Love my hubby...but would love to turn a head or two again....

Bad week of eating...started with going away for my bday..then the unsatisfying Dr. appt sent me over the emotional eating edge. Come Monday...I am getting back on track one way or another!!
 
Well, hello there, my lovely forum mother! :)

Many hugs to you! I think I've expressed how much of a worrywart I tend to be, so I understand how you're feeling with those test results. You'll be just fine - I have no doubt! :) *hugs*

Time is still escaping me a tad, but I do still think about the forums and the wonderful people I've met on them!

I'm glad you're still staying focused, even with all these other things! I need to be around more often to help encourage and motivate others, but I've also been struggling a bit to stay on track if I'm to be honest. My family and friends are starting to call me a little nutty for the things I've been saying lately, but it's a constant battle (as we all know), and my surgery is going to be a reality sometime this year.

I do have a facebook and I have an iPhone 5, so if you (or anyone) feels like texting or keeping in touch outside of the forums, I'm happy to provide the info :)

Maybe snapshots of some of the crazy I encounter on my day-to-day deliveries might be able to bring a smile to your face, or at least take your mind off any stresses you're experiencing in the day :)

It's been a strange few months for me personally, but I've never given up and I'm happy to see you doing the same, Tete! :)
 
Wow RAINBOW!! ....I must have been sensing your worry!! I am sitting here...my belly full of junk and no energy...basically hating myself..and I was like. "OMG...suck it up...and go do something about not feeling well" and I was like...get the hell on your forum do something! I am going to take it as a sign!!

So as far as my health...I still feel like SHIT! but the Dr's are telling me its nothing more than severe Vitamin D deficiency my levels started out at 13 and after 4 months of prescribed supplements and trying to get 15 min of sunlight a day...I am all the way up to 16....they want you to be at 40 to 60 nanograms per milliliter (ng/ml)....I have had MRIs...xrays and more blood work over the last 6 months then i have ever had in my whole life and to think one little Vitamin can cause this must trouble.....ugh....lol.

So as far as the weight loss goes...wow thats a bust....I have gain 20 pounds back and I don't have the energy to do much more than 6 miles a week walking. I get about 4 miles at work a week and 3miles once or twice a week. But I am horrible with my eating so the little bit of exercise is doing nothing.....

I really really need to be back on here...like before....this is the key to my past success and my future success! I need you all!!

So starting tomorrow I recommit myself to health and to the place that help make me feel beautiful...MISS YOU ALL!!
 
So glad to see you back :D Glad the health problems are slowly being resolved--sounds like you've been through a lot of crap in the last few months! Hope to see you posting more hun xx
 
Tete!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Welcome back lady!!!!I am very happy that you are ok and its nothing serious.I have been away myself and didnt know that something was wrong.rainbow told us she was very worried.Is it ok to continue loosing weight?have you spoken to the doc about this?and about working out is it ok to do so?if you are allowed for health reassons to continue then get started!we are all here for you to help and encourage you!!!20 pounds isnt as bad as i have done :)
Love to see you on here posting again!
 
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I am so relieved, I have been thinking about you on and off since I read your post ^^^ Thank god its nothing life-threatening! It still doesn't make you feel more enegetic though. Your body must just not like vitiman-D, are you sure your not slowly turning into a vampire! Have you tried going to a tanning salon for a sunbed? I know they are awful for you skin, and all that jazz, but it might help. Really hope you get your mojo back soon.

You will get that 20 pounds off in no time, don't worry. I regained all my weight, plus 15 pounds more lol.

Welcome back!!!
 
Well hello you three lovely ladies! Nice to feel the love :grouphug:

I can't believe I have been away this long....what the hell is wrong with me. Its been a busy year....Oldest son is now officially a Senior (grade 12) and my baby a Junior (grade 11)....I can't believe I will have a kid in college next year...aren't I just a baby myself!! haha

My babies have gotten so big and man like this year...honestly I think some of my issues were depression about them growing up. We have such a nice little family unit...I really hate the changes!

