Mishi's adventures!

:eek: oh my 5:40 AM I am turning over at that time lol!I am such a vampire.
LOL that was cuite mom in undies and bra working out hey it is comfy.:rotflmao: You are doing great and I can see the motivation you have and having a beautiful wedding dress to work hard for that is a gr8 motivator!
I have these size 8 OldNavy flare light color jeans with snap butt pockets I am dieing to get into those 1 day oh and a sexy but DARK halloween costume.
Have agr8 day Tammy
 
not so happy

Being engaged is supposed to be a happy time... and sometimes I am happy! Until we start trying to plan the wedding. I am so stressed out! I haven't been able to squash my cravings and have been having over 2500 calories every night!! I have tried to keep up with the exercise but I can feel myself wavering on that. I just don't have it in me. I am so unhappy and stressed. We haven't even found a place to get married yet. Shouldn't that be simple? We have a place but it is small and we would have to cut our guest list... which is ok but Paul doesn't want to be hot and I want an outside wedding... in August because 08-08-08 is our date. I hate it! All the places we are looking at are so expensive and I am not wanting to spend so much. I just want to be happy and excited. Not bitter and stressed out. I planned my first wedding and it was gorgous. Not that I want this one to be the same and I like him being involved but it feels like we will never sort this out. Meanwhile my diet and my body is going to crap! I just don't know what to do. He showed me a place today that he was all excited about and it was like 200 feet away from the freeway and surrounded by parking lots. When I said outside I was thinking nature... not just a few trees and some grass. He really looked crushed when I said I didn't like it. This sucks!!! Sorry I know this isn't about diet stuff but it is so on my mind all the time and just ruining my life right now! I wish we could afford more but I refuse to go into debt for this wedding and asking my dad (mom is already doing the flowers) is out of the question. He told me at my first marriage that that was it and he would never do this again. I don't know if he said that to make me rethink who I was marrying but I just can't ask for help! Anyone willing to donate to my wedding fund;) God I hate talking about it and I am in tears most of the days after we discuss it. Anyone have suggestions? Been in the same situation? I am going to go nuts!
 
Ih Mishi,It will all fall into place!My wedding was so screwy lol the preicher we got and the place we got didn't match the place was in ohio and the preicher was a friend of hubbys friend and was liscend only in KY so we technically leagally got married in hubbys parents house living room on friday then Saturday went through the ceremony brides mades ect in ohio they thought it was a real wedding and we kept it that way but leagally it was already done :rotflmao: talking about stress but it worked out and we all had a good time and thats all that mattered!
As far as eating your under alot of reasure and that will clear maybe try to just keep healthy snacks around or eat a few things but keep them early along with exersicing and you should be able to maintain for now until it settles down a lil.
I want to go to CHEDDERRS so bad I was thinking before the challange and have a early dinner and thats it for the night cuz I get chicken fettuchin and I think that alone is 1,200 cals:rolleyes: Hope you have a nice day Tammy
 
PS: LOL YOU R BY FAR THE BEST SUPPORTER EVER!!YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO CHECK ON ME AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!:hug2:
 
He folded

Hi tammy! Weddings are all screwy! I like the idea of secretly getting married first. I tried to convince Paul to do this but he wasn't too excited about the idea:rolleyes: ha ha. He did finally say that we should just pick our patio and just work out the kinks as we go. It is really the place that is the most meaningful to us! So I am glad for that.
I am definatly a stress eater. I have tried keeping healthy snacks and even bought this ready made meal so I wouldn't be tempted by anything bad tonight but the deal I thought I was getting when I bought that wasn't so good. The meat was spoiled and I didn't realize until I had eaten a bit. So the diet went out the window again. Sigh. I just don't have willpower after my day. TOM started today... 2weeks early. I am so bitchy. I feel normal one minute and then homicidal the next. It is so hard! Then my son is sick:( Paul stayed home with him today but I will have to call in right now. I don't even know what I had planned to teach tommorow and that really just stresses me out!! The classes have been switched so much that it has been hard to keep track of my schedule let alone what I am teaching a particular class! sigh.
The good news is that I have really made an effort to walk every day during lunch! I walked for 30 minutes today. I am not sure how far I go but I walk at least 4 if not 4.5! I work near a lot of construction companies though and I get oogled as I speed walk by like some granny.... though if you want your heart rate up you have to swing your arms!!! :rotflmao: I even ran for 10 minutes today and next week I am going to run on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. I am feeling ready for it. If I could just get this eating under control I would be doing great! Every day is a new day and I just have to keep trying! I am hoping September gives me a restart... especially with the challenge! I am excited for that. I am sure I will pull it together eventually but I don't want to gain too much weight before I do that. I want to be a person who keeps it off!! So I should be home tommorow which will be stressful and nice all at the same time:boxing:
Hope you have a good night!
 
