Today I weighed in at 192.5 lbs (87.5 kg) !. That's 1.5lbs more gone in the last five days.
I am really pleased with my progress and I know I can make my mini goal....
Last night, I stayed up far too late, digging out old clothes that i haven't let myself look at in the last few years. There's not a lot, but the few things I saved are nice.
I tried on a beautiful size 12 silk dress that I wore exactly one time back in 2003 when I bought it...and now it's almost too big!
SO motivating! I can easily be a size 10 in time for the reunion in July.
And then I'll be seeing my husband's side of the family at the end of August. It will be nice to see them and not feel embarrassed that their gorgeous son has a super fat wife..
Then my 45th birthday will come on Sept 1st! What a feeling that will be to arrive at a benchmark birthday and feel like I'm really turing my life around and doing something for myself. I adore my dh and four kids, but they have taken up lots of my time and attention over the years. Obessessing over my diet and getting in my exercise have really forced me to spend more time on myself- which is certainly not a bad thing!
As for details of daily life- i'm not tracking my diet here anymore. I've been doing this for 10 weeks (nearly!) and I figure people know the kind of stuff I'm eating.
I am tracking my consumption every single day, but over on MyPlate. I LOVE that site!
As for quantities, I'm keeping it at 1000-1400 per day. I do try to keep to the middle of the range and average about 1100. Yesterday, I had 1202 calories, according to MyPlate. It was whole grains, fruit (cherries!!), veggies (stir-fried) and chicken grilled outside. SO yummy!
I am still very careful to measure everything, just so I don't get careless. It's really important that I don't slack off even the tiniest bit!
I am actually really enjoying my weightloss journey. Is the weird? LOL. Before, I was hating myself SO much that it was a real burden in my life. Now i feel good about myself - not because I look perfect, or even really nice. i'm still pretty fat. But at least I'm working on this and really accomplishing something.
The support from the people on this board has been a key factor. Again, I want to say a heartfelt "Thank YOU!" to all the people who have written and encouraged me.
The forum provide help in other ways, too. If I am bored and tempted to snack, the first place I go is this board. Then I read and read and read. There are practical hints, of course, which help tremendously. But I mainly come for the positive, weightloss-enabling atmosphere. It really keeps my head in the right place...and SO much of weightloss is mental. Am I right?
Sorry to ramble. I guess I just feel chatty this morning. My dh has been gone for three weeks now on a work trip- so I guess I'm loney!
And in fact, I won't be seeing him again until July 16.
Won't HE be getting a surprise? The last time he saw me, I weighed 202.6 lbs! He knows I've been losing weight, but I think that not seeing me for a month will really make it quite interesting for him. My kids see me every day, so they are used to me shrinking a bit each day. But my DH will get the dramatic unveil! Such fun!