New Year, New Thread for Those who Weigh 200 lbs/90 Kg or More

[nataliejo]

Well I still haven't come off my high after having seen Peter, still floating across that blue sky lmao

he really moves me. I think I may be falling chickas ..we have been talking now for six weeks and I see him again in a couple weeks... he is getting this pc tech job... I hope he will have time to come up, he says he will make time.. which feels good... he says he isnt going anywhere... and he asked me If I plan to go anywhere, meaning leave the relationship and I said no. The only way this will end is if he goes anywhere lol so we are happy!

anyway ... I am happy .. I did weigh in at 273, but you know what .. I am just flucuating between the two weigh ins .. I will wait to take it seriously until something doesnt move.. At least I know I am under 274, and that makes me feel like a million bucks!!

ttylater
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

 

[nataliejo]

I am pondering whether to go for a walk. Its so cold and nasty out. Not nice weather, looks like any minute the sky is going to open up and all this rain is going to be dumped on us lol I am going to go look outside to see if I want to walk. I am not too worried today. I lost my breath when we were walking near the beach, for once I lost my breath lol too walking on level ground next to the beach to do it .. I felt like a weakling lol bad hun? After being able to walk with out losing breath, I was like wow I just got my ass kicked in a little..lol I guess it was bound to happen.. I hope I can do it again and again and again ..until I reach my goal.. Holy Meow... he loves car racing ..its on all today and he is glued to the tv.. not talking very much lol oh well ..what can you say ..lol there are those hobbies.

love yas
always
natalie jo

 

[Lilhun88]

Well, fastning(spelling?) aint that bad to be honest, and im not going to continue it forever only 2-3 days. My mother is doing that aswell, for 2 -3 days. Its just to detox and get rid of all the bad umm things(?) dont know the correct word in english.

Its not as an punishment for me. I was just a bit dissapointed in myself, and im over it.

Congratulations natalie. I hope all goes well with Peter

 

[nataliejo]

Well, fastning(spelling?) aint that bad to be honest, and im not going to continue it forever only 2-3 days. My mother is doing that aswell, for 2 -3 days. Its just to detox and get rid of all the bad umm things(?) dont know the correct word in english.

Its not as an punishment for me. I was just a bit dissapointed in myself, and im over it.

Congratulations natalie. I hope all goes well with Peter

Thanks Lilhun,
and if you feel that a 2-3 day fast is what you need, than do it. There are a lot of people here that do that ...
I hope it works for you ..

and drink lots of water! lol

ttylater hun
love yas
always
natalie jo

 

[veronandez86]

HI All!

My weigh in was today... and now I am at 249.0! Woo Hooie! I'm glad...

See Ya everyone! Good Luck!

Veronica

 

[veronandez86]

Well, fastning(spelling?) aint that bad to be honest, and im not going to continue it forever only 2-3 days. My mother is doing that aswell, for 2 -3 days. Its just to detox and get rid of all the bad umm things(?) dont know the correct word in english.

Its not as an punishment for me. I was just a bit dissapointed in myself, and im over it.

Congratulations natalie. I hope all goes well with Peter

Sorry for the misunderstanding... I wasn't saying that this was your way of punishing yourself nor that you were going to take on this fasting forever. I'm totally cool with the eating veggies only thing, I do that myself, it's just that for me, I know I wouldn't be able to fast and only drink water and juice. Especially since I know that will make me super hungry and after the 2 days when I did eat real food I would probably eat the whole room up. LoL.

Anyway, you will do great Hun, so just keep on striving for your dream body / goals.

Veronica

 

[pink clouds]

Hi everyone...just glancing through here.

Nataliejo i am so proud of you really I KNOW you will reach your goals and I hope i'm still sticking around when you get there.

Did someone say fasting? I think fasting is excellent for the body and soul. When your fasting, even if its not for spiritual reasons, its good to avoid arguments and tense, stressful situations and focus on good things, whether it be the good in you, the good in others, or the general good in the universe. If you are fasting to detox it is good to detox the mind too, so relax and meditate. You are beautiful within...you are beautiful without.



Take care everyone...I have been so bad this weekend...I ate only three times the whole weekend I'm in a bit of a rush now but wanted to pop in.

 

[Kevi12]

good job veronica!

