thanks jjjay

glad to see a familiar face!
So recap so far: Friday I stayed in calorie range but ate lunch from taco bell. Yesterday I had to be at work all day and knew we'd be on the go so bob evans breakfast bowl for breakfast and I got a sandwich from subway for lunch. Later that day I got a mango strawberry fuitista, which I'm really hooked on right now but thankfully are only 280 calories for the large YAY!. So by that time I was at around 1000 calories. Dinner I went out with a friend and had steak but chose a garden salad and broccoli for the sides and stayed within range.
Also got my exercise for the day for sure. We too the girls to this really awesome pumpkin farm that had hay rides where you rode out to get a pumpkin, a gift shop, food stand and even a petting zoo.
But the most amazing part was this huge corn maze on ten acres that can take 20 min to an hour to get out. The overhead view it was shaped like the egyptian sphinx pyramid and inside you were supposed to be able to find egyptian "artifacts" to turn in for candy. Well once we got in we noticed other people had maps...not sure why we didn't get one but nothing like being stuck in a corn maze to force you to keep going. 30 minutes later I was dying just from walking and after finding a "you are here" map sign navigated us out, probably in sheer desperation, lol.
This is just a reminder though because I've always been heavy but the weight never used to hold me back. I could walk for hours no problem. I'm tired of it being an obstacle for sure so hope that will keep me motivated.
Only problem with this journey is that I have no control over what the me of tomorrow is gonna feel or do. So as motivated as I am now that's frustrating because I never know whats going to throw me off. Just going to have to do my best to make a plan and pray.