Katy's journal

Day 80
Im a busy bee. Might put in an offer for a house today, please keep your fingers crossed for me and send lucky vibes!
 
Day 81
Thanks guys, put an offer in thismorning.
Trying not to stress eat while I wait for an answer. I keep forgetting to weigh myself before I eat breakfast- will try to remember for tomorrow, I highly doubt Ive lost any weight
 
Day 82
Still busy trying to get this house. At least I havent been eating crap still havent weighed myself
 
Day 85
After all the effort it looks like the house stuff has fallen through. So emotionally draining. Finally weighed myself yesterday and still the same havent gained or lost. Im happy I havent gained weight but want to get back on track and lose a couple of kgs before the end of the year. Also have a new person at work... So far they are rubbing everyone the wrong way except managers grr and first thing she said to me was Im going to change this. Im so over people who in their first week try and change things already I think its so disrespectful to staff who have been around for years. Wait and sit back for two weeks and learn how things work and then slowly introduce your ideas. Anyway I already think shes a pain in the bum and ive only worked with her once. This week Id like to get outside for some walks and tidy up the garden and eat right. If I eat right I know I can easily lose 1 kg this week.... Here's hoping I can stick to it
 
Hi Katy. I'm sorry the house stuff didn't work out. Sit back hon & watch the new staff member learn the hard way. Hope you do get to get outside, tidy up the garden & eat right. The weather is so much better! Hello Summer :D xoC
 
Day 86
Thanks cate and LaMa. Not a nice day to be in the garden- theres construction happening next door grrrr
Yesterday I hosted a party for a friend and it was good i didnt feel too self conscious but then I dreamt last night that people at the party were making up fat rhymes about me.... So apparently my subconscious cares more than I realised
 
"Fat rhymes"... That cracks me up! I'm gonna make up a fat rhyme about myself...

Brawny is a great big dude
Because he eats too much fast food
He used to be an athlete
But now he just orders double meat

Lol
Hang in there friend. We are getting better. Won't be fear of fat rhymes for long!
 
I tried coming up with a slim Katy poem yesterday, but they were woeful so gave up.
I'm glad the party went better than expected Katy xo
 
Day 88
Thanks for the support guys. Having a stressful time at the moment.... You know when you feel like all areas of your life are turning to shit. Work is crap family crap both in laws and my family and with the house crap I feel like I dont have a place where I can settle down and create a safe and happy home- feel like Im in limbo. There is construction next door to where Im currently living and Im over it. On a good note even though I was feeling sorry for myself I went for a walk and cooked healthy meals. I have to do my best to prioritise my health and not let life shit all over my plans
 
When everything around you feels like shit Katy, that's when you must take special care of yourself :grouphug:
 
Very true. And maybe you can do little things to make your current accomodation nicer? Even if it's just new bed linen, a pretty throw pillow or a nice little lamp.
 
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