Aww, tanks guys.
I've been hit with insomnia, worry, stress, the whole sha-bang, getting a real estate agent, helping my sons get their head around all this, finding an agent in Ottawa, deciding whether to live on the Ottawa or Gatineau side, either Ontario or Quebec...I'm favoring Quebec since my office is on the Quebec side and I hate long commute. But it's all coming together.
Terrible eating and lack of exercise...haven't gone to the gym for a week, walked to work today, whoop-dee-doo. I'm really unhappy with myself and my lack of discipline right now. I'm eating convenience food and I'm very stressed right now and out of routine. Went to look for houses tonight with the kids, found a funky little place. But we also love another neighbourhood...we have time. I found out I can go August 15th, I don't have to go to Ottawa as quickly as I was first led to believe. I'm glad of that.
Sorry to go on and on, just wanted to pop in and say I'm struggling with getting back on track. I'm mentally all over the place and doing a lot of comfort eating. Disappointed in myself about handling the stress that way. Not sure what it's going to take. I keep re-committing myself and do well for part of the day, only to crash later. Had salad for lunch, then junk food in the afternoon, hot dogs for supper, slurpee, somebody take me out back and SLAP me! It's serious comfort eating. When I know what I need to do is get me to the gym. The gym, the gym, the gym...