Howdy Mishi,
Well I am feeling the wrath of the nasty bug to but in different forms ,last week my 6 year old was sick 1 day puking then Thursday lastweek my 9 yeard was puking and diareah all the way through sunday,then tuesday my 8 year old had the puking diareah had to go up school and get her,then lastnight my little guy you can see it in his eyes bloodshot,runny nose 102 fever but NO puking or diareah grrrr I need a mask right about now.

The wedding will turn out beautiful and it is nice to see hubby put input in mine would say I dunno you pick geee thanks haha!

OH and :rotflmao: I get oogled as I speed walk by like some granny.... though if you want your heart rate up you have to swing your :rotflmao:

I answered your questions in my diary :)
Have a nice day and walking will keep the weight away!Tammy
 
hello mishi !

your on my halloween team so i figured id throw a helo your way. Congrats on your weight loss so far. You dont have far to go till your reach your goal :)
 
I hate the first 2 days of TOM. i get the same way. And i am the biggest STRESS eater ever. If I have the slightest thing go wrong at work- I want to go home and eat carb and calorie filled foods until I'm stuffed. Its really hard for me not to be. I try to find the less of the extremes. Good luck.
 
Howdy Mishi,
TOM will be gone soon he is 1 battle :boxing: I do bad at to well atleast the 1st couple days when it hard to do anything,you don't even wat to do anything.GL in the challange and enjoy the holiday weekend oh and BE HAPPY.......:D:santa:;):rofl:
 
Good morning!

lol it is almost noon so good morning only works for a few more minutes. I am uber exhausted today. Last night Paul and I were up fighting about the wedding until 1am:( I really hate the planning process. I know I need to ease up but things seem to upset me so easily. I am still worried about my BC. I am on a new one this month and it is specifically for controlling craziness and PMS... but I still feel crazy and emotional. My period came 2 weeks early and I am sure I will have another one when it's supposed to come. I just want to get it under control! I will let it go for a few months and see. A lot of it might be stress too. Stress about the wedding, about my son being ill, and about work. Everything is so mired in stress these days!
However good things are happening. In an hour I get to go pick up my engagement ring! It is finally back from the resizers and appraisers:D I can't wait to have it back on my finger! I only had it 5 days and it has been gone for almost a week and 1/2! lol I miss my sparklie:D
Tommorow starts the halloween challenge. I am a bit nervous because of the last challenge I was in. It was the lose 2lbs a week in June and it just never happened. I have been around the same weight since May. I really need to bump it up but it has been harder to eat on plan. My cravings in the last week have been through the roof. I just need to be strong. It is nice to have a team you just don't want to let down!! I am ready and I think my goal will be modest. I wieghed in at 158.8 today. I am hoping to get to 149... I know it is only 10lbs but breaking the 150's would be a major thing!! If I am really good I might get to my first goal of 145! That would be awsome! However I would rather be modest with my goal. Espiecially since I have had a hard time with the 150's. We shall see. Maybe I will surprise myself. I have all the workout plans in place. I will take measure ments tommorow and make my monthly goal as I usually do. I feel good about it. It's time to just move on! I want to get started on my wedding goal which I am thinking will be 135! I may get a trainer for that:)
I hope you all have a good weekend!!:beating:
 
Mishi you will do fine we have a great team which means great support!;)
I hope your son feels better soon and you and hubby will evntually start agreeing on things just alot of options ect but nothing in writing yet so feel free to change things and share great ideals.Have a gr8 weekend Tammy
 
I can see that you have quite a lot on your mind. I'm sorry that I have no suggestions for the wedding stress. I have never been married. When i want to get destressed, I go on a quiet walk by myself, or I sit in a quite room/ outside and read a book.Maybe even take a nap. Sometimes you just need a time out to think about things. I hope everything works out for you. And I'm excited about the challenge starting tomorrow. Tammy's challenge this week should help you lose weight! Good luck.
 
It's Sunday

Ha ha. I run out of titles but I like titling my entries:D So yesterday was the first day of the challenge and even with my son sick I was able to get out for a 30 minute walk though:) The water is what I see myself having the hardest time with. Mostly at work. I am not allowed to leave my classroom for any reason and if I need to go to the bathroom I will have to track someone down and ask them to watch my class. It is going to have to be the security guard to do this for me. I am thinking about asking him to check on me every hour and a half... though I am embarresed:eek:! But I will figure it out. I have eaten well the last 2 days and it makes such a difference! I am not sick to my stomach anymore and I am feeling better in general. I think I am getting over my cold too. That is the other good thing about drinking so much water... it will flush that cold right out of my system! I am down to 157 this morning. It was between 158 and 159 yesterday. :D That is good. I do so well when I just stay within my calories... even if I don't work out!! I don't know why it is so hard to do good all the time when it makes me feel better and when I look good and lose weight!! It's crazy!
Hi Tammy! Thanks for the support! I am enjoying the team already and I need to work on my people skills and reach out some more:doh: I haven't surfed new diaries in a long time. I need to get visiting our teammates:)
Brandy - Good luck on the challenge! I am sure you will do well. I really see you motivated this time!! Just have to hang on to that determination!! I would love to have more time to myself but with a sick child that gets to be almost impossible. Even last night when I went for my walk I felt guilty the whole time because my fiancee was tired and as soon as he got home I wanted to go for a walk. He was a bit disgruntled because he really missed me and here I was leaving. It gets hard! But my little one is on the mend and hopefully I can leave the house for more than a few minutes soon!
Hope you all have a good day and rock on Texas Scale Massacre!!:jump:
 
