Mands
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This is my first entry to a new thinner me. I know she's somewhere inside of me! It has been quite a journey to get where I am today - 25kg in about 3 years!
I'm 33 years old and weigh 90kg with a length of 1.65m. Obese? When I used to hear this word I thought "how do people let go so badly". Yet here I am myself.
An emotional rollercoaster caused by cancer! My mom had it for 8 years where she fought with her heart & soul! But 2008 the body couldn't anymore and she thought that it was time to go "rest" with our heavenly Father and meet up again with my dad.
For the last 3 years until that day my life was committed to making her comfy, spoiling her, making her laugh & being positive. Always laughing & having gentle words to try and make her forget the pain. Which meant no time or energy left for me. But it didn't matter - as long as she felt my love & care for her.
After a year and 7 months I've decided to take control back of "ME". No more excuses and living in the past!
Apologies for the long history story but I wanted you to understand how I got here. However from here it's positivity, encouragement and determination! 60kg here I come - ready or not!
I did my bloodtests on Wednesday morning, so I'm hoping to get my eating plan soon! I'm so excited and determined!:
I will not let this "monster" defeat me - I'm in charge of this body and mind and I will loose the weight and look fabulous
again!
To all the newbies - we can do this hey? This site is so motivational and everybody that has lost weight WELL DONE whooohooo!!
I'm inspired by your journeys and hopefully we can help each along this road!
Will let u know as soon as I get my diet!
Happy losing seeya:
I'm 33 years old and weigh 90kg with a length of 1.65m. Obese? When I used to hear this word I thought "how do people let go so badly". Yet here I am myself.
An emotional rollercoaster caused by cancer! My mom had it for 8 years where she fought with her heart & soul! But 2008 the body couldn't anymore and she thought that it was time to go "rest" with our heavenly Father and meet up again with my dad.
For the last 3 years until that day my life was committed to making her comfy, spoiling her, making her laugh & being positive. Always laughing & having gentle words to try and make her forget the pain. Which meant no time or energy left for me. But it didn't matter - as long as she felt my love & care for her.
After a year and 7 months I've decided to take control back of "ME". No more excuses and living in the past!
Apologies for the long history story but I wanted you to understand how I got here. However from here it's positivity, encouragement and determination! 60kg here I come - ready or not!
I did my bloodtests on Wednesday morning, so I'm hoping to get my eating plan soon! I'm so excited and determined!:
I will not let this "monster" defeat me - I'm in charge of this body and mind and I will loose the weight and look fabulous
again! To all the newbies - we can do this hey? This site is so motivational and everybody that has lost weight WELL DONE whooohooo!!
I'm inspired by your journeys and hopefully we can help each along this road!
Will let u know as soon as I get my diet!
Happy losing seeya:
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