SunnyDee's Diary

Oh Sunny, you definitely will be stuck between that rock and hard place. I do not envy the situation that you will be in and the decisions you are going to be facing in the coming months. Best of luck to both of you regarding your future together and professionally.
 
Hey dollface,

I'm so sorry to hear about the situation betw/ you and Matt. However, for the time being, just be happy that he'll be with you in a few days. (Don't forget... it'll be downright bom-chicka-bow-wow time, so I guess I'll see you post a month after.. hahaaaa!) In four months a lot can happen, so don't worry... :hug2: Talk to you soon, newfie naughty girl...

-Sheryl
 
4 years isn't a long time in the grand scheme of things... if it's meant to be you have the rest of your lives to spend together... 4 years to cement your future isn't a long time to wait... :)
 
Four years is an eternity IMHO! How about possibly moving over there and then applying to schools there as a resident? I'm sure you've already thought of this as an option so maybe it doesn't work.
 
I didn't reallize it was 4 whole months. I can understand your excitement even more. You may be between a rock and a hard place for a little while. You have a lot to digest so I won't offer any advice, but instead just say good luck on figuring out what's right for both of you.
 
Good morning. 4 years is a long time but it does sound like you guys have a great relationship. I was in a long-distance relationship for 2 years and was separated by the Atlantic! I had been with the guy for about 8 months before we parted for those 2 years. I'm still with him and we've been together for over 6 years. I have another friend who have been living in different countries for 4 years (with visits in between obviously) and he is about to be reunited with his fiance and they are getting married next year. Sure it's hard but when I look back on it, it's all a bit of a blur! We spoke everyday on the phone and by e-mail and I think our relationship developed in an amazing way because we could only see each other once or twice a year. It's neither ideal or always easy but it's doable. You'll find a way to make it work Sunnydee :)
 
*sigh* I don't really know what we're going to do. All I know is we love each other and we want to be together for the rest of our lives, so we're just going to have to find a way to make it work. I've decided that breaking up is out of the question! If we end up apart, it will be painful, but we'll survive. We're amazing together. I wouldn't throw away a lifetime with the most wonderful man I've ever known because of a couple years of distance (and it might not even be that long. He may only stay a year if he isn't satisfied). It would be a pretty shitty reason to break up with the love of my life. "Well, you're leaving now. I love you. So I guess this is it! Have a nice life." Nuh uh... I couldn't do that. Besides, he's coming home tomorrow night, so all I can really think about is how deleriously happy I'm going to be when he gets here! :D I really like my boy.

Anyway, I had another kick-ass workout at the gym today. I did an extra 15 mins of cardio and did lots of work on my legs. I'll probably be stiff tomorrow. STREEEETCCHH!!! Once again, I was ridiculously tempted to weigh myself... and once again, I resisted.

I didn't eat enough today. I slept in until 10:30, so I ate breakfast at 11 and skipped lunch altogether. :( I had a snack, of course. But I feel really bad when I don't eat enough. Definitely just as bad as when I eat too much. But I have a lovely, nutritious supper planned, which I'm sure my body will appreciate. :)
 
As a die hard romantic, I like Rachie's comment the most. I love the way you regard Matt....sigh...:beating: I suggest doing what you're doing--HAPPY THOUGHTS and optimism. Anything could happen. I mean that. Even if you have to wait....and wait....and wait....STILL the rewards will be that much better :)
 
Breakfast
Bowl of Special K Red Berries w/ skim milk
Glass of orange juice

Lunch
Skipped lunch... bad girl. :(

Supper
Baked chicken breast (boneless, skinless)
Spinach salad w/ poppy seed dressing
Mashed potato w/ margarine

Snacks
1. Blueberry muffin
2. Bowl of grapes, 1/2 cup fieldberry yogurt
 
Yeah, I have to agree with Rachie. If its for a lifetime, you guys both need to find fulfillment in your careers (not to mention a good salary). It'll make you that much happier when you are together.
 
Well I'm in agreement with everyone too! Its so hard to find that person you really have chemistry with and years would go by and you'd still be thinking of him anyhow so you may as well stay together.

I personally wouldn't sweat a few low eating days or missed meals, on the contrary I'd be happy :). Sometimes it can be quite shocking to the body, but in a good way, so long as most other days you're eating more.

