Hi everyone! :biggrin:
I just wanted to post a quick update as it's now officially been 2 years since I started my regimen!
So far in the last 105 weeks, I've lost a little over 190 pounds - that's more than I currently weigh right now! Crazinessss! :biggrin:
Now for some pics
A few before:
Front shot at 360 pounds.
Side shot at 360 pounds.
Ok, so now for some current ones :biggrin:
188 pounds with my newly adopted rottweiler puppy, Mila
Mirror shot!
Again with Mila
Rockin' the farmer tan in this one
186lb
Comparison shot - Left is 186 and right is about 340ish
And finally, a monthly progress shot comparison. The left side is me at my highest and the right is my current.
I went from wearing almost size 60 pants to wearing size 34 now :biggrin:
It's really difficult to describe in words how incredible this journey has been so far. Losing all this weight has been such an emotional and physical rollercoaster. Regardless of the ups and downs, I will say it's been worthwhile every step of the way and easily the most important thing I've ever done with my life
Since I started, I've crossed paths with some amazing people that have helped keep me going and provided me with the support I needed when I needed it the most
I've taken some time recently to step back and process all the events that have taken place this past year, and I've realized one of my biggest weaknesses is that I'm still sometimes making decisions based entirely on emotion rather than intelligence and common sense. I've done that so much while growing up, which really contributed to my weight gain and depression, but it's something I've slowly begun to get a handle on. I've made choices I'm proud of during these last few months, and I've also made mistakes and decisions that I will always regret. I believe I have a good heart and the best of intentions, but I am only human
This new lifestyle has also been a journey of self-discovery. I feel as though I've been locked in a time capsule since my mid-teens and I'm beginning to experience things now at 28 that I never have and never thought I would before. Some moments have been incredible, while others.. not so much. I've discovered that I'm still holding on to a lot of anger related to my past and the lessons this journey has provided me, while so painful at times, have proven to be invaluable.
I recently lost communication with a great friend due to unfortunate circumstances and stupidity on my part, and even though I miss her terribly, I know our separation was for the best. I will always care for her and wish her well. We used to talk a lot about our confidence levels and how it was hard to accept compliments, even genuinely from one another. It's still something I struggle with, but it's getting better

I feel better about myself and what I've accomplished. My friend was also going through her own journey as well and I just hope she is just as successful as I have been. I hope she lives a life filled with happiness and good health
I've learned a lot about myself thanks to these experiences, and I believe all the trials I've been through will make me a better, stronger person when I finally achieve my ultimate goals.
In the end, I can only hope it inspires and motivates others to continue their own healthy lifestyle and be just as successful. Sometimes the journey can be rocky and very discouraging, but as long as you don't give up, you will get there :biggrin:
I know I haven't been around too much, but I will do my best to continue posting updates as well as supporting others in their own journeys in the future :biggrin:
I thank you all for your continued support and best of luck to everyone!
