Well the alarm went off at 5.20am and i was just to tired i couldnt get outta bed

Im sucking at getting back into the exercise thing.
On the other hand i volenteered to help work move office on friday night saturday morning, and im gonna sit on the exercycle tonight watching biggest loser on tv for an hour to make up for it.
Its not quiet the same but its the best i have atm
My new jeans that i bought only a couple weeks back are baggy as anything and dragging on the ground already, which is cool but annoying because they cost me $50 :/
I think i might take them in on the sewing machine tonight.
Last night i went to the gym and saw the trainer - havnt seen one in about 9 weeks now. Got a whole new workout and re-explained that i need to get to 90kg for now to donate my kidney to my brother, to which she replied (and this ones a doozy) "oh 90kg? you cant be far off that now, and im a pretty good judge of weight" and im like "uhhh no im 110kg still" and shes like "No way! Im always dead on when guessing peoples weight! ive never been wrong! i swear you are 90kg or not far off it!"
Anyway it was flattering but i weighed in to proove my point. She reckons a lot of it is muscle mass rather than fat now, and if i were to loose the muscle i would be 90kg lol.
I figure by the time im 90kg ill be looking like most people at 70kg though which is great. On the other hand ive been lookin into surgery for my stomach to get rid of the 'flap' or 'apron' as its sometimes called. Its horrble and i swear it makes up about 5-10kg at least. Its horrble and ugly and i can fit clothes heaps smaller except for that. Im wondering if they can do that when they do the kidney donation at all to save on costs and sugery.
Food has been good and in fact im only on 1000 cal for the day and pretty full.
Work has been mega stressful lately though i havnt been eating to deal with it - though i eat when im tired and ive been tired lately.