julia2707bel
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This is awesome to be able to count everything like that...Where do you work? How do you manage do all that and work?
This is awesome to be able to count everything like that...Where do you work? How do you manage do all that and work?

....well.....really another reason I am adamant and regimented on getting fit, ( and I am just starting to admit to myself ).....
It's mainly to be healthy for Maiah (#1).
secondly it's the fact that I want to be fit again.
thirdly, and until recently repressively.....I am feeling the urge to date again....I have been divorced for over a year and a half....and havent been interested in any type of relationship or dating since then......
.....but now.....especially since I have my energy and stamina level growing again.......my interest in women has grown as well again.....
I at least want to be back in the shape I was a few years ago like this picture, before I feel up to the challenge:


)Odd question....when your daughter is with you for your week, where does she sit since you tossed the couch? does she just pull up a seat on your weight bench?
Sorry, random curiosity gets the better of me sometimes.![]()






I also went grocery shopping, and the farmers market ( I bought a whole bushel of roasted green chili's....oh ya...thats heaven right there!!)
-Kashi Roasted Garlic Pizza ( with 4 whole fresh roasted green chilis layed on top)...( i ate the whole thing...lol )...heavenly
OMG, what did coconut ever do to you?
Have a great week with Maiah!

pretty cool mini-series....I'm into that kinda stuff.....well.....really another reason I am adamant and regimented on getting fit, ( and I am just starting to admit to myself ).....
It's mainly to be healthy for Maiah (#1).
secondly it's the fact that I want to be fit again.
thirdly, and until recently repressively.....I am feeling the urge to date again....I have been divorced for over a year and a half....and havent been interested in any type of relationship or dating since then......
.....but now.....especially since I have my energy and stamina level growing again.......my interest in women has grown as well again.....![]()

Awesome! I just tuned in to your diary for the first time... fantastic! You're another good example of having 'the WANT' as I call it. I have a lengthy post about it in mine.
16.4 pounds since you started... that's great!.
I'll be keeping up with your diary now. Better late than never?
And I dig your artwork. As a fellow artist... I understand the need to have a desk job to pay the bills though you'd rather be creating. I need to get back to it.



Thanks ! Youre right, I do WANT it. Something just clicked one day about threew eeks ago...I cant explain it....not I really want to be fit![]()
I really miss it....but being an artist requires a lot of time ( its not jsut the act of painting...it's the prep, the psyching-up or meditatively preparing....let alone sitting there pondering what to do next...lol...theres lots of that time)....A lot of time I really cant find yet, Maiah is my priority at the moment...I have years and years left to get back into the art full time.
Thanks for all the positive input ! It really means alot !
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And I don't even LIKE baseball! I need to force myself to take time to paint a little every night again, even if its just pulling a few lines on a piece of plexi (pinstriping) to get the rust off the skills.