SOS...I am sinking the boat!!!

only lost 1/4 pound this week...damn....still in the 160's but i am close to the 150's

argggggggggh

well i did run today so thats good
 
I lubs you KB!!

Sorry I never pm'ed you my cell #, I guess the road trip got put off...

What the hell is this:smilielol5::smilielol5::smilielol5:I wanna be pmd your cell:smilielol5:Oh I get it:Angel_anim:im more threatening cuz im single and unattached:sifone::smilielol5:


only lost 1/4 pound this week...damn....still in the 160's but i am close to the 150's

argggggggggh

well i did run today so thats good

Hey at least it was a lost and not a gain...I gotta get my shit together as well...I was surprized to read some of the stuff you have been eating lately:)

Im gonna do a cleanse and then go organic...and possible vegetarian...that is my plan of attack...

I created a Accountability thread....it isnt a challenge just support, you set your own goals and accountability and go and have the support along with it ya know...a few ppl i know need it...LOL and I sure do...

Oh and <3I Love You<3 WOW i havent said those words to an adult in a very loooong time...:smilielol5:I really appreciate all your support too:beating:
 
thats okay relly...he is a big tease...he never even pm'd me his cell....LOLOL

so i get on the scale this morning 159.something...I hit my 150's goal a day late. I dont ever officially weigh in until Thursdays at my WW meetings but its still nice to see it on my scale because my scale is always one pound more than WW scale which means 158 would have probably been the weight. I havent been in the 150's in years so 140's here I come.

I am going to go to JCPenney today and look at window treatments for my living room I may try on a size 10 to see how far I am away from fitting....I am also going to look for a sexy dress for the wedding I have soon....(and maybe some nice sexy undergarments for the mister)

Oh yeah...

I am 46 today :)

happy birdy to me
 
Happy birthday! its good to be young isn't it! congrats on hitting the 150s, i hit the 260's today (seeing it like that makes me feel huge!) i hope you ahve a wonderful birthday! i plan on hitting penny's today as well, although i don't need too , because i don't need a big and tall section anymore, which is nice! I need to get dressed and stuff and get this day going! i am being the bummiest of bums right now, but no worries, it'll all get done when it needs to be. anyway havea happy happy day and treat yourself. you only turn 26 once!
 
Had a good bday even though I didnt get any cake :-( but I am going to a grad party today so I will eat some then (just like last weekend).

Hubby gave me 50 bucks to go buy something at penneys...he said "get yourself some nice new undies and bras...you know what i like.." I said my mom is going with me I am not going to buy sexy stuff with my mom with me LOL. So I bought a new skort and some tank tops. and my mom got me some new tennis shoes. I am going to wear it to the grad party today. I bought a size 12 and tried on several size 12 dresses I think I can almost wear a 10..I didnt try 10's on but I think I am almost there. Maybe about 5 pounds or so...

Ate pretty good yesterday but drank wine last night. thats over with and I am back ontrack today. Going to try to choose wisely at the grad party except I WILL HAVE CAKE LOL

I am going to clean my carpet in my bedroom so that should help with some calories and try to run tonight. When I run I really see results.
 
Ha I wouldnt suspect that he would ha LOL!!!!

Im sorry I missed your bday Sweetie,,,Happy Nelated Bday:hug2::beating:


I loved hubbies ccomment ya know what I like, LOL!!!

That is great abt alnost being in a 10:)

I hear running is great for dropping weight, Im supposta start with a friend of mine...
 
well well well happy rainy sunday everyone. Woke up at like 6:00 to raging thunder and rain. I went to bed at like midnite so I didnt get much sleep...lately I try to go back to bed but today Out of Africa was on Starz channel and I love that movie so I ended up staying up.

Food yesterday...so so...I went to a grad party again, I have another one today. I chose okay but yes I had the cake :). Today I will skip the cake but I am sure I will have wine. My hubby made chili last night and I had like 3 small small bowls which probably was actually equal to one large bowl..sometimes its like I cant get satisfied. I am afraid of the scale...I hate that feeling that feeling I get when I see the wrong number on it. why must I be a slave to that damn number...oh well right now it keeps me pretty honest. I could be doing much better I guess.

I didnt journal my food yesterday but I probably should while I remember it.

Wings won and looked really good last night...one more game till we bring home the cup.

I got an email from the owner of my company well the company that let me go last month..it was a happy bday...which is nice because it means they are thinking about me. I also got a call from one of my friends there who is feeling guilty that they let me go when she feels it should have been her...I never have felt that way. I told her right now they just dont need my skills and they need hers thats all...she is good at prospecting sales leads (cold calls) and I am not...she said her goal is to bring enough bizness in so I can go back to work there. thats so sweet......

i hope y'all have a good day...hugz
 
OMG OMG OMG (in my best brittney spears voice) I lost 3 more pounds...and though i have 7.8 pounds showing to go on my ticker, i really have more...i will update it soon for my new "goal".

