T2 Trucker
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Ugh !!
Sleep demons be gone !!
Oh well, make the best of it, right ? I'm on a fast since 5pm since it was pasta night and not to mention I had meat mixed in. I averted self-destruction today after cooking up my old style portions (half a box of penne) and had every intention to cram and jam all of it - I really didn't give a rats ass.
After the first (and only) bowl of the penne I was very full and wrapped up the rest for tonight. I just couldn't wreck myself willfully and knowingly. On top of other issues, I have been having trouble keeping out of the cupboards since the sleep pattern took hold of me. You start eating an extra 2 rice cakes, a handful or 3 of the diet chips or even make a salad at 2am, you're asking for trouble.
So it isn't showing around the waistline - yet - but how long before I go completely bananas ?? I'm tellin' ya the change of weather and the absence of my daily walk is just something I haven't mastered yet. It was easy to eat less when it was hot out and much easier to sleep when it was cool at night and certainly a much better pattern to uphold when I had my regular exercise walk, so tonight I said no snacks, no nothing and that's what I did.
I finally broke 30 minutes on the bike in one sitting
lol these 3am rides are just too fun
but be it as it may, exercise is exercise. I think the thing here is since I can't have it the way I want it right now, just adjust and stay disciplined and catch the signs where you're slacking and deal with it. It's still me on the same mission, I just need to remind me from time to time that it's not over yet,
Better days ahead.
Sleep demons be gone !!
Oh well, make the best of it, right ? I'm on a fast since 5pm since it was pasta night and not to mention I had meat mixed in. I averted self-destruction today after cooking up my old style portions (half a box of penne) and had every intention to cram and jam all of it - I really didn't give a rats ass.
After the first (and only) bowl of the penne I was very full and wrapped up the rest for tonight. I just couldn't wreck myself willfully and knowingly. On top of other issues, I have been having trouble keeping out of the cupboards since the sleep pattern took hold of me. You start eating an extra 2 rice cakes, a handful or 3 of the diet chips or even make a salad at 2am, you're asking for trouble.
So it isn't showing around the waistline - yet - but how long before I go completely bananas ?? I'm tellin' ya the change of weather and the absence of my daily walk is just something I haven't mastered yet. It was easy to eat less when it was hot out and much easier to sleep when it was cool at night and certainly a much better pattern to uphold when I had my regular exercise walk, so tonight I said no snacks, no nothing and that's what I did.
I finally broke 30 minutes on the bike in one sitting
Better days ahead.