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[jzthedetermined]

The term LOL is tossed around a lot, but this one actually got an audible chuckle.

Now I gotta go do some wall sits.

Great, I'm good for one a week, and I spent it on a TUESDAY!!!

 

[jzthedetermined]

I gotta say good for you! You know where you are mentally and didn't want to hurt her by not being true to yourself and leading the girl on. There needs to be more guys like you! I am sorry it hurt. That really does suck but overall you did the right thing by being honest and I am sure it saved a lot of future hurt. I met a few guys that were not in a good place after bad relationships and they led me on and it was very painful and frustrating and scarring! It's so much better when all parties are ready.

lol wise and stupid. We all have our moments! I would do wall sits with you!!... well try any way. I haven't done one in awhile... I think I can hold it for all of twenty seconds??? lol

I just HOPE the other person involved in this "event" can come to see it your way... and mine actually. Thanks for the kind words Mishi... I really appreciate them.

 

[jzthedetermined]

sounds like a bit of wall sit club might be forming?? lol

The line forms to the right.... It doubles as the line for S&M too!

 

[jzthedetermined]

After running 7.5 miles yesterday, and jumping rope for an hour today, all I could do was one measly minute. I need some sleep.

Damn Trops!! If I did all of that first... I wouldn't even try a sit!!! That makes me want to get this shrinking fat ass running.... maybe that CP to 5K thing... I'll have to see. I just really can't leave my kids at home alone to go running, but I have a mill.... it's just so damn boring!!! We shall see.

 

[jzthedetermined]

Tuesday

AM CARDIO... my fav!! Jumprope followed by heavybag!! I did 3,212 jumps in 45 minutes!!! I have to go back and see, that may have beaten my last "attempt" at 5,000!! From today now, I'm keeping a little notebook next to my counting rope to keep it simple!! Followed that with45 on the heavybag.... I got out quite a bit of feelings there... just pretended I was knocking myself around a little bit!

Eating.... FANFRICKIN'TASTIC!!! I hit hit just under my calories with 5 left, and all my protein consumed!! That, was rare to be so close, I thought about having a TIC TAC to hit it exactly!!

On to tomorrow!!!

 

[Karebare]

sounds like a bit of wall sit club might be forming?? lol

is that the same as squat thrusts?

 

[MissErin]

AM CARDIO... my fav!! Jumprope followed by heavybag!! I did 3,212 jumps in 45 minutes!!! I have to go back and see, that may have beaten my last "attempt" at 5,000!! From today now, I'm keeping a little notebook next to my counting rope to keep it simple!! Followed that with45 on the heavybag.... I got out quite a bit of feelings there... just pretended I was knocking myself around a little bit!

Eating.... FANFRICKIN'TASTIC!!! I hit hit just under my calories with 5 left, and all my protein consumed!! That, was rare to be so close, I thought about having a TIC TAC to hit it exactly!!

On to tomorrow!!!

Congratulations and all of the very best with your diet, your life, love, and future!!!!

I would love to see how you keep progressing, but it looks like I'll be deleting my account right after this. Just too much going on to keep up with all this... too hard.

All the best.

 

[jzthedetermined]

is that the same as squat thrusts?

How dare you come in here and talk dirty to me in my own "house"!!

 

[bikinibound]

Hey, no need to get nasty!!!

Thanks for what you really wrote!

It takes one to know one, right?

I meant everything I wrote.

 

[jzthedetermined]

Congratulations and all of the very best with your diet, your life, love, and future!!!!

I would love to see how you keep progressing, but it looks like I'll be deleting my account right after this. Just too much going on to keep up with all this... too hard.

All the best.

Thanks Erin. I appreciate the goodluck wishes, and return the same to you!! Hopefully, your life will become calmer and You will find the time to focus on what's really important... you!

 

[mishi]

The line forms to the right.... It doubles as the line for S&M too!

I never realized those were intertwined... explains a lot lol

 

[thecabbie]

JZ, up for a chat amigo?

 

[i_love_muscle]

WORST NIGHT I"VE HAD SINCE FINDING OUT MY EX WIFE WANTED A DIVORCE... won't get into it, it's very personal shit, but just wanted to shed some light on things if my posts get a little down for a while!!!

