Ok Marie I was the best I have been this week - thank you but you win!! After dinner I had two home made dill pickles for a snack and then I went to bed at 8:30 pm or else I would have had chips and dip that my hunnie brought home from the store!
Here's how it looked:
B- ff yogurt & all bran buds
Snack - 2 cups mint green tea, apple
L - regular instant oatmeal w 1 cup mixed frozen berries
D - flaxseed tortilla pizza with left over spagetti sauce, pork chop, green olives, red onions and a little bit of shredded cheddar cheese.
Exercise - 30 min treadmill 2.6 miles, 320 cals burned. (I really didn't feel like working out at all and decided I was going to do at least 1 mile so I could say I've stuck to at least one of my goals this week and when I got on I felt good and kept going - although when I got to 30 min I just gave up instead of trying to get to 3.2 miles)
Snacks - 2 home made dill pickles
Bed by 8:30 pm! I had to force myself to go up to my room and then I realized I was tired anyway and enjoyed the extra sleep - I set my alarm everyday this week to get up early to get on the treadmill and didn't make it happen once.
I am really extra lazy this week and even though I know I can do this I don't feel like I can or I'm just not doing it - this morning I was getting ready for work and all my new clothes are tight and uncomfortable feeling and it just makes me feel crappy and that should make me try harder but it's doing the opposite.
I decided this morning I am going back to counting WW points because it's what I know and what I am used to and starting tomorrow morning I am going back to the gym! I can't go again tonight because I got a ride to work again and will be getting picked up. I will do the treadmill tonight and not let loose on the weekend like I used to. In one week it will be 6 months till the wedding and I really want to look stunning - I know I can do it and I have to really set my mind to that because right now I am not believing in myself or trying very hard. Like on my way to work today I couldn't stop thinking about an everything bagel with cream cheese even though I had my yogurt & bran buds packed to eat. Thankfully my hunnie wouldn't stop and told me to get over it- I enjoyed my yogurt but not as much as I know I would have enjoyed that bagel. Then last night after work I couldn't stop thinking about a cheese burger from McDonalds but luckily I missed it on my way by. These thoughts need to leave my head! I wish I could go to the store I ordered my dress from and try it on for motivation but it's 4 hours away over the border so the chances of that happening anytime soon are slim!
I'm getting my mojo back this weekend and getting my butt back to the gym - it worked before so I just have to keep it up! once and for all!
So happy it's Friday!! Hope everyone has a good weekend!