My youngest wen to prom...with a swim team mate. My oldest had no desire to go at all...him and some buddy's were out and about that nite raising hell.....Oh to be young!



So besides the general feeling like shit...all is going ok. Hubby is good...parents are healthy...jobs are steady and kids are happily driving me nuts...haha.

The Doctor gave me the go ahead to exercise away....I just have to get blood work every 8 weeks.

So this is me...with carefully picked clothes and artfully edited ...at 180 pounds...yunk!! I hate it...I felt so cute at 160...how did I let it get like this...and how the hell did I feel at 220!!
 
Well hello you three lovely ladies! Nice to feel the love :grouphug:

I can't believe I have been away this long....what the hell is wrong with me. Its been a busy year....Oldest son is now officially a Senior (grade 12) and my baby a Junior (grade 11)....I can't believe I will have a kid in college next year...aren't I just a baby myself!! haha

My babies have gotten so big and man like this year...honestly I think some of my issues were depression about them growing up. We have such a nice little family unit...I really hate the changes!

My youngest wen to prom...with a swim team mate. My oldest had no desire to go at all...him and some buddy's were out and about that nite raising hell.....Oh to be young!



So besides the general feeling like shit...all is going ok. Hubby is good...parents are healthy...jobs are steady and kids are happily driving me nuts...haha.

The Doctor gave me the go ahead to exercise away....I just have to get blood work every 8 weeks.

So this is me...with carefully picked clothes and artfully edited ...at 180 pounds...yunk!! I hate it...I felt so cute at 160...how did I let it get like this...and how the hell did I feel at 220!!

Great shot, I think you look beautiful and radiant.
Good job on what you've achieved so far despite the difficulty year you've been through.
 
I think you're super cute now! I love your hair colour :D

I would love to be platinum blonde but they always tell me I can't....boo on "them"...haha...but thanks :)

Lovely family

Awee thanks...I tend to agree!! :)

Great shot, I think you look beautiful and radiant.
Good job on what you've achieved so far despite the difficulty year you've been through.

Thanks so much...I clean up ok...I guess..haha. It has been a crazy year....hoping to turn it around sooner than later....I think being back is going to be the turning point!



Thank
 
Calories and Exercise for the week of 6/23 to 6/29

Sunday - Didn't track anything
Monday - 1483 / 1 mile walk at lunch
Tuesday - 1515 / nothing
Wednesday - 1511 / 1 mile walk at lunch
Thursday -
Friday -
Saturday -
 
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So I feel the good pressure of being back. My instinct was to sit on my ass at lunch yesterday.... but I was like "I can't have no exercise two days in a row on my forum post" ...hoping something clicks soon with my body and mind.... because I don't have that in the ZONE feeling yet!
 
What a difference two years bas made... Your boys are actual proper men now. Sometimes I look at my younger brother and part of me still cant quite believe he has grown up, it must be like that with your boys.

I ditto Sunlower, you do look cute still, I love your big hair :) you look great.

You will find the zone soon! Are you still doing Zumba?
 
I'm off for the week and we have been running around here and there. Eating sucks...and not working out. But I am hoping that the fact that I am so busy that it is helping a bit :p

Check it soon!!

Rainbow...no more Zumba..I miss it...but my knees dont! I need to find some other class.
 
NOOOOOOOO. YOU MUST EAT WELL!!!! :cuss::cuss::cuss::cuss::cuss: <<<<< I MEAN IT!

Saying that though, I have had an awful food week as well, but getting on the wagon again from today!

I've been trampolining, you should try it, as its quite a low impact workout. I have pain in my right knee sometimes. Nothing awful, but its definitely there.
 
Just had a quick squizz at your diary, lady, and it looks like you've had a bit of a rough trot lately. I am so happy to see you seem motivated and happy again though! I look at your boys now and think that this will be me in the not too distant future... crazy to think! But I've always thought of you as my future self :D

Just sending you some love and good vibes, honey. xx
 
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