Feel great today!



Sunny and bright day out - perfect walking weahter! Just got in a good one too. Took a differnt rout today, and I found out something ver interesting. We have a hottie on the next block over! He was mowing the lawn. I did the coi 'hi smile' and bit my lip all sexy-like and I got a smirk AND a nod!!
This just reaffirms that sexy is 90% attitude. Before, I would walk around with my head low and my shoulders slumped. But now that I'm losing weight, I have the confidance to walk with my head high, shoulders back... and smile at hot guys! ..lol
but i'm pretty mucha pathetic loser that no one ever wanted to meet-- I gave great ad too... but alas... that one number is so offputting for some boys... so when i paid.. it was generally to read spam messages..
Mal!! You are
not a pathetic loser!! Geezus woman, life is too short to play head games with yourself!!
I think I'm going to skip the dating service thing. For one, I didn't know that you could get spam in
that inbox and B: I think I'm going to try the friend of a friend thing. Save my money for fun stuff... now i just need a friend of a friend. Anyone got any spare rebound guys laying around? ..lol
I took a good friend's advice and finally told the ex to piss off (in a nice way) this past weekend. I told him I was dating again (big big lie) and that I really like they new guy - crush any hopes of getting back together.

Everytime I start to feel guilty, I just think of all bullpoop he put me through and I don't feel bad.

