Jaclyn's NEW Diary

Hey, Lerato. Thanks for dropping in. The brand of veggie products is Morningstar Farms. Good stuff. I don't know if it's made outside of the states, but the website is .

So another day another dollar. I'm so exhausted and I'm going down to Fort Lauderdale on Friday, which you all know how that usually goes for me. Ughhhh, they all drive me nuts. Family, friends, the speed limit. I go crazy when I'm there. But one of my friends is moving to Arizona, and then the love of my life is dating some nasty girl I have to rescue him from. I gotta go.

Dan's driving me nuts. It's been a month since we broke up and he hasn't come to get his stuff from my apartment. So at least three times a week we make plans to get together so that he can get his stuff, and he keeps cancelling them. I'm in no mood to see him, but I want to just get it over with. I told him he should come by my work tomorrow to get everything, so I hope he does.

Breakfast:
Honey Nut Cheerios (150)
Orange Juice (50)

Snack:
Carrots (30)

Lunch:
1 slice of pizza (250)
Salad (100)
Garlic Knot (100)

Dinner:
Corkscrew Pasta (300)

Dessert:
1 Cupcake (250)
 
You are the walking postergril for Morningstar! LOL
Good luck on the weekend! And rescue that buddy. Not that you asked, but box up that boy's stuff and drop it on his doorstep!
LOL
Totallyscrappy
 
have a good time!! it always helps to get away. get that boy his stuff back and then in a few months he will lookat you and say...damn shes hot! i wish i didnt break up with her...and u can say hahaha no!! and walk away from that.
 
Hey Chica! Hope your'e enjoying your stay in FL. I recommend packing up his junk and shipping it to him if he can't get his act together to pick it all up! :)
 
Hey guys.
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Well, first of all, Dan got his stuff before I left for Fort Lauderdale and I'm done with that. And glad. He drove me nuts.

On a second note, for those of you who remember my friend Eric, who told me he had feelings for me when I first started dating Dan, I have news for you. He lives back in Fort Lauderdale where I'm from, and we've been friends for years. Recently we admitted our feelings for each other, but I was dating Dan. As soon as Eric told me he had feelings for me I was like, repellent against Dan. Our relationship was a mess from there and now, of course you know it's over. However, just when I broke up with Dan, Eric started dating this girl, who is a friend of one of our mutual friends. Yikes. Well, I got there Friday night and called him Saturday and he was IN ORLANDO! I was super-pissed. He was also with her. Oh man, was I angry. I considered not seeing him during the time I was there, and I ignored his calls all day Sunday, but by Sunday night I felt like I had to call him, so I did. He was with her, but he made up an excuse and took her home and came to see me. We talked all night and he told me he went to Orlando as a spur of the moment thing, but also because he's considering moving back here. He also told me he isn't too crazy about her, and we talked about us again. Then we were okay for the next few days, and then last night I had to meet her. She didn't have much of a personality and she isn't too cute either. We were both really quiet the whole time. Well, I figured it was pretty much futile, that he was with her and that was it. But then today...

we kissed.

:eek:

For awhile too. I don't know what we're going to do now. It wasn't weird or awkward at all. It was so good. But I don't know what's going to happen now.

I also didn't gain any weight while I was there. In fact, I weighed in at 168. Success.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
 
hey there!

that sounds like a pretty amazing development... i had read back a while ago about the eric thing in your diary!

it's a good sign that it wasn't at all awkward... and it also doesn't sound like their relationship is exactly solid as a rock, as he dropped her to come see you!

i hope things progress well... keep us all informed dobviously! ;)

oh yeah and well done on maintaining too btw!! :p !!
 
*whistles* look at you go girl! Haha.. right on - I love those unawkward kisses that lead to awkward days to come.. haha.. butterflies. O0o0o.. I wish I could go back in time and do all that over agian with my boy! :)
 
Don't get too excited guys. I'm still worried about how this thing with Eric will pan out, since we're living three hours away from each other. I mean, I'm still excited about it...in fact, I can't stop thinking about it. But I don't want to get my hopes up.

