So I weighed in... another 1.5 down! OH BABY!!! Man I was so nervous for nothing!
Thanks so much for your comments! I really appreciate you all stopping in and reading.
Lol thanks Day, it was funny now looking back... Potato salad used to be one of my FAVOURITE things ever. Every Christmas Mum used to make this wicked batch of it and I reckon I used to eat most of it!!!
Thanks Cabbie, yeah the woman on the package of the kettleball thing looks like a female Arnold Schwarzenegger!!!
Hey Tigpuppy - I didn't realise that a lack of protein could do that! I've actually started really trying to eat protein. I've given up being vegetarian for the greater good of a balanced diet. I'm now eating chicken breast and the leanest steak I can find at the butcher. I'm incorporating it into my stirfries. It's still early days though

I tried eating boiled eggs, but I have to give that away, they just revolt me and I had to hold my nose while chewing them. The last one I had made me heave though, so guess they're not for me
I bought some low fat cottage cheese yesterday as I read it is also high in protein, and am happy about that, because I love it.
I know the baked dinner wouldn't have killed me, it was more knowing I'd end up eating a massive lot of oily potatoes etc. Hidden inside is still that 'all or nothing' mentality that I really hate about myself.
It's hard to gauge how many calories I used to eat in a day because I would load up on junk food one (well more like 6 in a row) day then have barely anything the next one or two to 'make up' for it. I'm trying to just get stability and regularity happening, so my body hopefully gets back to a normal pattern. I'll try and do the calorie counting!!!
Yesterday:
Breakfast - 250ml light soy milk and a big banana.
Lunch - Meat and veggie stirfry with brown rice (soy, ginger and sesame marinade).
Dinner - 1/2 cup of low fat cottage cheese and a salad with 1 slice of grainy wholemeal bread.
Snacks through the day - Some raw almonds and walnuts and a handful of black grapes.
I think that's about 1100 calories but will try and be more acurate today.
Big sigh of relief and sorry for the gargantuan post!!