To Pink: I'm with you haha, my weight is Idling between 207 and 206, but i'll get to 200 soon haha. I'm still trying to figure out my new eating habit, because my body can't handle the new weight and which you know that you body tends to gain all those weight back.

And guys! I found a new hobby LOL! I'm learning how to play a guitar I got 3 tabs down hehe, G is effing hard to memorize xD and A is hard!!! gah makes me crazy.

 

[veronandez86]

good job veronica!

To Pink: I'm with you haha, my weight is Idling between 207 and 206, but i'll get to 200 soon haha. I'm still trying to figure out my new eating habit, because my body can't handle the new weight and which you know that you body tends to gain all those weight back.

And guys! I found a new hobby LOL! I'm learning how to play a guitar I got 3 tabs down hehe, G is effing hard to memorize xD and A is hard!!! gah makes me crazy.

Thanks Kevi!

Guitar huh? Well, once you get that down you'll get all the ladies. LoL.. I know I go crazy for guys who play guitars. But are you learning how to play on your own? Eh... I'm still trying to learn the piano... After a year, I can barely read simple music without having to write down what key they are above the note... I got lullibys down packed... like Mary Had A Little Lamb. Hehe...

 

[Kevi12]

Yep, I'm learning it on my own I don't like being taught really, because I mostly won't get half of it. Haha

 

[Hope2]

Sounds like everyone is doing a great job! WOO HOO!

I wish I could play an instrument. I used to be able to play the piano, but I can't read the music anymore. If you don't use it you loose it (isn't that the truth, lol).. The gutair though, there is something about the gutair. You will get all the ladies Kevi!

 

[Kevi12]

Sounds like everyone is doing a great job! WOO HOO!

I wish I could play an instrument. I used to be able to play the piano, but I can't read the music anymore. If you don't use it you loose it (isn't that the truth, lol).. The gutair though, there is something about the gutair. You will get all the ladies Kevi!

Haha I hope so trying to catch a lady's heart haha

 

[pink clouds]

good job veronica!

To Pink: I'm with you haha, my weight is Idling between 207 and 206, but i'll get to 200 soon haha. I'm still trying to figure out my new eating habit, because my body can't handle the new weight and which you know that you body tends to gain all those weight back.

And guys! I found a new hobby LOL! I'm learning how to play a guitar I got 3 tabs down hehe, G is effing hard to memorize xD and A is hard!!! gah makes me crazy.

too cool Kevi!!! Yeah still @ 276 here...maybe something to do with all the pop i was drinking last week i was like a vampire with blood >:-[ mwahahahaha. No but seriously....I did good today. Zero soda! Even with hearing everyone opening their cans...that crisp clean refreshing tooth decaying, sugar level raising sound of the soda can opening. You need to come play the guitar at my work so I can focus Oh yeah I forgot...although I did not eat much this weekend I sure was busy...managed to find the time to dance around the house tho

Congratulations on the weight loss Veronica

Hiya Hope...How are ya

Well bedtime for me have a good nite and an awesome tomorrow everyone.

 

[Hope2]

Hey pinkclouds!

I'm doing well. My husband and I decided to give it a real try. So we will see if he picks up the pase on his end. I still feel stress though about it all, of course. We've been seperated for 18 months now, and really really seperted the last 8 months, with doing half time with the kids etc. So it's hard to imagion really getting there. But we will see.

I'm a bit sick I guess at the moment, my stomach is so bloted, I'm not even going on the scale because I don't think it will be acurate untill I'm over this. My body is definatly changing though.. My butt I swear has droped down two inches it was higher, and now there is a downward slope... And I can cross my legs without them sliding off, or haveing to hold my hand on them. So there is progress going on.

I was a total soda holic like you. I had to have it literaly all day, I did that for years, and I wonder what damage has been done. It's freeky when you actually think about it. I have totaly switched to water, which is so weird since I hated water. I think since I quit smoking it's making this weight thing eiser. Not just because I can walk without getting so out of breath but because of the way I quit.

I told myself, you will allways enjoy smoking, you will always want to smoke, if you wait untill you want to stop that will never happen, but you have to do it anyway. And I did. Giving myself permishion to allways want to do something I enjoy, allowed me to quit in a way my brain could justify.

