Soon To Be Slim [ a young womans journey]
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emmaroo91
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3.5 stone lost, and now my confidence has been wrecked by a boy !
i have never had a boyfriend really, and then with the weight loss i began to start loving myself , dressing fashionably and feeling comfy in my own skin.
with all this postiveness a guy came on scene about 3 weeks ago , we went to the same college and had never met before. every night we spoke for at least 2 hours he knew everything about me ( including that im a virgin , and also the weight loss ) then we bumped into each other 3 times in college when finally he invited me on a date.
i assumed the date had gone really well, he payed for everything , we kissed on the cheek at the end of the night and he thanked me for a nice time that night and i was meant to be stopping over at his on wednesday i told him i would do however i wasnt willing to do anything sexual as im a virgin and hadnt known him that long.
afterwoods he stopped speaking to me , then 5 days after i saw him in the canteen with about 7 of his friends.. i saw him look up and he just blanked me and his friends sniggered and laughed, and as we sat down they shouted 'boom' i felt like crying , Although he looked up twice to smile at me as if he was to embarresed to actually say hi.
about 30 mins later the group of boys were outside of my teaching block and as me and my friend walked in they called out "HES FREE TONIGHT IF YOU WANT A PIECE'
one i got home i went onto msn and he asked if i was okay, i tried to ignore him but he then went on to say the whole its me not you phrase.
'your the most lovliest, geniune down to earth girl i have ever met and are to good for me '
im just not attracted to you and dont want to lead you on. blah de blah.
i thought everything was finally beginning to make sense and i felt good about myself for once, now he has told me how he feels about me i feel like an ugly, in-adaquate girl (although i should of realized how he was, seeing as he has like 600 girl friends on facebook)
and i have done nothing but eat all week as my appetite is out of this world!
everyone i know is telling me im a 1000 times to good for him , but i think thats just a biast opinion they have,
i have never had a boyfriend really, and then with the weight loss i began to start loving myself , dressing fashionably and feeling comfy in my own skin.
with all this postiveness a guy came on scene about 3 weeks ago , we went to the same college and had never met before. every night we spoke for at least 2 hours he knew everything about me ( including that im a virgin , and also the weight loss ) then we bumped into each other 3 times in college when finally he invited me on a date.
i assumed the date had gone really well, he payed for everything , we kissed on the cheek at the end of the night and he thanked me for a nice time that night and i was meant to be stopping over at his on wednesday i told him i would do however i wasnt willing to do anything sexual as im a virgin and hadnt known him that long.
afterwoods he stopped speaking to me , then 5 days after i saw him in the canteen with about 7 of his friends.. i saw him look up and he just blanked me and his friends sniggered and laughed, and as we sat down they shouted 'boom' i felt like crying , Although he looked up twice to smile at me as if he was to embarresed to actually say hi.
about 30 mins later the group of boys were outside of my teaching block and as me and my friend walked in they called out "HES FREE TONIGHT IF YOU WANT A PIECE'
one i got home i went onto msn and he asked if i was okay, i tried to ignore him but he then went on to say the whole its me not you phrase.
'your the most lovliest, geniune down to earth girl i have ever met and are to good for me '
im just not attracted to you and dont want to lead you on. blah de blah.
i thought everything was finally beginning to make sense and i felt good about myself for once, now he has told me how he feels about me i feel like an ugly, in-adaquate girl (although i should of realized how he was, seeing as he has like 600 girl friends on facebook)
and i have done nothing but eat all week as my appetite is out of this world!
everyone i know is telling me im a 1000 times to good for him , but i think thats just a biast opinion they have,