twolilangels - a journal of a tired mommy...LOL

A strong woman you are indeed, I'm proud to call you my friend. From one single mother to another...my hat is off to you! *hugs*
 
Ok I wanted to say hi to everyone because I am very busy
today,lol however I will be off and on all day lol cuz I have
"PC" withdraws! But I am makeing Thanksgiving Day dinner for
my family and my inlaws today so started the turkey took my sister
to the eydoctor dragged my tree outta the basement to find
every other light is burned out so geeesh off to the store again....
ANYHOO HAVE A GR8 DAY WILL CATCH UP ON READING LATER. TAMMY
 
Ok, i have an emergancey dentist appt, I am hoping htey will start the root canal this afternoon, I am in so much pain it unbearable...it sux so badly...Ive b een through alot and I have a high threeshold for pain but let me tell you...I cant handle this...im off to see the dentist...lets hope, thy can get this done now...first step...
 
I hope that the infection is clear b/c if its not they unfortunately will not perform the root canal. I'm praying its all clear for ya! You really need to get that taken care of.

I'll tell you though, if its a tooth that you can bare to be without just have it extracted. It'll be WAY cheaper and less agony.
 
I'm with OHD. If you can live woithout it, do! My sister had I don't know how many root canals and she was in worse pain for a day or 2 afterword. I won't have one!!! But I hope your tooth gets better, I know how painful those can be!:(
 
It wasnt infected, just exposed roots...so he did enough to keep me outta pain...YES!!! And he was so much better than my past dentist...I hate those past ones from what they said and did...this was my best experience yet...Im transfering the kids and myself there...
 
All I can say is wow. You're incredible !! I hope you have a nice holiday out of all this mess.

I guess you can always put the Percodan in the Waldorf Salad for giggles on Thanksgiving :D
 
Thanx everyone but really...Im no different than your average Joe...I am a mother that does all she can for her children, always have always will...I just take what is thrown at me and deal with it the best I can...Thank you for your support everyone...it is muchly appreciated and your kind words as well...

here's hoping I will be feeling better soon...can you believe I havent even been exe3rcising...no exercising yesturday or today...I just cant do it...my body must be in shock from withdrawl...funny hting is I am upset that I am wasting our good weather on not being able to exercise...
 
Heya's 2LA,
Wanted to stop by and say! Ouchy to the dentist
I am terrified of that place,haven't been there since I was 16
and I have 4 wisdom teeth that are bad and won't come in all the way
so if you here some screaming in the middle of the night that would
be me lol! Hope you feel better and have a gr8 Turkey day!
Oh by the way since I was doubled tagged and I LOVE YA BUNCHES
LOL I taggged ya to! Have fun,Tammy:D
 
Hey Cerella...I made it! Sorry, haven't been around much. :(

Sorry to hear about the tooth...I'm afraid of dental pain. Right up there with anything to do with my eyes. :eek:

Have a great Wednesday night!
 
Hey Tammy, I wrote a bit reply and then it wouldnt let me post it I wonder why that happens to me...I dunno, it is a mystery...

Ok nutshell...The pain factor yes it sucks, I was yelling and screaming in the car on my way home form work it hurt so bad and i just wnated to get home safely...sometimes I honestly believe i have a gaurdian angel...I can elaborate more

As for the pain I was curled in the fetal position in my bed blankets on whimpering and crying like a little baby...Im the big tough one, it is hard for my family to see me like that...I like rarely cry...well I cried alot when my X left us...anyway

And I totally love ya too...you brighten up my day and my journal all the time...you are totally one of the woman that are in my circle ya know , like personally at home!!!
 
Exercise 45 mins of tennis...Curves...30 mins...15 mins of ab work...my body just wasnt liking it...maybe bike later on...not sure yet...
 
Down 1.5 lbs...YES!!! LOL...I figured the exercise yesturday would shock my body!!!

5 MORE random facts abt me...

1) I never loved Kaylea's father (oldest daughter) He was my best friend...we just hooked up and had sex, I got prego...he told me he loved us and would stick around, he bolted and I never saw him again...I later learnt that his mother gave me money to get the hell outta town so he couldnt be responsible for anything...

2) My current X is the only man I have ever loved and experienced excellent sex with...the first night we spent together was amazing, we made love all night long and didnt want to leave eachother...

b) only held a few things close to me that were important...like I wanted to get married before I had another baby (we were supposta marry) I wanted to experience raising my baby and children in a two parent household...I just wanted to have a "normal" family...I wanted to complete mine...He came in and wrecked all those things for me...

3) I have pshyrasis...adult exima...most of it is on my head...i have some on my tummy and knees as well...I seriously think that I could never find a man that would accept it or be ok with it b/c it is kinda gross...LOL...and the stuff on my head and behind my ears I pick off...EEEWWW...I KNOW...GROOOSS (might as well get it all out there) LOL

4)I LOVE MUSTANGS...one of my big dreams is to buy a house with a garage so that I can buy an oldie 64 mustang and learn how to restore it...If I ever ran into tons of money, that would be what I would buy for myself...but on the other hand I would really like to restore one

5) It appears that my history speaks for itself and I am a cheater...which is bad because I pride myself on being a good person with good morals and values...When I was "with" Kaylea's father he had a girl friend on the side...appearantly they weren't together...she and her crew tried to beat me up when I was prego...I was always looking over my shoulder...

b)I snuck a man into the house...my best friends house when I was like 14...and had sex with him on the couch in the living room...he was currently invovled with someone I knew and hung out with...and when I got together with the x this last time around, when we started having sex, he was with his current girl friend...makes me know better of a person...he did that to me, they did that to me and then I did the same thing...

I will add few more things here...

6) My dad tried to make me have an aborbtion at 15...didnt wnat me to have my baby...went to the doc and tried to make him make me abort...the doc said no, I am perfectly able to make up my own mind it is my choice

7) I never feel I deserve credit for anyhtign I have done or accomplished...I seriously believe Ihave been doing what i need to do, nothing more nothing less...I have always stepped up to the plate because that is what you do...I dont beleive I have done anything spectacular or well, I am just me, doing the best I can with what I have and trying to raise a couple of smart, confident, happy , stable girls!!!

8) The BIGGEST SECRET YET...Im not 100% sure if the best friend is her father, i mean, I assume he is...but there is that possibility that it could be that other guy, I slept with them both in a cpl week time frame...I never found out for sure...and I dont want too...but im almost positive , the best firend is the father...

Ok so I spent 10 years living in a small town...LOL...and this stuff is good kinda like confessions...I could keep on going, LOL...Just dont think any less of me...LOL...Ive grown and matured alot and I have been through alot in my life...

I poured my heart out guys and told you things, I havent shared with alot of people, I am beign honest and letting you see exactly who I am...

 
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