It seems that you have had a great day. I'm so glad that everything has turned around for you now. No cold, healthier eating, more weightloss...your doing a great job. Make sure to keep joining these group challenges if they seem to help you. Have a great day!
 
Howdy Mishi,

I hope your lil guy gets to feeling 100% I had a bad 2 week with my kids getting the bug and it bouncing from 1 to another.I hope you get to get a chance to step out for a while ,fresh air works wonders!I try to say hello to a newcomer a few times a week there are just so many coming everyday!
I hope you have a wonderful day and I love your support because you are 1 that never go into hiding like afew grrr,Tammy:santa::beerchug:;)
 
Back to work

sigh. I really enjoyed my extra long weekend even if I had to stay in the house most of the time!! Back to work today and to see if the potty thing will work with all the water I will need to drink. I am going to drink 2 as I leave the house today and I have 2 more at work and then one bottle when I get home. I am so tired today!! Paul stayed up late watching tv and I couldn't sleep. I really need to tell him to turn it off when it gets late. I just know that when it's hard to sleep sometimes tv helps so I just put the pillow over my head and tried to sleep. Then had bad dreams all night because I was pissy when I fell asleep. sigh. I am blaming myself! I should speak up!!
Yesterday was awful food wise. I just cracked at night and went overboard. Otherwise I had a great day with good food choices. sigh. So weight back up to 159 but it is swelling weight.. I can feel it... or maybe it's water weight. I usually don't drink this much water!! I didn't exercise yesterday. I was worn out from a day of chores. Just means I get no rest days for the week which is fine. When I am at work it is easier to work out.
Long day today. Just don't want to go! lol
Hope you all have a good day!:pumpkin:
 
Howdy Mishi,
Hey there girl yeah tell soon to be hubby to turn off the tube so you can get some much needed rest for school!1 bad night isn't the endo of the world you'll be right back on track,hope you have a nice day Tammy
 
It might be water weight. Because I gained a pound drinking so much water too. And the next day it dropped 2 lbs, so thats 1 lb down from my original.

And at least if youre busy... you are burning a bunch of calories. Is your son still sick? what does he have??

Just ask you fiancee if he can watch tv in another room then the one your sleeping in. He can go from the living room to the bedroom when he is finally TOOO tired to stay awake.

just an idea.

-brandy
 
Late mornings

HI Brandy and Tammy!
I love Mondays and Wednesdays. They are the days I can go into work a bit later and I can take my son to his class instead of dropping him off at the daycare place. He also can get a bit more sleep. I really should use the time to work out but I am going running for lunch so I didn't worry about it this morning. Plus finacee was cuddled up next to me and it's hard to move in the morning when that happens:beating: Last night he watched tv again but I was so tired I just curled up next to him and fell asleep. Brandy I would ask him to go to the other room but I am a needy person and I want him next to me while I fall asleep:D lol It's going to suck when I move into the house and he won't be able to spend the night every night! but the benefits outweigh the detriments! As he says short term loss for long term gain. Speaking of his business may be bought out! That would be wonderful because he has been unhappy there and that is why he started with them: they were a starter company and there was potential to make some money. If they sold he would get 5% of the price. If it sold for 50 mil that would make a nice little sum and we could pay off all our debts and pay for the wedding!!! with left over! I am praying so hard!! I woke up in the middle of the night and prayed. I hope it works out. So y'all keep your fingers crossed!!:D
Food wise I didn't do terrible but I didn't do well either. 1950 cals yesterday. I was good until I inhaled 4 skinny cow cones. sigh. I knew what I was doing when I bought them:( just have to be stronger than that! I just get crazy at night with food! not sure why but that is when cravings hit me the most! However I did get all my water and then some and also walked for 20 mins and ran for 10:D it was good. Today I am going to try to run for 20-30 minutes. However it is hard to be all sweaty at work.... but it is the best time to get that in!
Brandy my son was sick with a cough and sore throat. They thought he might have croup (barking cough virus) but we weren't sure. He is still coughing but not as bad. He feels fine now as well thank god. He went to school yesterday and every thing was ok (fingers crossed).
Hope you all have a good day!
 
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