Kaitie's Open Diary

Aww....I feel the love!!! *thump thump*

I think that I'm going to go back to the gym tomorrow---the tight feeling in my chest is gone and my legs are so wrestless, they need to move!
 
How's our tiny size 6 sexy teacher doing today???:rotflmao:
Hope dat cough is gone!
Congrats on the band and 6!:hug2:
Yea the restless legs feeling... u feel as if u can run 5 miles right away!
 
Phew---made it through the week! My cold is gone and I can actually breathe again *breathes deeply* Ahh.....

Well, I haven't followed any form of diet at all this week---it's just too hard to diet, be sick, and remember to take medication but hopefully I'll get back into the swing of things on Monday...I'm feeling a wee bit unmotivated at the moment. :)
 
Eek! I'd better get my butt back in gear tomorrow---all the crap I've been eating this week is showing way too much on the scale!!!! Needless to say, I'm definately not 149.6 at the moment. :-( But I did it to myself so I can't be too sad. The ice cream, brownies, and danishes were yummy though!
 
Those items when typed together sound yummy! Ha.
I guess eating them once in a while is ok. So u dun fall into depression lol...
Those pounds will fall off when u get into gear again.
Here's to a better butt working week ahead!:jump:
 
Today was fine, began the end of the year clean-out on my classroom...taught the same lesson three periods in a row to the 5th graders (ugh!) and went to an 8th grade dance with my husband.

I told a kid (and not the first time I've used this phrase with my kids) 'You're annoying the crap out of me today' He gasped and I immediately thought---shit, he's so telling his mom. So I might hear it tomorrow, which would make it trip number two to the office for me saying something bad to a kid. Oh well, can't change it now so why bother sweatin' it until something comes of it right?

Also, the principal asked me and another teacher if we could put together a scene for the superintendents 'apple award' ceremony on Friday, fine, we picked the scene that the super. wanted and I talked to the principal about the sound system over there, they have hand held wireless mics--perfect! I told the other teacher and she's like, they're not using the headsets I said 'no, it's way to much work for a 10 minute presentation' and she said 'well if I have to do all this work, you have to work hard too!' I said 'I'm not spending a day setting up the sound system at another school (2 speakers on stands, a mixer, 5 head set mics, 5 routers, a radio, wires and extension cords--which all have to be channeled into the mixer and sound checked) for a 10 minute presentation.' She said 'I'm telling Cooper (principal)' I said 'Fine, we already talked about it' So at the end of the day she's like 'We're using the wireless headsets, I talked to Cooper and she's going to talk to you' I said 'I'm not setting it up...I'll call out on Friday before I spend my whole day (Field day mind you) setting up that pain in the ass sound system for a ten minute presentation.' It's ridiculous actually, her saying that I need to work harder when she's the one who missed at least 3 of the Cinderella rehearsals AND the last performance!!! She didn't put together the 16 page program, make the posters, flyers, and tickets! She didn't bother to sit down with the choreographer, the costume designer, or the set painter to get things all on level...Boy that bitch just pissed me off. I'm liable to go postal on her tomorrow if the principal pulls me into that office to say that I'm to take Friday morning and set up our sound system at a school that already has a sound system in place. There's no freakin' way I'm doing it. All the shit I've already done for her---they can hold a damn microphone in their hand. Grr...I'm so mad at her.
 
Self-sabotage. I just ate an entire bag of trail mix---purely out of spite. Yes, the scale is once again back in the damn 150's. I was a solid 149 on Sunday...and stupid me thought, 'wahoo! finally I'll never see the 150's again'. Grr. I'm eating right, exercising, taking the dog on walks in the evening, playing piano for about 40 minutes a day....all the things that should equal weight-loss---but no!!! f-in no, I'm so freakin' sick and tired of hovering in the flippin' 150's. WTF else do I have to do to get the freakin' numbers to go down. I'm so done with all this shit, I'm tired of workin' hard and seeing the same number over and freakin' over again.

I just ate 840 calories worth of trail mix in one sitting.
 
it happens - now don't let one event get you down for the rest of the day - don't use it as a reason to go all out splurging - those extra calories won't kill you in the long run and you know that :D just keep going forward ...
 
Hi Kaitie!! Remember where you are now, and where you were before you started this!!!! HUGE change!! So you over ate trail mix, it wasn't creme puffs!!! Be forgiving of yourself, this is a lifestyle change, something that you are going to be doing for a very long time. We all over do it sometimes (watch Beckster eat 3 pieces of Pizza Hut veggie lovers pizza). The numbers will change, just rein it in a little.
 
mmmmm....trailmix. I hope at least it was the stuff with real m&m's and peanuts. Thats the best. I havn't "visited" you in a long time Katie, glad to see your still holding your own with that lazy teacher that annoys the crap out of you. Is she gone after this school year or are they actually going to keep her on next year? I know your pain with your sound system, I have to lug ours around for the arts council every event we have a set it up, it takes hours to do speaker and mic checks and get the sound levels where musicians and dj's want it. Sometimes when I'm taking it back to the storage unit I want to bypass and take it straight to the dump.
 
Thanks everyone....the hubby told me to give up the diet until the end of the school year--take a break ya' know. I just feel like I keep getting no where, take a break, move an ounce, get no where again, take a break, and move another ounce....it's really pissin' me off.

I was good trail mix, my stomach is still bloated from eating the whole bag---well it's probably bloated from my lunch and dinner as well, which were both pasta. I haven't eaten pasta in months!

Sadly Iwan, the crazy lady will be back next year, and hopefully she'll have her own little room so I won't have to see her as much. I've never met someone so obnoxious in my entire life, and the funny thing is is that she thinks that she's all that and a bag of chips but really, she's just a mediocre teacher who's only going to do the job she was hired for and absolutely nothing else.

Sound systems = pain in the behind!! It's too much work!

What do you do for a living Iwan??
 
Hey you - I just wanted to say hi and I am glad to see you are feelign better and exercising agian :):):) I will start droppinin regularly !!!
 
I bought a bathing suit---and I went swimming today for the first time ever without wearing a t-shirt over my bathing suit to cover up the flab. :-O

Today is the start of our summer vacation and our double cardio routines. So far so good. I'm tellin' ya though, that scale had better start movin' down and stay movin' down.
 
I bought a bathing suit---and I went swimming today for the first time ever without wearing a t-shirt over my bathing suit to cover up the flab.
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you go there, girlfriend :) total hot stuff too :)

good for you for doing it
 
Kaitie said:
I bought a bathing suit---and I went swimming today for the first time ever without wearing a t-shirt over my bathing suit to cover up the flab. :-O

Today is the start of our summer vacation and our double cardio routines. So far so good. I'm tellin' ya though, that scale had better start movin' down and stay movin' down.
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Katie that's fantastic! Congrats to you!

The scale will start to move. Just continue to focus on all you've accomplished this far. THink back to day one and how you thought getting where you are today would take forever. Well its here and you deserve to be proud of yourself!

Go girl. I'm cheering for you!
 
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