twolilangels - a journal of a tired mommy...LOL

way to be motivated with your exercise little lady :D atta girl

Thanx Chicky I am trying and trying hard...no more excuses I told myself I have the time I just need to make a point of using it...oh and when I dropped that 5 lbs I instantly thought of you, I am always so jealous tha tyou seem to almost or regularly loose 5 lbs a week but I did, I finally did it (not that i am competing or anyhtign) and it isnt all that hard to obtain and I was so proud of myself , I also kept it off and lost another 1/2...Proud of me ??? LOL
 
Heya's 2LA,
Wow kids+nap=not in my house lol!They must stay awake
to drive mommy nuttz. It looks like you had a good day!THANKS
for the pep talk it really helps. I have stuck to my plan 100%
today thats a start. Well have a gr8 rest of night,Tammy:)
 
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Hi! I have seen you in eveyone else's diaries and decided to check out yours! I have 3 children and I know it's hard to find time for yourself. I'm trying to do it too! But I'm glad you are trying and I know you've seen results, so here's for good luck in your journey and I'd like to be of help in any way I can!!:)
 
Heya's 2LA,
Wow kids+nap=not in my house lol!They must stay awake
to drive mommy nuttz. It looks like you had a good day!THANKS
for the pep talk it really helps. I have stuck to my plan 100%
today thats a start. Well have a gr8 rest of night,Tammy:)

Hey any time, you know that...as far as the naps, ya mine doesnt nap, very rarely...but she had a late night last night and an early morning and we went out for an hour long walk and after a late lunch she crashed...but thank god...she like never naps it is frustarting at times nad gets to be a real run down...
 
Hi! I have seen you in eveyone else's diaries and decided to check out yours! I have 3 children and I know it's hard to find time for yourself. I'm trying to do it too! But I'm glad you are trying and I know you've seen results, so here's for good luck in your journey and I'd like to be of help in any way I can!!:)

Well thank ya...I see ya everywhere too!!! Yes being a mom certaintly isnt an easy job...I do it alone nad at times it gets very frustratign but what can you do...I do the best I can with what I have allt he time...I will drop by your diary as well...right now I am debating over baking, a shower or staying here...I cant remeber the last time I had a shower alone!!! LOL...that might win...
 
Good morning girlie!! Have a great one! I wish we lived near each other, our girls could play together and we could play tennis too!
 
Ok so I dunno what to do abt my weight...last Monday, I decided to start weighing myself every morning nad record it, just os that I can keep a better eye on it, and so that I can remeber, I cant always remeber the exact numbers...

but since last wednesday, my weight keeps flexuating between 1 lb up and down...I find it quite interestign actualy...one day im the high number one day I am the low number but I havent been below it yet ... what I am gonna have to do to break this little plateau ??? Maybe I will go to water areobics this week...I have a card a pass that still has some uses on it...hhhmmm, I dunno I guess I am going to have to step up the exercise or throw some different things into there...or maybe doing Curves three times a week plus everythign else will shell shock it again...I dunno, I dunno...
 
It'll break, just give it some time. I always have that problem! Shake up your program so you aren't doing the same thing and see if that helps!!:)
 
Thanx, ive been talking abt water areobics agian so maybe this is my week to start that would do it I am sure...I should look it up on Sparks people and see how many cals it burns...
 
Heya's 2LA,
I love sparkpeople but I tend to forget
to check there once in a while, I get so wrapped up
on this website lol! Hope you have a Happy Monday
Tammy:)
 
Hi TLA,
About the daily weighing...if what you've been doing has been working, then just trust that it will continue to work. Daily fluctuations are normal, I will go up and down 3 pounds in a normal day. What I've found helpful is to weigh daily, but only mark down my weight on Sunday morning. So it only gets recorded once a week - you're looking for the steady downward progression, not the daily ups and downs.
 
*UGH*The infection found me again...hit me really hard...just like that, I have bene in tears with pain that is how bad it is...I really hate never having money and not being able to take proper care of myself...I have been crying my eyes out all evening, it really sucks...my poor kids , lol...

Thank God for my granny, she was tryign to take care of me, not much you can do...but she cleaned my kitchen for me and listened to me cry in pain...Ive taken so much meds, it is scary, what the doc gave me isnt working...My granny wants me to get to the dentist asap and to put it on her credit card...that is how bad it is...Im trying really hard to not hate myself or my life...my mistakes have been catching up with me...I wish i had made better choices in my youth and with my life but i cant turn back now...I am however getting to my point of all I can handle...somethign else and I just might finally crack...

To make matters worse, I called the dentist to talk abt rebooking and to ask for pain pills and anit biotics to be refilled in the mean tem and they said no, call back when I am ready to come in and it isnt there fault I dont have the time and need to cancel...assholes...so I went to my doc, they squeezed me in and gave me antibiotics and pain pills...

anyway my youngest crashed early adn I am off to bed to hopefully sleep this off...nighty nite
 
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Okay so i was bored and decided to play Tag. This is how it goes.
Post 5 random facts about yourself in your diary journal and then choose 5 other people to tag. Those tagged then have to do the same.

My 5 random factoids.

1. Ran away from home at 14 for on full year, returned home when prego at 15...Mom MADE me...

2. Got prego at 15 only had sex three times...was labelled a slut for that

3Testified in court at 16 and ready to pop 9.5 months prego...where I lived we were holding criminals (friends, who robbed a old couple at gun point) put one of them in jail...the other one wanted to marry me when he got out, we keep in contact for the longest time but hten I got scared when realse came close cuz he wanted Kaylea and I and to be a family, common he is a criminal...and I was still young...under 20

4. Met the man of my dreams and fell in love...had never felt that way before as I felt for him...I loved him and his son, did everythign for them and all that I knew how and thought I needed too...He wanted a baby, I got prego ... he couldnt handle it and walked out on me 9 months prego ready to pop anytime...just outta the hospital from complications...just ended work...not a penny to my name and on the same day as our baby shower...*WHEEEH* Alot to say...Editted to add...that he snuck in when we were out one evening swimming and took most of our belongs, we came home to a pretty much empty house...

This I had the hardest time with...10 yrs later I repeat the same mistake I was never gonna repeat...I got prego again and became a single mom...Kaylea's father walked out on me as well...then I did the same thing 10 years later, I was so ashamed for so long, I was never gona be here agian, a single parent that cant afford her children...*SIGHS*


5. About a year and a half ago I started having black outs while driving...I had four incidents the last one, the biggest...I dont remeber driving through a stop sign and I bounced off a bus stop...thank god I was alone and no one else was around...I lost my licenese, had to under go a hell of alot of tests, lost my job I was gonna return to...that I worked so hard for and up too where I was...we assumed it was stress induced...I was workign two jobs, my youngest was still under one and wasnt sleeping at night, i pulled alot of 24 hr days and plus...I had to support my kids somehow...

Boy I could go on and on and on...it has been a rough 3 years but slowly getting better...One thing I didnt post tha I am very proud of is even though I dropped out of school and had a baby Is till graduated with my class!!![FONT]


I already know who I am tagging...well two people anyway...maybe three....I wanna tag Dari...for sure...Patty...howabt hillbilly...Mal...and change_for Life_assuming they havent already been tagged
 
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you are an awesome lady... I hope your kids realize how lucky they are to have you for their mom :D

Thanx Mal...have you been tagged yet...I wanna know more about you...LOL...I assumed you already have been!!!

My kids give me my strength...I have done all I have for Kaylea...now I do all I can for them both...they deserve the best,t hey are great kids...they are my life and hte reason I dont fall down and stay defeated
 
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