ugh....
i had a TERRIBLE day yesterday. i really can't remember the last time I was so horrible. the day was planned with wedding stuff...appointments at vendors..so, it starts off OK..go to florist, had 1/2 a bagel before i left my parents (with my mom)..not so bad (at least i didnt eat the whole thing)...then afterwards, picked up my fiance and father and went to the tux place..picked out tuxedos for everyone..then we were short on time, didnt have much of a choice with lunch,dad wanted to go mexican - yikes! i actually thought i did okay comparatively to what I COULD & WANTED to order, but instead got a veggie plate..some black beans, spinach/cheese enchilada (but it wasn't overflowing with cheese), and a chili rennenno (Sp?), along with TWO margaritas. the whole family was drinking them, yes, but geez. THEN, we had an appt for cake tasting. I again, didn't GO CRAZY, but i had to taste them and taste the different mousse fillings and by then, it probably came to a full slice of cake (which i never eat cake). anyways, we go back to my parents house to thank them for all their help and everything, and my dad cracks open a bottle of wine, which i proceed to have 2 glasses...my mom then decides to celebrate & have a toast with vodka martinis (NL- not spilled with a straw, but a whole one)....and THEN, a couple hours later, they order dinner. i am not the slightest bit hungry, drank TONS of water, and somehow managed for them to order sushi..which i ate some of but not too much as i could barely take it. i then proceeded to get sick. i literally must just have gorged myself all day, didnt pay attention to ANY of my new rules , probably had enough calories in liquor for my entire day and feel SO YUCKY today. i cant even figure out my calories b/c i got sick..not sure if it was the overload (probably) or the cake or the combination,but yuck!!!! that's really the first relapse that i've had in about a year and it feels horrible. i know it is just one day and i learned a LOT from it,but now i just feel gross and not sure where to head from here. i guess just get back on the train and get back to my regular caloric schedule? i am dissappointed in myself,but i have to believe that everyone has relapses, but yuck. that's all i can really say.
i really need to hit the elliptical HARD today but my belly is KILLING me from yesterday...just gotta power through, i think.
hopefully this doesn't screw up the successes i've been having or throw me into a "stall period" again....
i must confess and it feels terrible.