jzthedetermined's Journal

jzthedetermined said:
WORST NIGHT I"VE HAD SINCE FINDING OUT MY EX WIFE WANTED A DIVORCE... won't get into it, it's very personal shit, but just wanted to shed some light on things if my posts get a little down for a while!!!
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Aaawww, im sorry, I wish that once we divorced someone they would leave our lives for good and we would never have to deal with them.But it seems once they leave and when children are involved the involvement becomes more and worse.

My ex never has time for my daughter, cant be bothered with her...however he can be bothered to keep tryign make our lives hell and control us , well me...every chance he gets.

Ive been seperated for over 4 years...and it gets worse when he is in a relationship

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Im not sure what you are dealing with, but I mihgt be able to related, if ya need to vent/chat, you can do that with me...
 
So sorry you are going through crap! Just get through whatever it is and come out stronger on the other side. You've already proven you can do that.
 
So sorry dear about the ex being a %*#&@ last night. Dontcha just wish sometimes you could punch out a woman without feeling like a total cad? :)

Whatever it is/was, I hope it blows over/gets resolved soon. :hug2:

Just think about yoga-inspired sex to take your mind off it. ;)
 
Thanks everyone for the support for an event you don't even know about!! Damn this is one great place to be! :) So, it WAS not a situation with the EX that has me twisted up, it's a SELF INFLICTED heart ache! I ended what could have been a very good relationship last night due to a few different reasons!! Mainly, my EXTREME desire to not get hurt, and to not hurt anyone else. It was new, and exciting, but at the same time, I know I'm NOT ready for any relationship... I have to love myself before I can move on to a new relationship! I ended things because I felt sure things would end badly(worse) if I let them continue because of where I CURRENTLY am in life. I need to get my "new" life down, and comfortable before adding anyone, no matter HOW AMAZING they are!!! I stand by my convictions, but it still hurts pretty bad........

All of this in a "Weight Loss Forum"... What an ASS I am! You ever hear the saying... "Nice guys finish last!"... story of my life due to ALWAYS doing the right and proper thing... well at least as I see it!

Enough about that, on to the weight loss chat... and jokes... and great people who are all in the same boat!

Thanks! :grouphug:
 
Curvie Girlie said:
Maybe you could be a P.T.!
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RRRRRrrrrrriiiiiggggghhhhhtttttt, That's exactly what the fitness world needs more of.... a "one trick pony"!!! :D Hey, I'm JZ, Im a P.T., and today, and all days, we are going to do wall sits.... who's with me??? *insert cricket sounds here* :D

Curvie Girlie said:
On the other night: You have stuck my curiosity! You're very intelligent and very wise, I respect you, J. :hug2:
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Thanks, but sometimes it's a thin line between Wise and Stupid... get what I'm saying?? Kinda like genious and insane!
 
When you post here daily and read eachother`s diaries and so on you become a part of their lives:)And alot of stuff gets uncovered while loosing weight and rediscovering yourselférefinding yourself...

Bottom line is we are your friends, here to support you through no matter what and this is your diary:)!
 
jzthedetermined said:
Thanks everyone for the support for an event you don't even know about!! Damn this is one great place to be! :) So, it WAS not a situation with the EX that has me twisted up, it's a SELF INFLICTED heart ache! I ended what could have been a very good relationship last night due to a few different reasons!! Mainly, my EXTREME desire to not get hurt, and to not hurt anyone else. It was new, and exciting, but at the same time, I know I'm NOT ready for any relationship... I have to love myself before I can move on to a new relationship! I ended things because I felt sure things would end badly(worse) if I let them continue because of where I CURRENTLY am in life. I need to get my "new" life down, and comfortable before adding anyone, no matter HOW AMAZING they are!!! I stand by my convictions, but it still hurts pretty bad........

All of this in a "Weight Loss Forum"... What an ASS I am! You ever hear the saying... "Nice guys finish last!"... story of my life due to ALWAYS doing the right and proper thing... well at least as I see it!

Enough about that, on to the weight loss chat... and jokes... and great people who are all in the same boat!

Thanks! :grouphug:
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well, it sounds like you are learning about yourself..and i am sorry you are hurt and sad..but maybe once you feel emotionally stronger...maybe you can meet under different circumstances....i think you are very strong..and sweet...and deserve to be ecstatically happy.....

Maybe you will get tulips some day from the right someone :)
 
Well, it's about damn time you did love yourself. What's not to love? You're a great dad, and an attractive, funny, caring, intelligent, interesting pervert of a man..lol. We all think you're fantastic, and so should you. Hell, your wall sits alone should have you head over heals in love with yourself. :D
 
jzthedetermined said:
RRRRRrrrrrriiiiiggggghhhhhtttttt, That's exactly what the fitness world needs more of.... a "one trick pony"!!! :D Hey, I'm JZ, Im a P.T., and today, and all days, we are going to do wall sits.... who's with me??? *insert cricket sounds here* :D
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The term LOL is tossed around a lot, but this one actually got an audible chuckle.

Now I gotta go do some wall sits. :banghead:
 
cinderelly said:
When you post here daily and read eachother`s diaries and so on you become a part of their lives:)And alot of stuff gets uncovered while loosing weight and rediscovering yourselférefinding yourself...

Bottom line is we are your friends, here to support you through no matter what and this is your diary:)!
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Thanks again Relly. :)
 
Karebare said:
well, it sounds like you are learning about yourself..and i am sorry you are hurt and sad..but maybe once you feel emotionally stronger...maybe you can meet under different circumstances....i think you are very strong..and sweet...and deserve to be ecstatically happy.....

Maybe you will get tulips some day from the right someone :)
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Thanks Kare! :) Wise words, and I do appreciate the thought of receiving "flowers"!! ;) :D :)
 
I gotta say good for you! You know where you are mentally and didn't want to hurt her by not being true to yourself and leading the girl on. There needs to be more guys like you! I am sorry it hurt. That really does suck but overall you did the right thing by being honest and I am sure it saved a lot of future hurt. I met a few guys that were not in a good place after bad relationships and they led me on and it was very painful and frustrating and scarring! It's so much better when all parties are ready.

lol wise and stupid. We all have our moments! I would do wall sits with you!!... well try any way. I haven't done one in awhile... I think I can hold it for all of twenty seconds??? lol
 
After running 7.5 miles yesterday, and jumping rope for an hour today, all I could do was one measly minute. I need some sleep. :banghead:
 
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