Enjoy :)
 
What a terrifying experience! Not being able to get on WLF all day??? Truly frightening. :p Some people have been saying the new server is making things screwy on their threads, but mine seems fine so far. *knock on wood*

So, I'm basically gnawing my fingers to the bone right now. When I get anxious (or bored), I bite on the sides of my fingers. Disgusting and dirty, I know. I try not to do it too often. Anyway, the hours are just draaaaagging by! Not to mention, Matt's flight is delayed by over an hour. He was supposed to get in at 11:30 and now he's not getting in until almost 1 am. GAAAAHHH! I'm losing my mind here!!!

I'm being a good girl and not snacking out of frustration though! I had a big chocolate craving this afternoon, so I mixed up a batch of Jello chocolate pudding. Only 100 cals per serving and it really hit the spot. :) I even separated it evenly into servings so I can just go to the fridge and grab a bowl and know that I'm not overindulging.

I regret that I didn't go to the gym today. That would have passed some more time. And I won't be going tomorrow, so I really should have gone today. Tomorrow will be a calorific day if I'm not careful... We're throwing a surprise going-away cocktail party for my friend at her boyfriend's house. And he was "bright" enough to decide to make it a cocktail potluck. What the hell? Sure it's an interesting concept, but not many people can stomach drinking several different kinds of alcoholic drinks throughout the night. And there are going to be people there who drink a lot and are greedy about free booze, so those who are a little slower will only get a couple of drinks out of it before the guzzlers finish everything off.

Anyway... gonna hit some more diaries while the seconds slowly tick by...
 
Hey SunnyDee ..
I understand the distance thing. I am starting a new relationship with a wonderful man, as far as I know, from nova scotia. He really digs me and I really dig him, more than I ever did Alex. And I have sent him many pics and he loves the way I look , wierd huh. He says he would love to visit once he saves the money up and I am looking forward to that day ... I always seem to do well in long distance relationship. I end up growing a lot and by the time my love and I are together, we do awesome ...
I dont know whats going to happen, but I am going to go for it...

but anyway I am sure the distance will make you two fonder. You will be great! Dont doubt too much, just go for it!
Good luck Sunny
and thanks for your wonderful words on my diary .. it really moved me ..
I am going for a walk tomorrow ..

thanks hun
always
natalie jo
 
Hey honey... dropping in, hoping both you and Matt had a LOVELY early morning... bom-chicka-bow-wow.... hahaaa With the amount of "makeup for loss time cardio" you'll be doing, I'm sure you'll reach that goal weight! hahaa Wishing the two of you a great weekend, doll.

-Sheryl :hug2:
 
sunnydee said:
So, I'm basically gnawing my fingers to the bone right now. When I get anxious (or bored), I bite on the sides of my fingers. Disgusting and dirty, I know. I try not to do it too often. Anyway, the hours are just draaaaagging by! Not to mention, Matt's flight is delayed by over an hour. He was supposed to get in at 11:30 and now he's not getting in until almost 1 am. GAAAAHHH! I'm losing my mind here!!!
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Gemini. Hands. I bet you either have broke fingers before, have scars on your hands, and/or talk with your hands, right?

Poor Dee. Tell us how it went!

The last calories you posted seemed measly. I hope you have a non-calorific weekend, whenever I have a large deficit I usually make up for it a day or so after!!! When I was first dieting it was winter so I could shut myself in my room and not eat anymre once I reached my limit. Have fun at the party!!!:beerchug:
 
Hey people! :) Just a quick update. I've got a shitload of stuff to do today.

Valerie - You're right about the hands thing. Except I've never broken any fingers (or any bones, for that matter), but I have torn the ligaments in my fingers playing basketball twice.

Matt's back!!! I'm so happy. :D :D :D And my absence from the forum for the past few days is totally excusable. We're having a great time. Our anniversary was on Sunday. 4 years! So we went out for supper and misbehaved calorie-wise... It was good time. I haven't been to the gym since he's been back, but I'm getting plenty of exercise. :p

My roommate returns tonight. I miss her!! But it's been hard to miss her a whole lot while I've been missing Matt so much. She's going through a really tough time right now, so if you pray, please pray for her. Her father is sick and her aunt was just diagnosed with breast cancer. On top of that, she's doing the long-distance thing with her boyfriend this semester. So, I expect she's going to have a difficult year. :(

Back to school on Thursday... faaaaack. I feel like I've been in school all summer because of the damned MCAT. Oh, and I think my loan is gonna get fucked up this semester. I just checked the status online and it isn't showing that it's been assessed yet. That's ri-god-damn-diculous! I hate the student loans people. I don't care if they're just doing their job. Their job SUCKS! They should find better jobs. :p

Anyway, I have to get moving. Busy day! I'll try to drop by diaries tomorrow.
 
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