Manda's Epic Battle....Again!

Wavering scales

UGH...I hate the wavering scales game! This morning at my regular weigh in time it was 280...however, we ate late last night and probably have a lotta water retention going on due to salt.

Bfst today was our "BIG" Sunday omelette:
5 egg whites
smoked turkey
portabella mushrooms
1/4c mozzarella cheese

YUMMY!
 
Back to work after the move

Wow...never thought going back to work would be such a challenge...gotta get back in the groove.

Breakfast was a Kellogs Fiber bar
Snack Steak Nuggets from a convenience store
Lunch deli meat on a Pepperidge Farm Flat with reduced fat cheddar
Afternoon snack Reduced fat string cheese
Large Hazelnut coffee with sweetener and .... GASP half and half

Dinner
tuna steak on the grill
grilled zucchini
Mahatama saffron yellow rice
 
Tuesday

Jumped on the scales this afternoon....23lbs gone now =) woot

Breakfast...
egg white omelet with reduced fat mozz cheese

Lunch
Smart Ones breakfast quesadilla
2 servings reduced fat Cheese Nips

Snack
2 reduced fat mozz string cheese

Dinner
lean pork loin chops with a little BBQ sauce
Steamed cauliflower
Stove Top stuffing (2 servings :eek:)

Total calories for today 1415 per my Droid phone

after dinner coffee with fat free creamer
probably have a 100 calorie snack pack of some kind

1550
 
I never intended...

I never intended to be losing weight like I am this week...

My best friend was found dead in the sand on Wednesday...no answers, only pain...I cant bring myself to put much in my stomach as I'm just so sick it wont stay down...I've been lucky to have an egg sandwich and something lite for dinner each day...

:angelsad2:
 
Oh I'm so sorry to read your news about your friend. Remember to be nice to you during such an awful difficult time.

Good luck

Ana
 
Thank You

Thanks Anna...its been really hard.

I've lost another pound, but I think I've slowed it down to a healthier rate at least for now...we got in late from working on arrangements for my friend and ordered a thin crusted veggie pizza and indulged in 2 bread sticks each =)

This morning we made grits and I again indulged in having 2 whole eggs over-easy to have with them :blush5:
 
I was just going to post on how well it sounded like you were doing, reading your diary from the beginning...when I got to your latest news. :(

So sorry to hear about your friend.
 
Thank You

Thanks you guys for the kind words...its been difficult. Due to the fact she has no local family...WE were her family, then the born family has given us full control on handling her arrangements.

Each day its a little easier to greet the sun.

Today we had a nice breakfast of grits and eggs...I had 2 whole eggs and an egg white...thought I could use the xtra today.

Missed lunch by accident really....

Dinner was a small bowl of chili and a grilled chicken sandwich.
 
Mini Goal

Bam, I hit my minigoal 2 weeks early...I guess that is somewhat of a gift from my recently deceased best friend...damn, Leanne, I think maybe if we'd have gotten a membership to the gym or something, that would have been better!

I miss and love you anyway! :beating:
 
Getting stronger

Getting emotionally stronger everyday. I've now found out with 100% certainty that I am not an emotional eater...if I were, I'd be back to 300+

Staying on track...scales are dropping...will update later...been a rough couple of weeks...
 
Just a quick message...

The memorial service is coming up on Saturday...everything is coming together.

I've dumped now a grand total of 37lbs :party:
 
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