Hugo3
New member
OK let me get the basics out in the open, I am 30 married and the father to four children ages 12, 9, 7, 3 boy girl boy girl. I have a history of heart problems and high cholestoral. I currently have neither of those. I am 5'8 256 and as of 4/10/08 started working out in the morning.
I know this is suppose to be a diary but If I act like I am talking to someone else then atleast I can justify some of the more insane things I might say. Growing up I did not eat much fast food that was untill I moved out on my own. As kids came and work got more hectic fast food became a fast friend. Who would have thought that fast food and sitting on your butt would be a recipe for gaining weight.
Me and my wife are currently changing our eating habbits. Not only what we eat but how much. We have started doing more whole grains fresh fruit and vegtables. At one point I had lost over 40 lbs to the credit of the attiks diet. I did well till I went to singapore and was not able to eat the way I had grown acustom to. Because of this when I got home I almost went on a carb bind for two months. Not only did I gain all the weight back in less than a year I gained an addition 30 pounds.
I do not think it was the attiks diets fault but more my level of ablity to make the full lifestyle change for my whole life.
I have started this week with working out early in the morning between the hours of 6 and 8 for about an hour or so. Doing 10 minutes of bike riding abs and back work outs then alternating everyday between upperbody and lowerbody. I am going to be going 7 days a week for awhile to get myself in the habit of going at that early hour after that I may continue 7 days or move to a 5 or 6 days.
Weight has recently become a raw nerve with me but I am going to try and be as transparent as I can be. I have never had great self asteam as I was hit through all of junior high and some of high school with the trifecta of glasses braces and horrible acne. I would love to feel confident in myself and feel (yes I know this might be too much to ask) sexy.
I know this is suppose to be a diary but If I act like I am talking to someone else then atleast I can justify some of the more insane things I might say. Growing up I did not eat much fast food that was untill I moved out on my own. As kids came and work got more hectic fast food became a fast friend. Who would have thought that fast food and sitting on your butt would be a recipe for gaining weight.
Me and my wife are currently changing our eating habbits. Not only what we eat but how much. We have started doing more whole grains fresh fruit and vegtables. At one point I had lost over 40 lbs to the credit of the attiks diet. I did well till I went to singapore and was not able to eat the way I had grown acustom to. Because of this when I got home I almost went on a carb bind for two months. Not only did I gain all the weight back in less than a year I gained an addition 30 pounds.
I do not think it was the attiks diets fault but more my level of ablity to make the full lifestyle change for my whole life.
I have started this week with working out early in the morning between the hours of 6 and 8 for about an hour or so. Doing 10 minutes of bike riding abs and back work outs then alternating everyday between upperbody and lowerbody. I am going to be going 7 days a week for awhile to get myself in the habit of going at that early hour after that I may continue 7 days or move to a 5 or 6 days.
Weight has recently become a raw nerve with me but I am going to try and be as transparent as I can be. I have never had great self asteam as I was hit through all of junior high and some of high school with the trifecta of glasses braces and horrible acne. I would love to feel confident in myself and feel (yes I know this might be too much to ask) sexy.