You're the third guy this week (yep, it's only Tuesday) whose wife told them she wanted a divorce.

That just sucks

Thanks everyone for the support for an event you don't even know about!! Damn this is one great place to be! So, it WAS not a situation with the EX that has me twisted up, it's a SELF INFLICTED heart ache! I ended what could have been a very good relationship last night due to a few different reasons!! Mainly, my EXTREME desire to not get hurt, and to not hurt anyone else. It was new, and exciting, but at the same time, I know I'm NOT ready for any relationship... I have to love myself before I can move on to a new relationship! I ended things because I felt sure things would end badly(worse) if I let them continue because of where I CURRENTLY am in life. I need to get my "new" life down, and comfortable before adding anyone, no matter HOW AMAZING they are!!! I stand by my convictions, but it still hurts pretty bad........

All of this in a "Weight Loss Forum"... What an ASS I am! You ever hear the saying... "Nice guys finish last!"... story of my life due to ALWAYS doing the right and proper thing... well at least as I see it!

Enough about that, on to the weight loss chat... and jokes... and great people who are all in the same boat!

Thanks!

I'm going to step out on a limb and say that the people on this forum are the nicest group of people I've ever chatted with. In fact, it's been an honor to read everybody's posts and get an insight into your struggles. I feel blessed that the members here share such intimate details of their trials and tribulations in their journeys.

That being said, you're not an ass JZ. And nice guys don't always finish last ... not if you're talking about (OK here I go again!!!) integrity, honesty, respect, kindness, etc. etc. Those are the things that matter in the long run.

There's a lot of support here. More than I've ever seen anywhere else. We all know you're hurting right now because most of us know what it feels like. And since most people here have really big hearts, I think there's going to be a lot of loving' vibes being sent your way

All the best to you, JZ.

 

[Trops]

JZ, I know that it might not be much, but at times like this remember that being the "nice guy" and all, also means that you are being the best role model to you kids. We sacrifice everything for them to become the best people posible and it's all worth it. Rock on, bro.

 

[jzthedetermined]

You're the third guy this week (yep, it's only Tuesday) whose wife told them she wanted a divorce.

That just sucks

NO. I already am divorced. Officially 5 months ago. This was a "new" event, but thanks for your apathy.

I'm going to step out on a limb and say that the people on this forum are the nicest group of people I've ever chatted with. In fact, it's been an honor to read everybody's posts and get an insight into your struggles. I feel blessed that the members here share such intimate details of their trials and tribulations in their journeys.

That being said, you're not an ass JZ. And nice guys don't always finish last ... not if you're talking about (OK here I go again!!!) integrity, honesty, respect, kindness, etc. etc. Those are the things that matter in the long run.

There's a lot of support here. More than I've ever seen anywhere else. We all know you're hurting right now because most of us know what it feels like. And since most people here have really big hearts, I think there's going to be a lot of loving' vibes being sent your way

All the best to you, JZ.

I agree completely, and you are definately included in the "great people" here. Thanks.

 

[jzthedetermined]

JZ, I know that it might not be much, but at times like this remember that being the "nice guy" and all, also means that you are being the best role model to you kids. We sacrifice everything for them to become the best people posible and it's all worth it. Rock on, bro.

Thanks Trops. You are completely right.

Now on to other things.

 

[i_love_muscle]

NO. I already am divorced. Officially 5 months ago. This was a "new" event, but thanks for your apathy.

My error babe

 

[jzthedetermined]

Wednesday

AM Lowerbody workout... very respectable. NO WALL SIT.... maybe on monday next week. I performed my usual routine as circuit... I am a big beleiver in this now... It kicks my butt pretty well!!

Eating... straight from the big blue cooler I pack myself!! All good stuff.

Fairly good day.

 

[paulab_5]

Hey bud! Great job on the wall sits... if I could do them that long, my ass would be a SHELF!!! LOL!!!

 

[Trops]

JZ, I was at the gym tonight and thought, "You know what would round this out nicely? A wall sit." I looked around and there was not one place to do it. Every wall had a mirror on it, and I'm not going to be the guy who cracks a mirror trying to wall sit on it. Oh, well, next time.