I worked today. Work work work. I'm also trying to write my weight-loss memoir for my non-fiction class. It's harder than I thought it would be.

Breakfast:
Life Cereal with skim (150)
Orange Juice (50)

Snack:
Fat Free Pudding (100)

Lunch:
1 slice Pizza (250)
Salad (100)
Garlic Knots (100)

Dinner:
Morningstar Chik Tenders (190)
2 Morningstar Broccoli Bites (190)

Dessert:
2 bites of raspberry sherbert (20)
 
Wow...I read your diary about kissing Eric and it made me smile for you! I love those akward moments as well...but they are always good while they last even if it becomes more akward. I had an akward moment with my husband on our first date when we were dating...we ended up making out and were late meeting the couple we were meeting up with to go out with...oopss...i guess it did kinda look bad on our part but look at where we are now...married and happy!! But I do miss those fun times...that all goes away when you get married hahah jk....good luck and if it is meant to be it will happen!! Good job on keeping up with you diet while away!
 
Good morning! Just stopping by to check in on you. Don't worry about Eric. If it is meant to work out, it will. When I met my now hubby, we lived 2 1/2 hours apart and only saw each other on weekends, until he came one weekend and never left. :rolleyes: Got married just a few months after that and still together 12 years later.

Good luck on writing about your weight loss. I know you will do a great job on it, and who knows, it may someday be read by someone who gains inspiration from it. :D
 
everytime I hear about you kissing eric, i get a little smile on my face.

My first true love (and you'd think he still was) was named eric. I actually just had (another) dream about him last night.

ANYWAYS.....glad everythings going well for ya hun! Happy st. patties day!
 
Hehehe, I won't lie, I am excited! I just don't want to get disappointed, but he and I have been friends for over 8 years and we've always had something between us and now it's finally starting to develop...but there's that other girl, and I know him too well. He's going to feel guilty about kissing me while he was dating someone else and he'll hang onto her for too long based on his guilt alone. Even though it felt really right for us to kiss. I'm going back there in three weeks, so hopefully I'll have some time to talk to him (and kiss him more) then.

I got to sleep early last night and slept in this morning. Working today, 1-10. Blah. But at least it keeps me busy. I had a nice breakfast--

Breakfast:
Whole Wheat English Muffin (100)
1 Well Done Egg (70)
2 Slices Veggie Bacon (60)
Orange Juice (50)
 
Hahaha, you're so funny Totallyscrappy. You guys crack me up.

I'm trying to write my weight loss memoir and it's pretty tough.

I worked alll day. Blargh. I already posted breakast, so here's lunch and dinner-

Lunch:
1/2 Garden Po'Boy (200)
French Onion Soup (70)
Baked Lays (70)

Snack:
Fat Free Frozen Yogurt (100)

Dinner:
Lean Cuisine Fettucine (270)

Dessert:
Cupcake with 1/2 cup ice cream (300)
 
Hey guys,

So yesterday I worked 8:30-4 and then went straight to the Citrus Bowl to work the Supercross from 4-8. The life in the day of a Ticketmaster employee. Needless to say, my eating wasn't exactly perfect, but it wasn't disgusting. I'm going grocery (and bathing suit) shopping today. :eek:

The good news is that I wrote my memoir! I always do this thing where I have writer's block and then all of a sudden I just sit down and something comes out and I write and write until I'm done. I have to polish it up of course, but when I'm done anyone who would like to read it is welcome to. It's 9 pages, so I'm not quite sure how to go about posting it here.

I'm still all silly about Eric. Kissing him was so good and I want to do it again so badly. But for the first time ever in our friendship I feel unsure about talking to him. I'm afraid that he's going to feel weird now. And I SO don't want him to, because it was so nice. That other girl is really cramping my style.

Food later.
 
Dont worry about kissing Eric...I mean how do you not worry right? If it is meant to be it will happen...and if you feel akward..the best thing to do is talk to him about it...ecspecially if he is feeling the same way. good luck with it though!
 
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