I must have stepped on my scale at home 10 times before going to WW to make sure. I was so excited...this is my big loss week so i guess my pattern will be small for the next 2 weeks. If I stay on track with what I am doing. I may try on a size 10 pants just for the halibut....I have a month till the weddding we were invited to..maybe I can get into a 10 dress by then..OMG (again with the Brittney voice) I will be the bell of the ball.....that sounds dumb...I want to be the Hot Mamma of the group....
 
yes i suppose you are right it is a post.

Maybe it's not a post but a pole? Losing weight and being a wilf the way you are, a pole would be good, you could do some dancing with it...

I am sorry for not showing you so much lubs lately, been kinda busy...
 
OMG OMG OMG (in my best brittney spears voice) I lost 3 more pounds...and though i have 7.8 pounds showing to go on my ticker, i really have more...i will update it soon for my new "goal".

:cheers2::cheers2::cheers2:FUCKIN AWESOME CHICKY:cheers2::cheers2::cheers2:Who cares abt the cake, I liked matt's statement abt it...it was one piece no matter how big lol...you ate it now move on it wont kill you...
 
Rant Ahead

I am in a bad mood. i have decided to totally quit drinking. and basically i like to drink wine at night (i think i have mentioned), well for some reason this is pissing me off...maybe i am a little more attached to the booze than i thought. so today is day 2 with no chardonnay.

so with me not wanting to drink, and no good food in the house (healthy or bad) i cant get "satisfied".

I have alot of other issues i am working out..I have some guilt issues etc..some other related anger issues...its all in my head and i cant spill it out on paper. basically in another journal i have i told everyone in my life to fuk off....it felt pretty good...i wish right now i could crawl in a cave and just run away....

i have school at 12:00 and I get my new furniture today so maybe that will cheer me up
 
I am in a bad mood. i have decided to totally quit drinking. and basically i like to drink wine at night (i think i have mentioned), well for some reason this is pissing me off...maybe i am a little more attached to the booze than i thought. so today is day 2 with no chardonnay.

so with me not wanting to drink, and no good food in the house (healthy or bad) i cant get "satisfied".

I have alot of other issues i am working out..I have some guilt issues etc..some other related anger issues...its all in my head and i cant spill it out on paper. basically in another journal i have i told everyone in my life to fuk off....it felt pretty good...i wish right now i could crawl in a cave and just run away....

i have school at 12:00 and I get my new furniture today so maybe that will cheer me up

:hug2::hug2::hug2:AAAWWW HONEY:hug2::hug2::hug2:

We all have bad moods/bad days/bad weeks, LOL, maybe just in my case...my fav expression is im burying my head in the sand like an ostrige...LOL...

Hey I bet if ya told everyone to go fuck themselves they deserved it:D:D:D

Im sorry your having issues right now...im just a pm away...
 
thanks relly...i always say "crawl in my cave" or if someone is mad, "throw down their jacks and stomp off the playground"

so fuk..i have been so bad this week eating..cake, burgers..cake...cake...more cake...one problem is i dont get paid my unempl till tomorrow and havent been able to get decent groceries. I am deathly afraid of weighing in tomorrow.

i also have not exercised at all this week...

i cant believe i am wasting my time like this, I was above 160 again today. I have access class from 12:00 to 4:00 today...i have to have to have to get on the treadmill. i cant seem to get my ass off this chair....

my mood (though not so much noticable by the above post) is better. We went and bought a 50" flat screen tv last nite...so except for new pics, my LR is complete....i dont want to let anyone sit on the furniture or walk through the room..thats highly unreasonable as its the only room you can walk through to get to the bedrooms and baths.

can i salvage 4 pounds by tomorrow, thats what I would have to do to stay the same. omg, i am fuking going to freak...i have never felt this bad about a weigh in, i always stress but i had just gotten in the 150s and i let my guard down and well its my own fault...i guess i just need to quit whining and make adjustments to the things i know are right.

okay

i promise to smile at some point today

CTFO (carry the fuk on)
me
 
:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:Hey hunny:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:We all fall off of the wagon for a bite or eat diff or worse or so on...meet your slip ups face on confront them get on your treadmill and go from there:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
 
hey bare, sorry to hear about your mood. glad its getting better. In an unrelated note, how is photoshop treating you? hopefully you'll be a master in no time flat. like 5 years! lol I am pretty sure i gained last week, so i avoided the scale in hopes that it'll be lower when i weigh in on next monday... so we and grieve together. and lose together as well!
 
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