Rae, Sophie, Becky, Dawn, Nicole, LowFatMilk, Tammy, Kimberly, Claudia, Yuliana, Trevor, Sweatpea, Carrie
Thanks for all your messages of support and kind comments about my photo.
Posting photos is hard emotionally - especially when you know that you still have some way to go to get to where you want to be. Also when you have been so big. The age thing does not help either - I feel so much younger than I look.
Rae
I have done nothing that you havent already done at a much younger age and got to goal.
Dawn, Tammy and Kimberly
Now you can see why I keep going on about my boobs looking like they will never go right without surgery. The fact was that my boobs were so big and the skin just hasnt shrunk - just got empty. I have ended up with two big bra cups full of bundled up skin. I never fancied the idea of undergoing weight loss surgery to lose weight and never did it. I fully accept that it may be right for some people but I didnt think that it was right for me. There was a time that I thought that if I had not had surgery to lose the weight I should be happy with any loose skin that I was left with - especially if it could be covered up with clothes. I am seriously rethinking that approach. At the minute I think that it is more than likely that I will go ahead with it at the end of the day - but I will certainly lose naturally a lot more fat first. Whenever I discuss my goal weight I acknowledge the fact that my boobs are so different from my youth that I could have my old waistline (apart from the hernia thing) and bum / tum situation at a higher weight. I'm sure that I will know when I get there.
Kimberly
I love the sheriff comment. It is actually true. I have mentioned a few times that I wear 2 pedometers because I get so annoyed when my pedometer robs me or stops working for some reason. The silly thing is that I know approximate distances (I do each walk variation often enough to have a good idea) and minimum distances (measured base walks by car - e.g. regularly do one that is 6.3 miles) for all my walks - but I still feel robbed if my pedometer doesnt say that I have done what I know I have done. Irrespective of what a pedometer says - I know that my body knows exactly how many steps I have done and I will not lose weight if I have not done enough.
As far as a walking duel goes - can you guess who consistently is hitting the 100 percentile comparison with the 244 other participants recording pedometer steps in the Presidents Challenge. I'm quite pleased because I am hitting the 83rd percentile compared with 5868 participants over all the activities which isnt bad.
Claudia
I do try to tone up - as I realised that I needed a lot of work in that department. I am not quite the one trick pony that a lot of people presume when they hear that I walk a lot and do not go to a gym. I do some daily exercises with light hand / wrist weights (upper arms can be so cruel to women my age irrespective of whether or not they have been very big). I also have keep fit classes at the adult education centre which include aerobics, strength exercises, pilates and until Easter I was doing yoga.
Carrie
I am pleased that you are inspired. Few people can have been very big without knowing how easy it is to think that the task is simply impossible and getting depressed. The forum has quite a few people who have lost quite a lot of weight. Tammy (Niapage) has recently passed the 100 pounds lost milestone. Rae (Invariant) has achieved the same kind of weight loss as I have and got to goal as a teenager. If you want to see some impressive photos check out their diaries. They are both so photogenic - I am sure that you will pick their pictures over mine for your fridge door any day.
Take care
Love
Margaret