Awh thanks so much guys for the support, i am still kinda feeling shit about it. Its weird, but i have this talent at picking out dickheads for friends, ugh. I hope all the fake friends are gone in my world. i haaaaate drama, and i know this will sound mega cheesy, but im such a proud person. So when that tramp shouted to me that day i immediatly had a minor stroke
i still cant believe she did it, and i have never been nothing but nice to her.
Anyway i was out last night and i was so so drunk! Ugh i felt like shit today, so can anyone give me advice about drinking wise going out as it messes up my cals for the day. Im going out 3 days this week and i need to know how to tackle it? Im thinking of not drinking at all because that way i have no cals consumed, but also it means i'll have to be the sobar one out of all the drunk idiots around the place
Anyway starting tomorrow, im going to start eating good guys i promise. I can really feel the 10 pounds ive gained back and i feel so so fat and bloated all the time. I will find the time in the day to write a quick diary entry even if im having the most Busiest DAY EVAH.
Thats all for now about my fatty self folks,
have a great day xx
Originally Posted by overtherainbow
Ah hun. I'm really sad to find you feeling so low about things. Don't feel down about it, feel ANGRY!!! You don't desrve to b talked to like that by them pair of bitches. They're the ones that did wrong to you last year, not the other way round. I bet she knew you'd delete her from facebook, which is why she got there first. I am glad that you fell out with them cos they obviously have bad vibes. If they say anything to you again you HAVE to stick up for yourself. I know it was hard cos you were already far away when they shouted that, but next time say something even if its "whatever". One I like is "An insult means nothing coming from you".
You will feel a lot better once you start eating healthily again I think... Maybe being miserable about gaining weight isn't helping matters. I think that when your happy, things like ^ don't knock you as hard. So you have to do stuff that makes you happy.
Lets start eating healthier again tomorrow, together x
Feel angry? well i kinda do, but to be honest i feel so small at this point. I cant believe she did it? i mean i never did anything mean to her. How could someone do something so horrible? Thats so childish about the facebook thing. I have the other 2 bitches( the ones that actually did the mean thing to me last year) still added on facebook. Should i delete them or leave them there for another while and delete them? Amy and the other gowl make me sick to my stomach. Oh Ruth if you only knew what those 2 skanks did to me last year. My mother said not to draw them on me and to never reply to them if they say anything especailly a mean comment, and your telling me to do the opposit? haha oh Ruth i know i must stick up for myself but i dont want to come across like a dramaqueen if i do. Its like they can do it and get away with it no bothers. But if i do something there will be war.
Thanks for the great advice though Ruth, you are too kind. You made me smile with your comment
. I agree i need to start eating healthy and im starting tomorrow and I MEAN IT.
lots of looooooooove hun, ur a star <3 xxx
Originally Posted by Frogged
Yeah, I completely agree with rainbow.
I like to think that everything happens for a reason. Try to use those feelings of embarrassment to your advantage. Make it push you hard when you work out. Think to yourself, 'Not only were you idiots not worth my time, but you actually did me a favor by helping me succeed further in living a healthier lifestyle!'
I think if everyone on this forum used past feelings of shame, regret, and humiliation to fuel their regimen, nobody would ever fall short of reaching their goals. That's one of the key mindsets I formed when starting out, and it's been a really great tool.
Thanks Frogged, yeah Ruth is so so right, i love her
I need to get my ass in gear when it comes to exercising.
Thanks for your kind comment, i hope u had a great day
Originally Posted by luzdafuzz
Aw Irish, what those girls said to you was awful! They are just words though, and you obviously stopped being friends with them for a good reason... as once again proven. Chin up, they aren't worth wasting your time thinking about them!
And sweet, you may have gained 10lbs back but you know we're all here to support you and help you lose it again and more. One day at a time!
Thanks Lucy, yeah they are bitches. I need to lose the 10 pounds faaaaaast.
Originally Posted by jasper
agree with rainbow....dont feel lonely feel angry
and when you see them again dont give anya attention only if they say something to you again stick up for yourself.
They arent teenagers to be acting like that....
Hope you are feeling better
I am so so hurt tho Jasper, thanks im feeling a tiny bit better but im not going to lie, it did knock my confidence alot. Thanks so much for the advice
Originally Posted by Loch
That's horrible, I know how it feels to be publicly humiliated. People can be cruel, but, you're better than them. At least you didn't turn around and shout profanities like they did. You're better off without them on your facebook.
Princess, don't feel bad for having a rough month. Heck, I did well, and then I ended up eating so bad I'm probably going to be up a few pounds. All that work just to let myself down for some pizza and sweets. It sucks, but, we're only human.
Remember Christmas, and remember that hard work will pay off. Just see the gain of weight as a reason to get your ass in gear and start again.
Thanks Loch, yeah it was horrible, they are vile vile creatures
Had the worst month eating, tomorrow it will alllll change. Thanks for being so kind Loch, and i MUST CONSTANLY REMEMBER CHRISTMAS
xxx