I'm doing that with food too. Like with the soda, I will allways love soda, but so what, I have to cut it out. I have found that I can get my water in and then some, because I got a zephyrhills bottle that has a squrt top. I just suck up water all day pritty much, and it's right there, I just refile from the tap. And I have a diet soda with dinner, which honestly isn't that "refreshing" anymore, I don't ushually finish it. It's amazing how much control our mind really does have.

It's also frestrating, I could have done this years ago, my life literaly would have been completly different, as I suffered from depreshion for many years. But what happened happend and so it couldn't have happened any other way, and I go from here where I am, and that's ok.

I have those wounderful indorphins now, that are racing through my body, and exercise really has been the missing link to my life, it's prity amazing.

Everyone is doing so great, I really found a SUPER GROUP!!!!!

I couldn't, and most importantly wouldn't have been able to sustain even the last 3 weeks without this forum. I really needed a group. I'm glade you all are here on this journey with me!!

 

[nataliejo]

HI All!

My weigh in was today... and now I am at 249.0! Woo Hooie! I'm glad...

See Ya everyone! Good Luck!

Veronica

Whoot Whoot! Good job Veronica. Your rocking the house! Keep trecking hun! I gained this week, icks lol I think I took your fat and put it on my body.... lol
but I am losing what I gained this week. IT will come off quickly if I nip it in the bud, walks and more walks

but hun You done good!!

love yas
your friend
always
natalie jo

 

[nataliejo]

Hi everyone...just glancing through here.

Nataliejo i am so proud of you really I KNOW you will reach your goals and I hope i'm still sticking around when you get there.

Did someone say fasting? I think fasting is excellent for the body and soul. When your fasting, even if its not for spiritual reasons, its good to avoid arguments and tense, stressful situations and focus on good things, whether it be the good in you, the good in others, or the general good in the universe. If you are fasting to detox it is good to detox the mind too, so relax and meditate. You are beautiful within...you are beautiful without.



Take care everyone...I have been so bad this weekend...I ate only three times the whole weekend I'm in a bit of a rush now but wanted to pop in.

Hey Pink Clouds!!
I love when you write in here, your all so wonderful.. I consider you all good friend, and Pink... You rock!!
But I know I will reach my goals, we can all reach them together. Working hard, Playing hard.

I gained weight although. Not so happy, but happy my bf isnt coming up for a couple weeks, will let me lose what I gained on our dates, holy meow.. I didnt know dating ( Restaruants) could have such an impact. I didnt binge, but I did eat bad stuff I think. I thought I was making good food choices. I am going to be very careful...and next time ..Salad is up and in order for lunch. Dinner can be more filling, seeing as I dont want to binge at night, which I did last night. So dissappointed. I was doing so well, but time to move on. As I said, so happy Peter isnt coming up for a couple weeks. He wants me to gain weight lol I think this is too cute and hillarious. He was so disappointed I didnt eat more.. he wants me back into the 280s ..guys ..never going back there. But I gained almost four pounds back ..oy vey .. not again!
I am going to eat smarter!

well thanks for your well wishes Pink..
love yas
always your friend
natalie jo

 

[nataliejo]

Hey pinkclouds!

I'm doing well. My husband and I decided to give it a real try. So we will see if he picks up the pase on his end. I still feel stress though about it all, of course. We've been seperated for 18 months now, and really really seperted the last 8 months, with doing half time with the kids etc. So it's hard to imagion really getting there. But we will see.

I'm a bit sick I guess at the moment, my stomach is so bloted, I'm not even going on the scale because I don't think it will be acurate untill I'm over this. My body is definatly changing though.. My butt I swear has droped down two inches it was higher, and now there is a downward slope... And I can cross my legs without them sliding off, or haveing to hold my hand on them. So there is progress going on.

I was a total soda holic like you. I had to have it literaly all day, I did that for years, and I wonder what damage has been done. It's freeky when you actually think about it. I have totaly switched to water, which is so weird since I hated water. I think since I quit smoking it's making this weight thing eiser. Not just because I can walk without getting so out of breath but because of the way I quit.

I told myself, you will allways enjoy smoking, you will always want to smoke, if you wait untill you want to stop that will never happen, but you have to do it anyway. And I did. Giving myself permishion to allways want to do something I enjoy, allowed me to quit in a way my brain could justify.

