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cinderelly said:
HEH HEH HEH - i know how hard it is to put yourself first i never did and still dont really do but you start with little steps ya know...hey your here right...

I have a step son i never see....I was his mom for years and raised him did everyhting with him...obviously he went when the ex went and the ex never allowed me visitation with him, i got tired of gettin close to him agian to have him pulled away from us...

anyway he had big time issues, not special needs but he was one hella handful...he had adhd, ocd and borderline autistic...pathological lier too...couldnt control his anger...expelled and kicked outta school very young...man...

the hardest thing was seeing all my hard wok disappear once he was under his dads influence ya know, i had just had him being a reasonable polite lil boy...with tamer freak outs...

but we are better off, ive raised a child on my own and ive been in a relationship with kids, i prefer beign single, it works better for me, just wish i had more money!!!
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in the uk your step son would be classed a having special needs. my son has autism. hes 8 years old...& a handful too at times...but when hes not hes so adorable you just wanna eat him right up...see me again with the eating!! LOL

thanks for pm i can't reply to them for 5 days being a newbie but hi :waving:
i will start a diary tomorrow if i get the chance. have to go now its almost 3am here in uk...my little 'angel' :rolleyes: doesn't sleep either....hmmmm i will now spend the next 20 mins trying to get him in to bed...wish me luck!!
 
My oldest has a b/f...been a cpl months...and she came home today with 6 red roses:) and a sappy i like you letter that Im not allowed to read...

Im so happy for her!!!
 
Cerelly, sorry i haven't been posting as much in your journal.

I read your earlier post and I hope you feel better! Just keep at it, you will do it! you told me yourself, when I was in a bad mood....nice guys finish last, and so do nice girls...your time will come.

That night shift is killer though. If you really enjoy it and keep at it, but if you don't like it as much, I hope you they will adjust your shift or you find a better suitable job. Congratulations on your oldest, I think she inherited your genes, not your nasty ex :p.

And I just wanted to say that i am sorry that we haven't spoke much last year...i feel bad and you were definitely always there to cheer me up when i was feeling down. I will make it one of my goals to try to check up on your daily :) :heart:

Have a great night...and aw crap, its after 12am eastern time here. You know what that means /sigh....Happy Valentines day....
 
Hey hun! I just wanted to drop by and wish you a happy Valentine's Day! :) Hope it's a little more eventful than mine.

ALSO! I'm just SO ECSTATIC that we're going to be continuing on with the challenge. It has been so beneficial and motivating for my weight loss goals and I'm so glad you brought up the idea of continuing on! We CAN DO THIS! IT'S OUR YEARR! See you at the starting line in a little over a week!

<3 LUX
 
My parents are here, today marks my grandmothers death...she passed last Valentine's Day about 10 mins after I arrived holding my hand:(

We are gonna head out to the cemetary to give her flowers and such...

My Dad bought me flowers, how sweet, red carnations my favorite!
 
So on Saturday I used the Rucumbrant bike for 1hr 45mins, I was so proud of myself, 12.25 miles...I could have gone more miles but it was a lil lazy bike ride, lol.

On Sunday I streaked my hair...Blonde streaks, and boy let me tell you it is BLONDE!!!My aunt and granny told me how good it looks and it is slowly growing on me, I do look better with lighter hair...I took some pics and am gonna post them shortly...

I have exercised 7 hrs this week:D:D:D!!!
 
Whew! Gotta catch up in here!! 1) LOVE the hair, looks gorgeous! You pull off blonde quite well. I can too. My hair is naturally dark brown but I have grey eyes and I tan easily so I have always been able to go completely blonde and it look natural. Just gotta watch them roots!

2) That is so sweet about your daughter's roses and letter. I dread those days with my Bella. I have a feeling she's gonna wear the pants in the relationships. Poor boys... Lol!

3) So sorry about your grandmother. My grandfather died on V-Day 6 years ago too. It really puts a shadow over the holiday for you.

4) Way to go on your workouts! I am so happy you told the infection to kiss your ass and you kept going regardless! You are one tough cookie!!!
 
Food today was good...well typical

1.5 salmon sandwiches

3 glasses of milk overall

some salmon earlier in the day while at work, like 2am or something

lil bit of veggy stir fry...

2 servings of honey nut cherrios/milk

2 liters of water so far

exercise so far
7.5 miles on the bike 60 mins
 
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So I started the 6 week challenge off at 238.8...I got as low as 230...which I was so happy about adn then I went up 10 fucking bastard lbs, LOL...I finisht the challenge at 232 eve.So all in all Im happy

I lost 6.8 lbs in 6 weeks:D:D:DGo me...Im hoping to not jinx myself by saying I have found what seems to work..lets hope that is the case here.After 3 years struggling on and off it is about time...I have been really serious this last year more serious than ever, cutting more and more out and continuing on my journey...hopefully i can finally reap some of those rewards...
 
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