Hi everyone, I am 19 years old, female and weighing in at my heaviest ever weight of 220 pounds. It's so upsetting and I'm angry at myself because I allowed myself to get to this point. I want to change the way I am, I want to be able to go into a food place without feeling uncomfortable, not feel like everyone is staring at me and thinking 'ohmygod she's so fat'. I've just had ENOUGH!!!
So, yesterday, through this website I started the biggest loser challenge and this will be my diary so I can write down thoughts, feelings and that. I want it soooo bad, just want to crack on.
Day 2: 20th jan - having a cracking day so far
, have only eaten 650 calories so far, drank nothing but water and feeling really pleased even though it's day 2 lol. I managed to fit in some exercise on the wii before breakfast but plans for the gym were ruined when my ill mummy wanted driving around, but hopefully with the low calorie intake today, I'll be okay.
So, yesterday, through this website I started the biggest loser challenge and this will be my diary so I can write down thoughts, feelings and that. I want it soooo bad, just want to crack on.
Day 2: 20th jan - having a cracking day so far
, have only eaten 650 calories so far, drank nothing but water and feeling really pleased even though it's day 2 lol. I managed to fit in some exercise on the wii before breakfast but plans for the gym were ruined when my ill mummy wanted driving around, but hopefully with the low calorie intake today, I'll be okay.