I'm doing that with food too. Like with the soda, I will allways love soda, but so what, I have to cut it out. I have found that I can get my water in and then some, because I got a zephyrhills bottle that has a squrt top. I just suck up water all day pritty much, and it's right there, I just refile from the tap. And I have a diet soda with dinner, which honestly isn't that "refreshing" anymore, I don't ushually finish it. It's amazing how much control our mind really does have.

It's also frestrating, I could have done this years ago, my life literaly would have been completly different, as I suffered from depreshion for many years. But what happened happend and so it couldn't have happened any other way, and I go from here where I am, and that's ok.

I have those wounderful indorphins now, that are racing through my body, and exercise really has been the missing link to my life, it's prity amazing.

Everyone is doing so great, I really found a SUPER GROUP!!!!!

I couldn't, and most importantly wouldn't have been able to sustain even the last 3 weeks without this forum. I really needed a group. I'm glade you all are here on this journey with me!!

Hope we are glad you are here. Your too cool not to be!!

ttylater hun and Happy to hear the good news!

love yas
always
your friend
Natalie jo

 

[nataliejo]

Hey Pink Clouds, congrats in resisting the soda.. I almost bought a twenty four pack of Cherry Zero Cola, yum, but so bad. Keep it up girl! You can do this!!

love yas
always
natalie jo

 

[Hope2]

nataliejo,

You are such a sweet heart! You'll do great, and your doing great!

veronandez,

Woo HOO, broke into the 40's can't wait untill I'm there!!


Well guys,

I just read something today that was very interesting. It's called night eating syndrome NES. This totaly explains why my body only wanted/wants food at night.It seems to be an unofishial eating disorder. It's anorexic behavior during the day and bindgeing behavior (of sorts) only at night. I belive this was/is my problem. But I am forcing myself to eat during the day now, and giving myself fruit and tones of water at night. Thought maybe this info could help someone else. Google it if you want or need to know more. It helped me understand my crazy body. So pritty much I have to eat when I'm not hungery (during the day) and not eat when I'm starving (at night)... Well I've survived so far, the last 2/3 weeks, I'll make it!

 

[nataliejo]

nataliejo,

You are such a sweet heart! You'll do great, and your doing great!

veronandez,

Woo HOO, broke into the 40's can't wait untill I'm there!!


Well guys,

I just read something today that was very interesting. It's called night eating syndrome NES. This totaly explains why my body only wanted/wants food at night.It seems to be an unofishial eating disorder. It's anorexic behavior during the day and bindgeing behavior (of sorts) only at night. I belive this was/is my problem. But I am forcing myself to eat during the day now, and giving myself fruit and tones of water at night. Thought maybe this info could help someone else. Google it if you want or need to know more. It helped me understand my crazy body. So pritty much I have to eat when I'm not hungery (during the day) and not eat when I'm starving (at night)... Well I've survived so far, the last 2/3 weeks, I'll make it!

So they have a name for it! lol I do the same thing hope, last night I binged on cookies, expensive ones to and my mothers. She was so pissed! lol which is good, because I wont eat the other package. I stopped eating at night for two to three weeks and I didnt eat enough at dinner last night, because the meal had too much pepper, so barely ate and well I binged last night. Once I binge one night, I start getting hungry every night, but I am going to be mindful ..mindful eating

Hope your good at eating fruit at night if you cant stop yourself.. I have A TON of fruit I have bought... its all good ..start with fruit and maybe you eventually will stop eating at night, thats what I did. I ate strawberries at night and one day finally decided I would reread my food addict book and really try out what she was saying, so I did it one night and said I am not going back and kept not eating at night, but I broke the restraints last night .. sucker on me! But tonight is a new night, another night to not eat. Its hard to control, but I had broken myself of the habit. BUT Your way is definitely a good way Hope.. if you cant break the habit, binge on fruit and water. Its just the act of eating for me. It made me hungry.. Thinking of food made my stomach hurt, like I was really hungry when I wasnt. You might want to invest in this books

Conquering your Food Addiction

ITs helped me lose about twenty pounds so far. And it just helps more and more the more I read and memorize how to change my behaviors. Or I cant post her mindfullness ideas on here, if you want to have some advice from the book

but keep trecking hun
your making good progress...

love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo