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mishi said:
fake enthusiasm?? If feel so lied to!! Don't use those smilies unless you mean them!! ;) lol
Going to peel myself off the couch and post pics soon... have fallen... can't... get.... up...
Hope your week is going well!
oh yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :D
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I NEVER FAKE!! I'm not a good actor!! :D

Do you feel like a turtle caught on it's back yet? :D *waits to be slapped by pregnant woman*

Side note... I think we both sniffed the rubber cement in elementary school art class!!!!!!!!!!! ;) :D :D That explains so much!!
 
what???? It smelled good!! lmao
*flails arms helplessly* can't slap... sadly very much like a turtle on it's bad lol
Only 2 more months! Can't wait to feel "normal".... what??!! I can be "normal"... really!!
 
Josh was NAUGHTY last night!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!!!!

One of my best buddies called and delivered a LEFT HOOK to my heart!! DIVORCE CITY!!! He had been married 6 years and has 2 kids. I called my mom, and she came over to stay with my kiddos as they slept. I went to a restaurant/bar with my friend and proceeded to empathise, listen, and give easy advice for the next 5 hours. We drank 3 pitchers... two of us, and killed a 20 count wing platter. I only had 6 though!! He made a comment about how good I am doing, and wants to start working out with me and such... I work out at 430am!! I doubt he'll bring his ass over then. I was torn between comforting, and reliving events of my past divorce.... then I realized... I AM DOING FUCKING AWESOME, and want to try and help him as much as I can, and that means showing by example!! NO MORE BAR VISITS for a while!! Hope everyone has a great weekend!! ... FINALLY!
 
You did the right thing IMO--he needed you, you were there for him, and I'm sure your success and great attitude were a wonderful influence!!! :hurray:

Sometimes a homie just needs to kill 3 pitchers with his homeboy. What else is there to say??
 
Thanks Bunny! :)

Ha! Katt is pretty damn funny... especially all his "white friends" jokes... I saw this other one I'll have to try and find about how not to listen to "white" (rock) music.... funny as hell! I'm gonna look for it now. :D Have a great weekend... like that's any question, right?? :smash:
 
Nope! :D

Tonight it's SUBWIZE's 1st anniversary party at Cafe Mare in Santa Cruz and I'm wearing my most beautiful dress I own, for the first time! Saturday I work, of course, but I was thinking of having Chris teach me some tactical combat skills ;) And Sunday I have to do a wine tasting for my boss because she's out of town--it happens to be at a fancy Safeway in my hometown, and my entire family plans on cruising by :D
 
Ha! No doubt for sure!! Bet you'll look terrific in your new dress!!!
Tactical combat could be fun?? :D I hope Chris is feeling better lately.
Work on Sunday?? At least family will swing by... What is a "Safeway"?? I'm a fly-over country resident... is it a nice grocery store???
 
Safeway, hmmm, what would be the Ohio equivalent? It's the NorCal equivalent of Vons if that means anything to you, if you know SoCal.....which you probably don't. Safeway is a chain grocery store that used to suck, but to follow the "healthy trend" they're adding organic and all-natty supply aisles, and many are renovating the wine department to be fancier like Whole Foods. There are several "Super Safeways" now, with temperature-controlled rooms for wine and different lighting, and winery features with a tiny "tasting area" free for shoppers. This job is for my broker-employer, so I'll be pouring 3 wines from 3 different wineries for which we broker.
 
Sorry to hear about your friend!!:( I hope that healing comes his way. It' always good to know that with any ending there is always a NEW BEGINNING!!! ...A lot of times...I think a WHOLE BETTER life is just around the corner for us...we just don't know it yet, and YES YOU ARE DOING FUCK%(*n AMAZING....HELPING HIM FOLLOW YOUR STEPS IS RIGHT!!!! :iagree:....

...who else would you want to follow :confused:, other than a precise, loving, dedicated, sympathetic, funny, BUFF, calculated engineer.....to PLAN and DEVISE you a plan to happiness and BUFFNESS in no time!!!!!! ;):D ....shit I don't...

...lead the way Partner!!! :D!!! You are a hell of a friend :iagree:...and 6 wings ain't shit! LOL!!!
 
Awesome Job Super Dude! :hurray:
(that's yer new nickname from me now.) :sifone:

Yer doin' GREAT AND you're an awesome person!

:seeya: Have A Goal Reachin' Monday!

<3 Stacy
 
Alta818 said:
Sorry to hear about your friend!!:( I hope that healing comes his way. It' always good to know that with any ending there is always a NEW BEGINNING!!! ...A lot of times...I think a WHOLE BETTER life is just around the corner for us...we just don't know it yet, and YES YOU ARE DOING FUCK%(*n AMAZING....HELPING HIM FOLLOW YOUR STEPS IS RIGHT!!!! :iagree:....

...who else would you want to follow :confused:, other than a precise, loving, dedicated, sympathetic, funny, BUFF, calculated engineer.....to PLAN and DEVISE you a plan to happiness and BUFFNESS in no time!!!!!! ;):D ....shit I don't...

...lead the way Partner!!! :D!!! You are a hell of a friend :iagree:...and 6 wings ain't shit! LOL!!!
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Thanks Alta! I agree about BETTER things, even if you don't see it at first! It's been a long 6-7months for me, but my head, and heart are in a good place right now. THANKS for your compliments!!! YOU ROCK!!! :) :) :)
 
Busy ass week update!!!

Tuesday- 40 minutes elliptical, 35 minutes Heavybag!! 8.5 on JZ scale!
Eating- GOOD and CLEAN.

Wednesday-Upperbody workout... great... included my 275 bench!! STILL VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!! 9.5 on scale!

Eating- Very good!

Thursday - 30 minutes tread, 30 minutes elliptical, 30 minutes heavybag!!!
Eating- Spot on... until I had 1.5 PITCHERS, yes PITCHERS of beer and 6 wings with my buddy in need!!!

Friday - Lowerbody workout!! 6.5 on JZ scale.... FUCK BEER!!! :D :D Forced, but completed!

Eating- nothing all day... I had a sour stomach.... but for some reason, thought pizza with my kids would fix it for dinner!!! WTF??? I'm an idiot sometimes!!! Felt like shit due to it, and choosing a "BAD" lifestyle the day before, and really felt down on myself about the poor ass decision!!

Saturday -45 minutes on treadmill!

Eating - ON!! A good return to the great stuff!

Sunday - A little R&R. Only had boys hockey. Then we went to open skate... it was fun! I got a compliment about how well my kids do in public, and about how great it is to see "dads" out and active with their kids... if she only knew!!! ;) :)
Regardless... a good week because I felt good helping my bud!

I won't be "slippin'" this week... I have to hit it real hard!!!
 
Hello JZ!! Try not to sweat the rough week to much. Shit happens you are back on the ball and the past is the past. You are going to kick butt this week and it will be like last week never happened;)
Moving on and moving up!!
Hope you have a great week!!
 
hey jazzyjz...you still sound on track...dont let a little beer and a wing make you feel guilty...you are working out great and you deserve a small treat every now and again (keep it within reason and you are fine)

have a great week!
 
Mishi and Kare - Thanks! I am back on track this week. Life just threw a curve ball last week is all! Due to that, and my it's not going to hurt attitude... I GAINED 2 pounds!!! I am not going to change my weight ticker, because it is probably off already!! I've been busting ass, and doing great!! Maybe I needed that "episode" to put things into perspective... THIS IS FOR LIFE, and I move in the right direction 99.9% of the time anyways, so I'm not going to let it phase me. In the past, I would have let one slip lead to a LANDSLIDE... not this time!! :) :)
 
Hey JZ
I should have posted in here sooner I have enjoyed reading your posts. I just got through posting my own let down on my thread about having a bad day yesterday myself and then I see that you are working through a little gain yourself. But it looks like you have got a handle on it now.Good job dude!
 
jzthedetermined said:
I got a compliment about how well my kids do in public, and about how great it is to see "dads" out and active with their kids... if she only knew!!! ;) :)
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:hurray: HAHA! You rock, J!

Gaining a couple pounds happens. You're such a badass you're not used to it, but don't fret--I gained a few pounds also, but just like you, I'm not gonna let it bring me down--it's actually just motivating me to step it up :gnrosi: Have a great day today! :hug2:
 
I gained too...................

I hate to say it but you and I may be people who can't drink. I want to cry as I write that. I love drinking! Great job with turning something like 2 lbs into a positive! I wish I could be like you!!!!!!! ALRIGHT. CHIN UP. LET'S DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!
 
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