I had a good workout yesterday. 70 mins of The Firm body sculpt with a bar. It was a pretty tough workout but I powered though it. I was pretty defeated to being with though. I put on shorts to workout in and I havent been in shorts for some time and I ALWAYS think my legs look better than they do... and well it makes me think I have WAAAYYY more to lose than I think. I'm still pretty huge on the bottom and its pretty discusting.... It just so happened that yesterday morning while at the grocery store there was a young woman wearing short shorts who caught Step's eye... and I said sorry that I'm not that skinny nor will I ever have legs like hers.... sigh.... I could say someday... but honestly I dont know if I'll ever have the legs I want no matter how hard I try.....![]()
Things with my Mom are going well. She had a rough first week but still managed to lose 3.5lbs. I was VERY happy with those results and I'm sure that next week will prove to be just as productive.
I'm not really feeling the love from my team and that's cool.
Things with my Mom are going well. She had a rough first week but still managed to lose 3.5lbs.
Who DOESN'T have a rough first week, right? Remind her that no one really cares or is judging her, as cold as that seems. You and Steph are sweet to walk with her!I'm still pretty huge on the bottom and its pretty discusting.... It just so happened that yesterday morning while at the grocery store there was a young woman wearing short shorts who caught Step's eye... and I said sorry that I'm not that skinny nor will I ever have legs like hers.... sigh.... I could say someday... but honestly I dont know if I'll ever have the legs I want no matter how hard I try.....![]()

Ahhhh girlie, breakin' my heart here!! We have to accept our body types and love them. That girl may have had smaller thighs but I bet your waist was smaller!! Don't be so hard on yourself. You are so beautiful! Love your strong legs...they are what is carrying you through this life.
I'm the same way about shorts...I don't work out in them. At least not yet. I always wear capri or full length workout pants. The only time I bear my legs is when I swim in my full piece and man does my bootie look hideous. But you know what? I find it motivating. I want a firm tight butt and that is why I push myself so hard in my workouts.
I'm so glad you are on Team 1. Just because you are smaller doesn't mean you can't have a huge impact. Besides...losing those last few pounds are the hardest! If you could get to your goal in this challenge that would be amazing! That is what I am shooting to do. I want to be 135lbs at the end...but if I make it to the 130's I will consider it a success!!
Keep your chin up and love yourself!!
I just need to stop talking about it and start doing it!!
Hello, 700-950 calorie daily deficits!!!
Wish I could manage THAT!I don't have any female support in my life right now... yeah all my gal pals know I want to lose but they think its excessive....
Asshole! He didn't like muscular thighs, imagine that? WHATEVER! But it's a damn shame you don't have girl-love around you--I had already lamented that some time ago so I'm glad you get some help from us on here!I’ve also been researching running plans. I downloaded one last year but the amount of miles per week intimated me. I wasn’t ready for that kind of commitment. I am ready now, more because running is going to make my legs SEXY and honestly there is NOTHING I want more. I really do hate my legs. I am happy with the rest of my body but my lower half just doesn’t match the top… almost like I’m 2 halfs of different people. And I won’t lie I am super self conscientious about it and I think when I am having a “fat” day it’s because of my lower half… always… I don’t know how I can have a fat day when my top is to tiny ya know?
January 16, 2009
Thought I would check in. I’ve been posting more in the Team 1 thread lately. I really think this challenge has given me the motivation I need to get down these last few pounds. And when I say few I really mean like 20.
The spring semester begins next Tuesday. I am indifferent. I was going to take less classes and work more but it seems I will be taking 4 classes and working more. But I am hoping that this semester will be a walk in the park compared to last semester. I’m taking Nutrition 345 Vitamins and Minerals, C&J 225 Small Group Communication, C&J 314 Multicultural Communication, and Health ED 482 Multicultural Health. I am looking forward to the communication classes because they are very open discussion as compared to lecture, so the classes are smaller and you get to know people. Oddly enough I really enjoyed the public speaking course I took 2 semesters ago… and even odder I was the ONLY student to get an A.
I’ve been pretty disappointed with the nutrition teachers thus far but I’ve heard good things about the 345 teach. But I’m not going to get my hopes up. I have class Tues/Thurs from 8-12:15 and then just a single class Thurs from 4-6:30. So Ill work about 30 hours a week on top of that. I decided to take Thursdays off work completely so that I will have a nice study period in the afternoons.
I’ve also been researching running plans. I downloaded one last year but the amount of miles per week intimated me. I wasn’t ready for that kind of commitment. I am ready now, more because running is going to make my legs SEXY and honestly there is NOTHING I want more. I really do hate my legs. I am happy with the rest of my body but my lower half just doesn’t match the top… almost like I’m 2 halfs of different people. And I won’t lie I am super self conscientious about it and I think when I am having a “fat” day it’s because of my lower half… always… I don’t know how I can have a fat day when my top is to tiny ya know?
Anyway I’m rambling. It’s slow at work so I’m going to put a workout schedule together for myself and create a workout for my mom. Her and I are meeting on Sunday for her first workout, I think it’s going to be a slap in the face but then again I could be wrong!!
The running will definitely make your legs look super sexy. My calves have never looked better. When I get these last 10lbs off my upper thighs and ass will look fantastic from all the running. You can do it to!!
Don't be afraid of the mileage. What is the worst that happens? You walk a bit of it? There were times during my marathon training that I couldn't imagine a 16 mile training run....but you know what? You put one foot in front of the other and keep trucking. You may walk for 45 secs here and there and then get back into the run, but you keep moving. Did you get a gps watch? If not, get one...it is a lifesaver!!
STOP hating on your body. Instead start thinking about how great your lower half is going to look and what you are going to do to make that happen. You need to love your body and thank it. It will love you back![]()
Uhh Dee. Your legs are sexy. I think you mean sexier!
Good luck with the workload coming up. Those classes sound fun. And it's great you are comfortable and enjoy the communication classes. Being able to confidently and clearly communicate is a very, very powerful tool.
Ummm, sure that's what I mean.I haven't gotten a watch yet... they are kind of expensive, but I haven't really priced any out except the garmin forrunner which its around $300 or so... I just need to google search it. What kind do you have?