studying + losing weight = having zero sleep, zero life!!!!


I feel your pain!!


Glad you're keeping up your studying though, it may be hard but it'll be worth it in the end :)

Good luck with your exam results!!

And keep up the good work with getting back on track!

I'll come by to check in on you again in a few months when I finally get a minute :p
 
just wanted to bump this up again...giving it another go! So much has happened since my last post here! I will update a little later. Happy New Year everyone!
 
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