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This is intriguing- you say it's happened before?

I thought when you saw this guy it was a stranger- this is good- you have an "in", and you like the family!

Nothing wrong with carnal thoughts. We are human, no? :p
 
Happychubette said:
In the grocery store, he's the adopted brother of one of my best friends. We didn't do more than just say "Oh hi", I couldn't say more because I was struck by my attraction to him. This has happened before. Thought about calling Laura to inquire, even the parents as they are old friends, but then I thought, I think my interests in him are too carnal. But it was fun having some carnal thoughts. I'm gonna put him in my file though. They are a very funny family.
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It's GrrrrrREAT to feel alive! You make sure you put him in your file. :D
 
You guys are too much!

I'm just gonna chill on it for a while, but I'll admit he made me wanna UNHH (grunts). I don't know about him but for me the chemistry is there and that only happens rarely.

Here's some more on him. The last time I saw him was two years ago. Before that it was like 1974. Two years ago I ran in to him at the gas station at the beach and I know he made me smile. I know I lingered a bit. He moooved me. He's a 40 year old logger now, I think he has a son. He knows me as his older sister's best friend from way back, and he's a year or two younger than me (okay three). I remember when he was a freckle faced little kid. His name is Raymond. I can't believe I'm mentioning his name. He's like this obscure person from my past. I can't believe you're making me consider this. Say it again!

And carnal is, well carnal. Is that anything to base a relationship on? (laughs)

I WILL HAVE HOT SEX AGAIN IN THIS LIFETIME but not yet. I want to improve a little more so I can offer someone my best. (laughs again)

And speaking of goals, I can see that I'm going to reach mine. This is just fabulous. I am in new territory and yesterday and today have been filled with possibility.

You all have made me feel so good. I'll catch you later. Gotta take my son to air cadets tonight.
 
"Hi Laura...(telephones) I met your brother.

He seems nice". (looks blase)

Okay I'm thinking way too hard about this now and its all your fault.

Laura and Ray had an older brother back when we were all young. Ron was killed in a terrible car accident. It was a huge event at the time. He was only 17. Many people considered Ron their best friend. Laura is one of my dearest friends. But I just don't know Ray. I know he has known pain and now he is older and wiser. Anybody lost a sibling? I wonder at the transformation you must go through healinng from that. Laura is such an amazing person. I wonder if Ron is too.

I'm burning the midnight oil tonight thinking about this guy and his family. Got out of bed to come and write this. Hope I got something out of my system so I can settle down to sleep.

See you in the morning.
 
Morning Kellty...sweat...uh I mean sweet dreams? sorry, sorry, sorry, I couldn't resist. Have a great day chica!
 
Who doesn't like a good crush? They give us energy we didn't even know we had.....hope you're having a great day!
 
I wouldn't call it a crush

but I'm sure thinkin hard about this. Do I really want to start another relationship? I just wouldn't want to ever let him down and that stops me before I even get started. His number is not in the book. Not that I would call him, but I could call Laura and ask in the most discreet way about him (that's what I think I would say).

Anyway, my run today showed progress. Yeh! My five minute intervals went by quicker and I was able to run harder a few times, not my hardest, but definitely opened it up a few times.

Calories have been bang on 2250 for several days in a row. Yeh. 500 calorie deficits.
 
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here's an idea I like better

I'm gonna think about asking my kids what they think. I know my 18 yo son would be totally okay with it but my youngest son is still only 14.
 
Ill see Dhruva tonight (my son)

Maybe I'll just put it to him, what would he do?

Maybe I'd say to Laura, "I'm not looking for love but your brother is totally hot".

That fits.
 
I'm all for waiting on a relationship until you're ready, but as somebody who felt fat and undesirable for most of his life--don't wait too long. I let a lot of potential hapiness go by because I was way too scared that the girl would find me a huge bother and/or an annoyance. I was convinced that I would change myself and then I would find that special person. As I hit my mid-30s I decided that I was letting a lot of time pass by for no real reason. I'm finally comfortable in my own skin and wondering why I was such an idiot when I was younger. Call him :)
 
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